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Chapter 3: Things that you Feel
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Virvidi Sacratum Sieghtenemi ...
I stared at the ceiling from my desk. It was a tough and weary day, I was worn-out. I took out my pink notebook, which was now my former diary and opened it. The stain from the tear hadn't vanished. Kero came from behind. "You are missing something" he stated. I flinched when I heard him say that and closed the notebook. "Kero, were you reading?!" I asked narrowing my eyes. He flew back. "Um... ye--ss no, not at all!" he sweat dropped.
I glared at him. "Okay, so I was curious" he gave up. I laughed at the way he apologized. He cleared his throat and continued. "What I'm trying to say, is that you need to write the date" he said it in as-a-matter-of-fact tone. I stared at my notebook and back at him. I did it many times. (Okay, so I forgot to write the date! sheesh... I'm not perfect -.-;) "I- I knew that" I blurted out. He only chuckled. "Yeah, whatever" I said sighing. Kero could be such a pain, but he really helped me. I now focused, took out my favorite pen and was going to write, when someone whispered three words I didn't knew. I dropped my pen.
"Virvidi Sacratum Sieghtenemi..." (Okay... that is freaky) I glanced, but only Kero was around. I gulped and closed my eyes. (Please let it go away... _) Nothing. Whatever it was it had gone. I grabbed the pen again, and started writing.
Dear Diary:
Hello! I'm sorry that I forgot to write something important here. The date! Kero reminded me, ugh, but I still hate him. Anyway, I'm not thinking of writing dates, besides I think that its original. (Okay, its not) Well, nevertheless let me write what I'm supposed too, before I use up all of the paper.
I've been thinking lately, and I think that Syaoran is hiding something from me. I can feel it, the way he looks at me, the way he smiles, the way he teases. I don't know how, or why but something is wrong. I love him though. And I cannot blame him for how he is acting. I think he is trying to make me feel serene. And I want to recall a special moment in our lives.
I remember a day, a long time ago. I feel like it was today. I was running away from my problems, from my fear of loosing him. Rain was pouring from nowhere as it made a gray-black background. I was soaking: both of rain and tears. I had to go, vanish from this world. When suddenly I bumped into someone. That handsome amber eyed, brown haired boy I always talk about.
We both saw each other in the eye. Closely. I apologized and started running the other way, but I felt a strong grasp of my hand. I wanted to leave, but he insisted, not letting go. It was no use. I was under his control. I turned around to meet those same bewildered eyes that I had seen. He suddenly pulled me towards him. He was tough, and as much as I tried to stop him, he managed to make me fall into his arms.
I was closed to his chest. I could hear his heart beating. Warmth spreading all around us. I then forgot that it was raining. Time was gone, like it never really existed. He kept his arms around my waist making me close. I unexpectedly cried. Tears coming down from my eyes. He held me secured. I was safe. He whispered: "Don't worry, Sakura. Everything is going to be all right" I raised my head to stare at his own eyes. I was under his spell. Deeper and deeper. His head bent a little, trying to reach me. My lips were shivering, from the cold. And suddenly our lips met. In our first kiss.
I LOVE HIM! I LOVE HIM! I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saku
I was about to finish writing my name, when a horrible feeling struck me like lightning. (Syaoran) Something was wrong. I dropped whatever I was grabbing and stared at the window. That feeling didn't vanish. (What is wrong with me?!) I finally decided to check on him. "Kero, I'm taking a walk. I'll be right back" I lied not waiting to hear him reply.
I was already out, running as fast as I could. My heart beating faster and faster. My legs feeling numb, but I couldn't stop. I didn't want to stop. I rushed past the penguin park. I was panting. (It's a good thing that I'm good at sports! ^^;) I finally reached the house and stopped. Wei came out after hearing various ringings on the doorbell. "What is it, Sakura?" he asked astonished. But I didn't answer. No words could explain this feeling as I now passed him, making my way to where my heart led to.
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I felt the flash hit my body like a thousand knives. I suddenly was lying on the floor. I couldn't open my eyes. The flash made them hurt whenever I tried to open them. I heard Shitamoto chuckle. I sensed that he was about to attack me, when something made him stop. I heard another voice. "Let him go!" It was that sweet and cheerful voice that gave my heart an extra beat. "Sakura" I faintly said as I tried to get up and fell sitting. Someone hugged me tight. I could smell a fresh cherry blossom scent. I could feel and hear tears and sobs. Her body trembling over mine. "Don't worry" I whispered trying to calm her down. I heard Shitamoto laugh.
"Don't worry, Li. This isn't over!" Another chuckle was heard. "In fact, this is only the beginning!" His aura disappeared as I felt that he jumped across the fence. Sakura gasped as she kept on holding. "Who was he?" she asked. Her voice was swollen from the crying. I didn't answer for a while. "No one" I finally replied. She didn't ask further. She knew that she wasn't supposed to interfere. I weakly smiled. Trying to show her that everything was alright.
------------------------- (Sakura's POV)-------------------------
I smiled to myself. (As usual) There he was lying on the ground, with thousands of wounds, with his eyes closed. And yet he assured that everything was alright. (That silly Syaoran) I embraced him even closer. I wasn't planning on leaving him alone. I stared at his shut eyes. What was wrong with them?! "Syaoran, do your eyes hurt?" I asked concerned. "Yes" he answered closing them even tighter. "Do you want me to call an ambulance?" I asked. He chuckled. "As you wish" he simply said as he lied back. "Syaoran?!" I shook him, he didn't respond. "SYAORAN?!" my voice echoed through my ears.
-------------------------to be continued---------------------------
Okay, so I didn't say, but you might get an IDEA of what is happening. Please R+R! Thanks if you do! And well stay tuned for my next one.
