This first chapter is a song fic. Which I'm not completely good at, but this one, I actually tried at. This is a Magic knight song, Umi's image song called Itsuka Tenshi ni Nareru, tranlated, Someday, I will become an angel. So yeah, I of course do not own any of this stuff. And I might have this song in other chapters. Or just the rest of it. Maybe.
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Prolouge: Angel of Mars
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Hurt by dull and pain, in a lonely heart
Born again with a much purer heart
Reaching out to the softer side of love
Someday, I wish to become an angel.
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(Rei's POV)
The day Mamoru decided to dump me for moon princess was exactly the day of my birthday. Mamoru and Usagi were more of a forced couple because Mamoru was mine, in a way. But destiny took it's place in my life and basically ruined it for me. I thought Mamoru was going to be the love of my life. But I'm too stupid to relize that Mamoru went on one date with me just to be nice to me. The blazing fire which had been going on for hours was now cooling into ash. The room was dim, no one would be able to see the tears that cascaded down my face. It hurt inside, but I didn't do anything about it.
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My eyes burn with tears, so I close them softly,
Embraced by the dark which won't ever subside.
When the darkness comes, I wish I had wings,
To escape from the pain, To fly far away,
And never again be hurt.
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I thought about how Usagi and Mamoru were together at one point. It was useless for me to think Mamoru was destined to be with me. I don't deserve that much. I only deserve up to a normal person as Yuuichiro. He would be the one who would be considered my "type" as my friends put it out to me. But I know Yuuichiro likes me...But I just don't have any feelings for him. He just seems too... normal. But What am I too know what kind of man I should have. If I were to have anyone in my life, it was Yuuichiro. But I don't think I'll be able to that.....Yuuichiro's a normal human...and I don't want to be hurt again. I thought I felt true love but it just shattered the one moment I saw that very moment when the moon princess and the Earth's prince embracing each other.
I got up from where I was sitting. My new red dress was stained, stained with even more red...Blood. The Fire burnt me and I let it. My legs were red mostly because it was nearest to the fire. I saw Yuuichiro working outside the temple. When I think about it, Yuuichiro wasn't completely a normal..average kind of human. But even if I thought that, I don't know what he would think if he knew I was Sailor Mars. I don't know if he'll think if I'm a freak or something. Some things I think, I shouldn't.. I walked out, Yuuichiro looked to me.
"Rei-san...are you alright?"
He cared for me, I knew he did.. he had always had cared...He actually cared for me. "H-hai, thank you."
He nodded and went back to his work. He's use to my ignorance to him, he didn't care though. I back suddenly started hurting and I fell to my knees. I heard Yuuichiro immediatly dropping his broom and rushing to my side.
"Rei-san~~~"
I stoped him from speaking futher by puting my hand up. "I'm fine."
"You should stay inside Rei-san." he said worriedly
He helped me up. I closed my eyes...I actually might have a secret feeling for him I didn't know. I leaned on him to lead me inside. We reached the door soon but we were abruptly stoped, losing Chad's balance and knocking me down to the ground. I sharply turned around and saw a youma. When she saw I noticed her, she smirked. Yuuichiro went infront of me in protection.
"A human? What are you trying to do? You can't do anything, Move out of the way!!" the youma yelled agitatedly
"Leave Rei alone, whatever you are!!"
I looked up to Yuuichiro. He'd risk his life for me before saving his own life. The youma shot a fire blast at him. He screamed in pain but he continued to protect me.
"You idiot!! Why are you doing this for me?!" I growled angrily at him.
He turned around. "To protect you, Rei-san, that's all I want for you, to see you safe and smiling."
My eyes widened. All he cared about was for me to feel better or get me to like him by getting himself killed?!
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You've always said that I should be strong,
to clear the clouds deep inside my heart,
And soar higher up into the light.
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Another blast was shot and tears streamed down my face as he started to fall by each blast, the youma only shot mercilessly, just wanting to get Yuuichiro out of her way. Finally, he completely fell.
"Yuuichiro!!"
I layed down to his level. "Rei...." He whispered.
"Yuuichiro....."
I got up with anger rushing through my veins. I clenched the transformation pen I finally found. I glared at the youma.
"Finally, to take out you, my dear princess mars!"
I growled at her. "Mars power, MAKE UP!!!"
I felt something different about this transformation. The pain in my back had left from inside me. My heart felt as pure as it could be. When the light faded. Feathers scattered around everywhere. Wings! The youma looked at me in disbelif.
"He didn't tell me about fighting an angel!! Ah! I'll be back! And next time, I'll make sure your boy friend isn't with you!!"
She jumped into the air and disapeared. I looked down at Yuuichiro and leviatated down to his level. I raised up his head and set it on my lap. His face bruised and bloody. His hair was moved out of the way, revealing a handsome young man's face.. asleep.
"Yuuichiro, you can't die! You just can't!!! Your the only one who cares for me! YOU CAN'T DIE!!!"
He opened his eyes. I gasped. He then looked at me, amiled softly, and lifted his bloody hand to my cheek.
"Rei, I'm sorry. But I love you too much to see you die."
"I won't die idiot! You should've known better!" I said angrily, tears pouring down like rain down my cheeks, dropping onto his face.
He wiped away my tears with the little strength he had. "Don't cry, it's not right for you to cry."
I held his hand tightly and his lifeforce started getting weaker and weaker. "I love you, Rei Hino."
With that last breath....he was gone.......
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Hurt by the dull pain, in a lonely heart
Born again with a much purer soul
Overcoming the pain caused by sadness
With all my heart I long to be an angel
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There was no one left for me in this world....but I can't kill myself though. Yuuichiro wanted me alive, I could only sit there and hold the corpse in my arms.
Then a senshi appeared before me. "Mars-hime. I am Sailor Pluto Guardian of time and space. Your destiny awaits before you."
I set Yuuichiro's head down to the ground slowly and looked up to this senshi. "M-My destiny?" I asked my voice still cracked
"Come with me." She ordered. I only nodded and followed, completely forgetting everything except that word....Destiny...
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Not much. But I thought of it out of nowhere and started to type if you want me to continue then review please. I might even continue soon.
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Prolouge: Angel of Mars
~*~*~*~*~
Hurt by dull and pain, in a lonely heart
Born again with a much purer heart
Reaching out to the softer side of love
Someday, I wish to become an angel.
________________________________
(Rei's POV)
The day Mamoru decided to dump me for moon princess was exactly the day of my birthday. Mamoru and Usagi were more of a forced couple because Mamoru was mine, in a way. But destiny took it's place in my life and basically ruined it for me. I thought Mamoru was going to be the love of my life. But I'm too stupid to relize that Mamoru went on one date with me just to be nice to me. The blazing fire which had been going on for hours was now cooling into ash. The room was dim, no one would be able to see the tears that cascaded down my face. It hurt inside, but I didn't do anything about it.
______________________________________
My eyes burn with tears, so I close them softly,
Embraced by the dark which won't ever subside.
When the darkness comes, I wish I had wings,
To escape from the pain, To fly far away,
And never again be hurt.
______________________________________
I thought about how Usagi and Mamoru were together at one point. It was useless for me to think Mamoru was destined to be with me. I don't deserve that much. I only deserve up to a normal person as Yuuichiro. He would be the one who would be considered my "type" as my friends put it out to me. But I know Yuuichiro likes me...But I just don't have any feelings for him. He just seems too... normal. But What am I too know what kind of man I should have. If I were to have anyone in my life, it was Yuuichiro. But I don't think I'll be able to that.....Yuuichiro's a normal human...and I don't want to be hurt again. I thought I felt true love but it just shattered the one moment I saw that very moment when the moon princess and the Earth's prince embracing each other.
I got up from where I was sitting. My new red dress was stained, stained with even more red...Blood. The Fire burnt me and I let it. My legs were red mostly because it was nearest to the fire. I saw Yuuichiro working outside the temple. When I think about it, Yuuichiro wasn't completely a normal..average kind of human. But even if I thought that, I don't know what he would think if he knew I was Sailor Mars. I don't know if he'll think if I'm a freak or something. Some things I think, I shouldn't.. I walked out, Yuuichiro looked to me.
"Rei-san...are you alright?"
He cared for me, I knew he did.. he had always had cared...He actually cared for me. "H-hai, thank you."
He nodded and went back to his work. He's use to my ignorance to him, he didn't care though. I back suddenly started hurting and I fell to my knees. I heard Yuuichiro immediatly dropping his broom and rushing to my side.
"Rei-san~~~"
I stoped him from speaking futher by puting my hand up. "I'm fine."
"You should stay inside Rei-san." he said worriedly
He helped me up. I closed my eyes...I actually might have a secret feeling for him I didn't know. I leaned on him to lead me inside. We reached the door soon but we were abruptly stoped, losing Chad's balance and knocking me down to the ground. I sharply turned around and saw a youma. When she saw I noticed her, she smirked. Yuuichiro went infront of me in protection.
"A human? What are you trying to do? You can't do anything, Move out of the way!!" the youma yelled agitatedly
"Leave Rei alone, whatever you are!!"
I looked up to Yuuichiro. He'd risk his life for me before saving his own life. The youma shot a fire blast at him. He screamed in pain but he continued to protect me.
"You idiot!! Why are you doing this for me?!" I growled angrily at him.
He turned around. "To protect you, Rei-san, that's all I want for you, to see you safe and smiling."
My eyes widened. All he cared about was for me to feel better or get me to like him by getting himself killed?!
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You've always said that I should be strong,
to clear the clouds deep inside my heart,
And soar higher up into the light.
__________________________________
Another blast was shot and tears streamed down my face as he started to fall by each blast, the youma only shot mercilessly, just wanting to get Yuuichiro out of her way. Finally, he completely fell.
"Yuuichiro!!"
I layed down to his level. "Rei...." He whispered.
"Yuuichiro....."
I got up with anger rushing through my veins. I clenched the transformation pen I finally found. I glared at the youma.
"Finally, to take out you, my dear princess mars!"
I growled at her. "Mars power, MAKE UP!!!"
I felt something different about this transformation. The pain in my back had left from inside me. My heart felt as pure as it could be. When the light faded. Feathers scattered around everywhere. Wings! The youma looked at me in disbelif.
"He didn't tell me about fighting an angel!! Ah! I'll be back! And next time, I'll make sure your boy friend isn't with you!!"
She jumped into the air and disapeared. I looked down at Yuuichiro and leviatated down to his level. I raised up his head and set it on my lap. His face bruised and bloody. His hair was moved out of the way, revealing a handsome young man's face.. asleep.
"Yuuichiro, you can't die! You just can't!!! Your the only one who cares for me! YOU CAN'T DIE!!!"
He opened his eyes. I gasped. He then looked at me, amiled softly, and lifted his bloody hand to my cheek.
"Rei, I'm sorry. But I love you too much to see you die."
"I won't die idiot! You should've known better!" I said angrily, tears pouring down like rain down my cheeks, dropping onto his face.
He wiped away my tears with the little strength he had. "Don't cry, it's not right for you to cry."
I held his hand tightly and his lifeforce started getting weaker and weaker. "I love you, Rei Hino."
With that last breath....he was gone.......
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Hurt by the dull pain, in a lonely heart
Born again with a much purer soul
Overcoming the pain caused by sadness
With all my heart I long to be an angel
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There was no one left for me in this world....but I can't kill myself though. Yuuichiro wanted me alive, I could only sit there and hold the corpse in my arms.
Then a senshi appeared before me. "Mars-hime. I am Sailor Pluto Guardian of time and space. Your destiny awaits before you."
I set Yuuichiro's head down to the ground slowly and looked up to this senshi. "M-My destiny?" I asked my voice still cracked
"Come with me." She ordered. I only nodded and followed, completely forgetting everything except that word....Destiny...
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Not much. But I thought of it out of nowhere and started to type if you want me to continue then review please. I might even continue soon.
