The Journals
Chapter 2- Dean's decision
By Cathy
Rating: R- Just to be Safe
Spoilers: anything up to the end of Season 2
Authors Note: Finally after about a few months I am back to writing
fanfics. I am currently typing up the next chapter in The Road You
should've taken and also I'm typing the next Chapter in Big Survivor. I had
this typed so I thought I would post it. I hope you like it. It is me
trying not to kill dean off in this Chapter, I have already killed him many
other times in other stories. So enjoy and review.
CATHY
Journal,
I can't believe what I witnessed at Sookie's wedding. She kissed him and then ran, Down the aisle, as if nothing had happened. Back to me as if nothing had happened, And danced with me the rest of the night as if nothing had happened. I let her keep up the charade. I tried to keep the hurt I felt in my heart from showing because she didn't know that I had seen the kiss. She said at the end of the night that she had decided to go to Washington after all. I wonder why? To get away from me? Jess? Lorelai? I wonder what is going on in her head. I hate this feeling, wondering if I am ever going to get the girl. Almost the exact same thing happened so long ago with Beth. I wish that Jess had never came here. All he has been so far is a pain in my ass. I don't understand what Rory sees in that guy. He is a short snarky little punk. I wonder if she really likes him? Why doesn't she love me as much as I love her. God I love her so much. So much that it scares me. I want her to be happy when she comes home. I will let her decide whether or not we should break up. I think she will decide that it is time I mean almost 2 years off and on is a very long time. I guess I might as well spread the wealth a little bit. Ha that sounds so funny. But I just want her to be happy. If she's happy with Jess then I guess I'll just have to deal. But I swear if that little puke ever hurts one single hair on her pretty little head I will murder him with my own two hands. I wouldn't care if I had to spend the rest of my life locked up, Rory is worth it. I've just thought up some ways I could hurt Jess. 1: Step on him: I could too he is really short I hate him. 2: Put Blood on his Sac and drop him into shark infested water. 3: take the stupid gel he uses and shove the damn stuff down his fucking throat. 4: Throw him off of a bridge a la Luke. 5: Beat him to death with a book: any book preferably a book that he has read. That's all I had better go to sleep before I get too morbid. I wonder what Rory is doing right now.
DEAN
Journal,
I can't believe what I witnessed at Sookie's wedding. She kissed him and then ran, Down the aisle, as if nothing had happened. Back to me as if nothing had happened, And danced with me the rest of the night as if nothing had happened. I let her keep up the charade. I tried to keep the hurt I felt in my heart from showing because she didn't know that I had seen the kiss. She said at the end of the night that she had decided to go to Washington after all. I wonder why? To get away from me? Jess? Lorelai? I wonder what is going on in her head. I hate this feeling, wondering if I am ever going to get the girl. Almost the exact same thing happened so long ago with Beth. I wish that Jess had never came here. All he has been so far is a pain in my ass. I don't understand what Rory sees in that guy. He is a short snarky little punk. I wonder if she really likes him? Why doesn't she love me as much as I love her. God I love her so much. So much that it scares me. I want her to be happy when she comes home. I will let her decide whether or not we should break up. I think she will decide that it is time I mean almost 2 years off and on is a very long time. I guess I might as well spread the wealth a little bit. Ha that sounds so funny. But I just want her to be happy. If she's happy with Jess then I guess I'll just have to deal. But I swear if that little puke ever hurts one single hair on her pretty little head I will murder him with my own two hands. I wouldn't care if I had to spend the rest of my life locked up, Rory is worth it. I've just thought up some ways I could hurt Jess. 1: Step on him: I could too he is really short I hate him. 2: Put Blood on his Sac and drop him into shark infested water. 3: take the stupid gel he uses and shove the damn stuff down his fucking throat. 4: Throw him off of a bridge a la Luke. 5: Beat him to death with a book: any book preferably a book that he has read. That's all I had better go to sleep before I get too morbid. I wonder what Rory is doing right now.
DEAN
