She did it again. She was the only person in the world who had ever made my
heart tighten up like that, making tears well up in my eyes. She was the
only one that could.
~I'm not the kind of person you think I am I'm not the anti-christ or the iron man~
I know she hates me, and it breaks what's left of my heart. I passed her in the hall today, and she didn't even acknowledge me. I want her to be mine so bad.
~I have a vision that I just can't control I feel I've lost my spirit and sold my soul~
I got to talk to her alone today. I somehow landed us both with detentions. I hated to have to do it, and I know she hates me even more for it, but now is the chance I have waited for for years. I have to tell her. I don't just love her, I need her. I can't imagine living without her. That's why she has to know.
~I try to entertain you the best I can I wish I'd started walking before I ran~
"Hermione?" I was so nervous. I don't know if I could live if this doesn't work.
"What, Malfoy?" The contempt in her voice nearly caused me to give up right then. But I couldn't. She had to know.
~But I still love the feeling I get from you I hope you'll never stop cause it gets me through~
"There's something I need to tell you."
"And just what is that?" Once again, her voice stung me. Still, I went on.
"This was the only way I could talk to you alone, you know."
"Yeah, well, now my whole night is blown."
I winced. This wasn't going the way I had hoped.
~The feelings that I hide behind Sometimes reality's unkind~
"Hermione, the only way I can say this is to be blunt. I love you, Hermione. I always have. It kills me that you hate me so much."
She looked at me in disbelief.
I rambled on. "Hermione, be with me. I love you."
"Forget it Malfoy."
~The nightmares stalk for me at night I dread the long and lonely nights~
That was it. She turned on her heel and walked to the far corner of the room. I stared after her, wondering how I could go on. I knew the answer. I can't.
Goodbye.
~I'm not the kind of person you think I am I'm not the anti-christ or the iron man~
I know she hates me, and it breaks what's left of my heart. I passed her in the hall today, and she didn't even acknowledge me. I want her to be mine so bad.
~I have a vision that I just can't control I feel I've lost my spirit and sold my soul~
I got to talk to her alone today. I somehow landed us both with detentions. I hated to have to do it, and I know she hates me even more for it, but now is the chance I have waited for for years. I have to tell her. I don't just love her, I need her. I can't imagine living without her. That's why she has to know.
~I try to entertain you the best I can I wish I'd started walking before I ran~
"Hermione?" I was so nervous. I don't know if I could live if this doesn't work.
"What, Malfoy?" The contempt in her voice nearly caused me to give up right then. But I couldn't. She had to know.
~But I still love the feeling I get from you I hope you'll never stop cause it gets me through~
"There's something I need to tell you."
"And just what is that?" Once again, her voice stung me. Still, I went on.
"This was the only way I could talk to you alone, you know."
"Yeah, well, now my whole night is blown."
I winced. This wasn't going the way I had hoped.
~The feelings that I hide behind Sometimes reality's unkind~
"Hermione, the only way I can say this is to be blunt. I love you, Hermione. I always have. It kills me that you hate me so much."
She looked at me in disbelief.
I rambled on. "Hermione, be with me. I love you."
"Forget it Malfoy."
~The nightmares stalk for me at night I dread the long and lonely nights~
That was it. She turned on her heel and walked to the far corner of the room. I stared after her, wondering how I could go on. I knew the answer. I can't.
Goodbye.
