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~Queen Isa~

or the song "don't go" that's kasey chambers



Ken's POV

"I had a great time today ken." She said.

"I had a great time seeing you have a great time."

"OH God! I can't believe I actually said that!" I thought.

She looked at me in astonishment.

"Oh no .. I've offended her …again."

We suddenly leant closer … and closer .. when, I just couldn't.

(song)

Don't you understand that

I'm stranded in a feeling I can't shake.

Don't you realise that,

I'm frightened of all the things

you're gonna take.

(end of verse)

I just couldn't. I couldn't because I was too afraid. Too afraid to commit. To afraid of my fear. Its ironic really, that after all I'd done, all the fear I'd caused, I'd never felt fear. Not really, not so much, in so little a time. I wasn't at all scared – okay that's going a bit far, you'd have to be insane not to be afraid – in the digital world. And yet I was scared of just telling a girl I liked her.



(song)

And now you seem so distant

So much more resitant to ever

Let the feeling show.

Now Miyako's gonna hate me. I thought as I began running away. Away from her.

"KEN!"

I heard her scream my name, but I didn't stop. I couldn't stop, couldn't face her. She began to run after me. She was fast. I had to use all my athletic ability to keep her from grabbing me. And yet she did, I was surprised as usually Miyako isn't much a runner. She spun me around and before I could stop myself, looked into her eyes. They had a look in them. She was .. hurt? Sad? Angry? Sorry? I couldn't tell.

"What was all that about?" she demanded. "What just happened? What were we about to do?"

"I'm sorry Yolei. I'm sorry if I hurt you! I just don't want to …" I felt hot tears spill down my cheeks.





Miyako's POV

"KEN!"

I ran after him. He ran harder and faster. He seemed surprised that I caught him, as he did nothing to stop himself spinning around and looking into my eyes.

And yet he forgot I could sprint.

(song)

So before you dissapear again,

think of what your feeling and don't go.

(end verse)

He looked at me for a second before he began to cry.

"I'm sorry Yolei. I'm sorry if I hurt you! I just didn't want to …"

(song)

There's more to what you're telling me

Not buying what you're selling me Don't go.

(end verse)

His words stung me. He just didn't want to what? Commit to a boring, outspoken person like me? I thought he liked me. At least as a friend. No- one would like me as anything more and even as a friend I was quite pathetic.

"I thought that you - ! Ugh! You're just so - !" I said turing away from him.

(song verse)

And now you seem so distant so much

More resistent to ever the ever let the feeling show.

So it's hard for me to face it

Even less to face it

Even less replace it

Everything you're letting go.

(end of song)

I began to walk away from him.

(song)

The last time I thought of you

Was in this song and I

Can't get you outta my head

But I'm not stupid I can

Just walk away and

I'll break my own heart anstead.





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Another cliffhanger!!!

Peoples, I need some advice… do I stop the fanfic now, or keep it going for a while? You're the readers you tell me ok? Constructive criticsm wanted!!!

To Sylver Elf: Anytime, my friend anytime! See, ive mentioned you again! :D Could you possibly mention me in one of yours? Yous are cool!

To Goldenstar555: I hope you like it! I hate re-reading my stuff.. but I made an effort this tme and did, so I hope there are no mistakes! :D

To Sora Trudeau: Thanx old friend! Hope you like it!

To the 3 above: Do any of you have ff.net chat? If not get it! If so .. come on soon!!! : D

Review peoples!!! Thanx!

~Queen Isa~