Disclaimer: I do not own Hannibal, Clarice, or any germans! Er.hehe! So don't sue me pleeeeeeeeaaaasssse! They belong to Thomas Harris. As for the Germans.^_^.

Authors note: I know the people who have heard the Dixie chicks song "you were mine" probably are going..what the hell?? These aren't the right lyrics! Well.that's cuz I altered them!! I don't own the Dixie chicks either.



Clarice Starling of the FBI warily spread herself across the small sofa in the den. It had been just another stressful day at the office. Receiving apprehensive looks from her superiors and typing up reports on the simplest cases.

Scooping up the remote for Ardelia's super bass, five disc stereo, she hit the "shuffle" button and the Dixie chicks song "you were mine" began to play.

Clarice sighed, her eyes bright with unshed tears.. It had to be this song didn't it. instead of changing it; she just leant back against the soft cushions and listened to the lyrics.

I can't find a reason to let go

Even though I pushed you away

I can find a reason to hang on

What went wrong can be forgiven

Without you it ain't worth livin' alone Sometimes I wake up crying at night

and sometimes I scream out your name

A solitary tear trickled slowly down her cheek, salty as the sea, running over the curves of her face and landing on her gray FBI T-shirt. Hanging on. but for how long?

What right did I have to push you away

When for so long you were mine

I drown out all the memories

but they never go away

It was a time of mystery and exhilaration

Happy playin' games

But even so those memories

will never fade away

Please tell me it's not real

And that you're really coming back to stay

How she wished to go back. back to that night. when her whole life fell apart. she could have done it different. stayed with the one she ever really loved. wishing it never happened, that she was still waiting. waiting.

Sometimes I wake up crying at night

And sometimes I scream out your name

What right did I have to push you away

When for so long you were mine

I can give you two good reasons

To show you love's not blind

You know that I would say yes

So how can I tell you I've changed

My mind

Would you ever say to me.stop . if you loved me .you'd stop? The words played over and over in Clarice's head. Yes.. she whispered hoarsely.. yes I would.

Sometimes I wake up crying at night

And sometimes I scream out your name

What right did I have to push you away

when for so long you were mine

I remember when you were mine.

All those nights. waking up and wishing for his warmth and comfort.. So many nights, so many pointless nights..

Quickly shaking herself out of her stupor. Clarice wiped the tears away unconsciously and stopped the stereo. Carefully making her way to the kitchen, she grabbed a bottle of jack Daniels, which smashed to pieces when she heard the voice. directly behind her. helloo clariiccee.

HAHAHAHHA..the end!!!!! ^_^.anyone want a sequel?? Hehe! Maybe If I get enough reviews ^_^.

-AntoniaLecter