First off I dont own I don't own Gundam Wing though I wish I do. Secondly, this is my first fic so give me some feedback ok? And lastly, there is drug abuse in this fic so if that disturbs you, don't read.

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Heero vicously dragged Duo into the large bathroom. He filled the sink with freezing water then forced Duo's head into the sink for a few seconds. Duo tried to comprehend what was going on and realized he was under water. Heero pulled Duo back out of the water for him to get a breath then put him back into the water. After a few more soaks Duo was pretty aware of what had just happened. That he was caught. He remembered the arguement that they had had earlier the same day. Or was it the day before? He lost track of time during his intoxicated sleep. When Heero was confident he had waken him up, he stopped. Duo stood on his own, an incredibly strong feeling of guilt tearing inside of his chest. How could he have been so stupid.

The rest of the day was spent in relative silence. They knew that Duo didn't need reminded of what he'd done.

" Why did I have to do that? God damn it! Why am I so stupid. Doing that today, now, after this morning." Slamming his fist down onto the table beside his bed. ' God I need to smoke right now. That'd make me feel a little better. NO! I can't right now. I'll do it later, tonight.' He thought to himself. ' I'll just wait a little after they all go to bed.'

*knock* *knock* *knock* " Duo? Can I come in?"Quatres voice rang throughout Duo's room. " Yeah, sure." was his automatic response. The door opened and Quatre made his way into the untidy room. " We having a talk in the living room. You should come down." the idea that Duo had hated most had hit him...again. There had been other times when there would be a 'talk'. It was more like a preaching than a talk. He'd go down there, see all their 'disguisted-with-me' looks...again. It had to have happened every other week. But against the voices in the back of his head telling him to not go down there again and tell Quatre to shut up, he simply got off of his bed and followed Quatre down the stairs, through the hall and into the living room.

Again, everyone was sitting there, with that look on their faces. But there was an air in the room that hinted that they were all angrier than it looked this time.

" Duo, this isn't the first time you did this. It needs to stop." Heero stated.

" Why are you doing this to yourself?" Quatre choked out, his eyes welling up. It's not like it was the first time.

" That's why this is it. Us... or the drugs." The Perfect Soldier got up, obviously very mad.

No one else said anything. Duo took the silense in as a 'go-back-to-your- room' gesture.

He left for his room, Heero's words burning into him like hot coals.

" I can't believe this Jared!" Duo compessing his yelling to a loud whisper. " What happened

Duo?" Jared inquired from his room. " They actually want me to either quit or get out!" He

seethed into the phone. " It's my body, my life, and my choise! What should I do man?" Duo

asked. " I dunno. Don't be so obvious." "Do you think that I try to get caught?! I ain't that stupid! And no I didn't intentionally leave the same shirt on." " Dude, mabe you sould quit." Jared suggested " Or just don't do it till you pass out. Just stop when you have a good buzz goin'. And work your way down to quitting." " Are you serious? You think I should quit? I can't do that... But I don't want to leave either. They mean too much too much to me but I love getting stoned too." Duo answered accidentaly letting his voice to rise. " Then just do what I suggested and not do so much. I mean, it would save most of your money too cause you don't exactly have a low tollerance." " Alright. I'll do that. And only at night now. That way I can smoke till a little more than a buzz and just sleep. Then it won't be as shady as leaving and comming back a couple days later." " Ok good." Jared replied. " Later." " Later." Duo finished.



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Thats all for the second chapter, one more to come. I know it was cheesy but give me some slack, it's my second fic. R&R please.