Fic
Genre: Yaoi… for sure…as for coupling you'll soon find out!!!
Title: Time will tell…, 14/?
Author: F5C
Rating: PG
Posted: Fanfiction.net
E-mail: chatterbox_shil@yahoo.com
~*~
"Do you love Sm… err… I mean Sendoh?"
FLASHBACK
He walked out of the gym finally acknowledging the fact that once again he was on the wrong. He felt surprisingly at ease with himself… he should have felt disgusted…. He should have felt embarrassed… he shouldn't have felt that 'heat'… there were so many 'he should haves'…. He should have left when Sendoh entered the gym… he should have left as soon as the other two had started at it… he shouldn't have part taken in any of it… he shouldn't have been a spectator… but yet… even though he realized all his mistakes he still felt at ease. He was calm and tranquil… no more the loud-mouthed idiotic red head.
The image of Rukawa's pale face thrown backwards against Sendoh's shoulder flashed in his mind once more. He was the epitome of beauty. Gracefully pale, dark soft hair, dazzling eyes… no wonder the girls fell all over him… he was icy but that just added to his mysterious persona. He had finally heard Rukawa moan. It was not the heavenly sound all girls made it out to be… instead it sounded just like any other male in lust… it made the ice king more humane.
Hanamichi allowed his feet to lead him where ever as he recounted the events that had taken place that year. //I came back to Japan… I came home*sigh* I kicked that kitsune's ass and finally proved myself worthy resulting in the kitsune trying to murder me which in turn earned him a few lumps*grins and fingers his scar* I finally realized the true value and part that basketball plays in my life*smile* I got over my hopeless crush on Haruko-san and in turn figured out I am gay*grins* and best of all… I got to see two absolutely gorgeous guys get it on in the gym// with that thought the grin which had been blessing his lips broke into a full fledged smile which in turn erupted into a loud laughter. The few passerbys eyed the red head warily before quickening their pace and hurrying away. Hanamichi oblivious to his surroundings continued in his world finally zooming back to reality on crashing into someone.
"Gomen… I wasn't looking where I was going" he answered happily.
"I don't think so you punk! You are going to pay for that!"
Hanamichi finally recovered from the impact and gazed up only to be rendered speechless by the sight that greeted him.
END OF FLASHBACK
Hanamichi stared into those orbs which were once again coated with the thick layer of ice… however he pursued his line of questioning unperturbed by the other youths aloofness.
"So… are you?"
"…"
"So capable of expression yet so cold all the time" Hanamichi mumbled softly
Rukawa gazed at the youth lying on the couch in his living room unsure of what to say. He couldn't for the love of god, figure out what the other boy's thoughts were... so instead of pondering on it…
"No"
"Sou ka…"
"…"
"Why are you with him if you don't love him?"
Rukawa stared at the naïve, innocent inquiring eyes staring up at him//Why am I with him? If I don't love him then why am I with him? Is it as simple as that? If you don't love a person you should then not be with that person… you should only be with the one of your dreams?*stares at the red head curiously* But he of my dreams has no idea about my longing//
"Oi… you don't have to answer me… I was just curious"
"…" his stare still lingering on the red head's now moving body as he tried to get off the couch and gather his stuff.
Hanamichi finally managed to get himself into an upright position… and without further thought he placed his palms flat on the couch and pushed himself in an attempt to heave himself off the couch. Pain coursed through his left wrist… unbearable, hot, slicing pain tore at him and he immediately slumped back into the couch freeing his injured wrist whilst slowly recovering from the excruciating pain. He gasped in lungfuls of air in an attempt of easing the pain not realizing how ridiculously futile this was. He glanced up and stared at the boy opposite him who was regarding him with utmost worry.
"I'm fine… I didn't realize that I'd hurt my wrist"
"D'aho"
"Hn…"
The closing of the house door and the appearance of Sendoh and a stranger signaled the end of the conversation.
The stranger who was finally introduced as a doctor inspected Sakuragi and finally declared that he had broken his left wrist and the other scratches that littered his body were all minor injuries.
Sendoh sat at the back of the car with Sakuragi and the doctor was up front as together they headed to the clinic to get a cast done.
"Do you love Kit… err… I mean Rukawa?"
"NANI?"
"Talk about a reaction*chuckles softly* So… do you?"
"Why do you ask?"
"I was curious… that's all…"
"He doesn't love me… to him; I am the sex provider… I quench his lust as you saw… I don't think I love him… no… it most probably is an infatuation"
"You love him"
"Huh?"
"The way you talk about him… it is so not you… full of bitterness, longing and sadness… you love him but he doesn't feel the same way… have you ever thought of telling him how you feel *chuckles* refraining from sex while you try to do so?"
Sendoh looked at the red head//What the hell happened? This is like the other day, at the beach, what's wrong this time? But more importantly… is it really all that simple? Just tell him the truth? Could it be? Or is it really an infatuation? //
"What happened? The last time you were like this you were doubting your sexuality… what happened?" concern lacing his words.
"Are you trying to say that the Tensai cannot be serious?" he answered mocking a tone of anger.
Not disillusioned by the red head's sudden bubbly self… he pressed on.
"What happened?"
"Nothing… I am… just… err… nothing"
"Tell me what's wrong?"
"Nothing!"
"Are you… the Tensai… scared of telling me?" mocking a tone of surprise
A soft laugh filled the atmosphere
"Iya…*notices Sendoh's glare* … err… after I left you two I was walking around and surprisingly I felt rather calm… I wasn't disgusted or angry… maybe a bit hurt at first but soon it eased away and I felt this strangely light warm feeling envelope me… I was happy for the first time in days… I really don't know if this makes any sense… but I was so happy to be me… I don't know why… it was really weird… then I started thinking about things and then I crashed into these guys"
"…"
"These guys…*voice falters slightly* I know them… I've fought them before… a long time ago… a very long time ago" his words now a barely audible whisper.
"Who were they?"
"Do you know that my dad passed away when I was about 12?"
"Huh?"
"The reason he died was because the medics didn't reach him in time… they would have reached him if there hadn't been a delay… but there had been and he died because of it"
Sendoh stared at the boy in front of him who now wore a far away expression. His eyes were coated with a tinge of regret but that was about it… other then that he seemed so distant… so Rukawa like.
"I was the delay… I met up with those guys and we ended up fighting… I told them to let me through but they refused and in the end it was a full scale brawl and I reached the hospital too late… I indirectly caused my father's death. Those were they guys who I bumped into just now. I wasn't paying attention to where I was going and I bumped them… I apologized but they being the same made a big thing out of it… it was like déjà vu… only this time a life wasn't hanging by its thread. I let them beat me up… I didn't retaliate… I remembered the promise I made to sensei… and I didn't fight back… and that's what happened." He finished turning to look at Sendoh and small smile gracing his lips.
Sendoh stared at the red head curiously… he wasn't what he seemed… there was so much more then the loud rambunctious red head all of them knew. There was a depth which no one would have ever thought existed in him.
"It's weird… only Yohei knows about this… oh and Sam and Max… nobody else knows… I wonder why I told you?"
"We're here"
They exited the clinic, Sendoh deep in thought whilst Sakuragi eyed his cast warily.
"Damn! Ryochin's gonna kill me! Thank god! I only need it for a month*sigh*"
"You can't play you baka!"
"Are you calling the Tensai a baka? You baka smiley! How dare you insult me?"
"Yare yare"
"Nani? Are you ignoring me?"
"Huh? Of course not Hana-kun" Sendoh replied suddenly changing his approach
"N-nani?"
"Why? Don't you think that Hana-kun is cute?"
"Ha-hana-kun?" he squeaked a blush gracing his cheeks
"Kawai!!"
"Nani? Bakayerou!" and with that he lunged at Sendoh forgetting about his injuries.
Sendoh on the other hand was totally aware of the other's incapabilities and managed to catch the red head and break the fall.
The proximity got to the both of them and Sakuragi looked up at Sendoh curiosity glazing his eyes.
"Why Hana-kun… you seem to be enjoying our positions?" Sendoh asked cheekily.
"Nani?" he shouted out
"Ma ma… it's okay Hana-kun! I wouldn't blame you… after all… I am that desirable!"
"Na-nani! Sendoh you BAKA!"
From a distance a pair of icy blue orbs watched the ongoing scene with fascination. Every extra second spent watching the scene added to the icy barricade around his heart while his heart crumbled slowly and painfully within its confines. Unable to tear his eyes away he just settled on watching it allowing himself to experience the cruel anguish that flooded his every fiber.
~*~
Rukawa missed the next three practices and nobody knew why. Efforts were made to get in touch with him… but all of them were failures. Hanamichi and Sendoh grew closer to one and other with each passing day and as for Sendoh, he now spent more time hanging out with Hanamichi and his friends.
"Oi Smiley! You seen that baka kitsune?"
"Kaede kun? Nope… I've not seen him since that day… but he did call me and tell me that he wasn't going to be around for a few days… why?"
"Err… nothing… it's just that he hasn't been at practice for the past few days… I mean it's Rukawa! He actually missed practice!"
"I know what you mean*chuckles* Why are you so curious?"
"Huh?"
"Why… do you miss him?"
"Nani? Me miss that baka kitsune? I don't think so! It's just that practice is so quiet without him to fight with…"
"Ahh… so you do miss him!"
"Teme! I didn't say that! I said that it was quiet…"
"Cause he isn't there to fight with you! So you miss the fights you have with him!"
"I never said that… It is just so quiet without him!"
"Oh for crying out loud! Admit it! You miss fighting with him… You. Miss. Him. Fullstop!" he pressed enjoying the sight of the flustered red head in front of him.
"So did you get him to admit it?"
Both the boys turned to regard the person who had spoken.
"Admit what?" asked an extremely red and irritated Hanamichi
"That you like the fox!" Sam answered sitting cross-legged on the court.
"Nani?"
"Nope! He is still in denial"
"Nani? Teme you two! I do not like that fox!"
"Well… you should" he answered softly
"What?"
"Oi smiley! Are you okay?" Hanamichi pressed noticing the pained look that had flashed on his face.
"Iya… I am fine!"
"You love him don't you?"
"Sendoh? You love the fox as well?"
Sendoh turned to look at the bewildered girl who stared at him in wonder.
"I don't know… I just don't know!"
"Yes… he does love the fox! That's why I'll never fall for the fox… or him!"
"Aa… this is coming from 'Doctor Love' himself… Sakuragi Hanamichi… he who knows all about love says that you like the fox and you actually believe him?" Sam asked curiously
"Nani? How dare you insult the Tensai!"
"What Tensai? Where?" she answered back.
"SAM! How dare you insult me!"
"Simple! Just tell you the truth about you being a baka!" she replied cheekily
"Argh! You baka!"
"I think hanging with the fox has affected you vocab! Is baka and nani the only words you know?"
"Nani?"
"My point proven!"
"SAM! Argh! You baka!" he replied without thinking.
Sam smirked in response and Sendoh burst out laughing at the flustered red head, who was now grumbling softly about a stupid lil' girl, unhappy about the fact that he had been stumped!
"I got to go now! I promised to meet up with the gundam in half an hour… hey smiley wanna join us?"
"No he doesn't"
"Nani?" both the boys asked looking at Sam curiously
"I said he doesn't… cause I want to talk to him!"
"Oh… okay… anywayz I gotta go! Ja! And Smiley take care!"
Sendoh looked at the girl in front of him eyeing her warily. A few seconds ago she had been happy and cheeky but now… she sat there eyeing him seriously.
"No… I am not going to confess my undying love to you if that's what you are wondering" she said at an attempt to lighten the mood.
"Huh?"
"I wanted to talk to you… I think that I may be able to help you out… that is if you give me a chance"
"What do you mean?"
"I am talking about your feelings"
"Huh?"
"Judging by the way you acted these four days that the fox has been missing, an outsider wouldn't realize that you two are a couple"
"What are you getting at?" stunned by the girl's bluntness although he welcomed it with open arms.
"I found it hard to believe that you two were together when Hana first told me… and then on hanging with you these few days I find it even more difficult to believe… I mean even Hana misses the fox more then you… or at least he is more open then you are. Tell me the truth… have you actually missed him whilst he's been away?"
"Err… no… I mean I was busy hanging with you guys that I never realized his absence"
"That's your answer!"
"Huh?"
"You maybe a sex machine! But you can be so dense at times! I think the chemicals in your hair gel is finally getting to you! You don't love him!"
"How can you say that?" pain evidently present in those words
"If you did… then you would have missed him… irrespective how busy you were! That is love… call me naïve… but that is how true love is… no matter what, no matter where… you will always be thinking of your so called 'other half'. I hate to hurt you like this… but it is better if you find out sooner rather then later… it is better for the both of you… I really don't mean to hurt you like this but this is the truth… unless you can prove me wrong"
"Then why does it hurt so much to know that I have to be away from him… that he isn't mine any longer?"
"That most probably is the male ego! Guys are so famous for their egos!*smiles* he may not be your first crush but he most probably was the most fascinating and intriguing one! I mean you most probably relished the chase and manner in which you finally got to him… and I think the fact that you know that he still resists you at times also adds to your ego when you get to him. Oh and the sex! Of course! That too is most probably a plus point!*grins* In short… he was your most entertaining ride and the fact that it is now at an end… you are sad… that's it! You don't love him… you are just seriously infatuated!"
Sendoh stared once again into the green eyes looking up to him and considered the words spoken//An infatuation huh? // It was hard to digest the discovery but as he accepted more and more… all the small nagging bits ceased and everything slowly started making sense.
"I am starved! How about food?"
"Hey Sam! Thanks… and food sounds good*grins* by the way… how do you know so much about this?"
"You can't be the most popular girl in school and not know about relationships! I have first hand experience" she ended with a wink.
"Yare yare"
And with that both of them burst out laughing.
Rukawa braced his palms on the sill and stared out of the chalet's window watching the sunset. He loved the way the fire red of the sun merged with the deep blue depths of the ocean as the sun sank lower and lower. To him it was perfect... //I guess it's enough! I should go back and stop hiding //
TBC
Hahahahaha!!
I think I am making sense in this chap…. Hopefully
Btw Rukawa at the end was in a chalet by the beach…
Hmm…
On reading this again I realized that it is lighter than the past few chappies
Hopefully it still has the depth…. *sigh* I have no idea*sigh*
Okay all feedbacks are welcomed!
So pls R&R
Hey seriously tell me what y'all think
I think that this is actually drawing to an end :)
If y'all want me to add some stuff… do share ur views
Thanx for all the reviews
Ja!
Ooohh…
Pardon all grammatical errors and the overuse of '…' although I think I have improved
*sigh*
hehehe!!
Genre: Yaoi… for sure…as for coupling you'll soon find out!!!
Title: Time will tell…, 14/?
Author: F5C
Rating: PG
Posted: Fanfiction.net
E-mail: chatterbox_shil@yahoo.com
~*~
"Do you love Sm… err… I mean Sendoh?"
FLASHBACK
He walked out of the gym finally acknowledging the fact that once again he was on the wrong. He felt surprisingly at ease with himself… he should have felt disgusted…. He should have felt embarrassed… he shouldn't have felt that 'heat'… there were so many 'he should haves'…. He should have left when Sendoh entered the gym… he should have left as soon as the other two had started at it… he shouldn't have part taken in any of it… he shouldn't have been a spectator… but yet… even though he realized all his mistakes he still felt at ease. He was calm and tranquil… no more the loud-mouthed idiotic red head.
The image of Rukawa's pale face thrown backwards against Sendoh's shoulder flashed in his mind once more. He was the epitome of beauty. Gracefully pale, dark soft hair, dazzling eyes… no wonder the girls fell all over him… he was icy but that just added to his mysterious persona. He had finally heard Rukawa moan. It was not the heavenly sound all girls made it out to be… instead it sounded just like any other male in lust… it made the ice king more humane.
Hanamichi allowed his feet to lead him where ever as he recounted the events that had taken place that year. //I came back to Japan… I came home*sigh* I kicked that kitsune's ass and finally proved myself worthy resulting in the kitsune trying to murder me which in turn earned him a few lumps*grins and fingers his scar* I finally realized the true value and part that basketball plays in my life*smile* I got over my hopeless crush on Haruko-san and in turn figured out I am gay*grins* and best of all… I got to see two absolutely gorgeous guys get it on in the gym// with that thought the grin which had been blessing his lips broke into a full fledged smile which in turn erupted into a loud laughter. The few passerbys eyed the red head warily before quickening their pace and hurrying away. Hanamichi oblivious to his surroundings continued in his world finally zooming back to reality on crashing into someone.
"Gomen… I wasn't looking where I was going" he answered happily.
"I don't think so you punk! You are going to pay for that!"
Hanamichi finally recovered from the impact and gazed up only to be rendered speechless by the sight that greeted him.
END OF FLASHBACK
Hanamichi stared into those orbs which were once again coated with the thick layer of ice… however he pursued his line of questioning unperturbed by the other youths aloofness.
"So… are you?"
"…"
"So capable of expression yet so cold all the time" Hanamichi mumbled softly
Rukawa gazed at the youth lying on the couch in his living room unsure of what to say. He couldn't for the love of god, figure out what the other boy's thoughts were... so instead of pondering on it…
"No"
"Sou ka…"
"…"
"Why are you with him if you don't love him?"
Rukawa stared at the naïve, innocent inquiring eyes staring up at him//Why am I with him? If I don't love him then why am I with him? Is it as simple as that? If you don't love a person you should then not be with that person… you should only be with the one of your dreams?*stares at the red head curiously* But he of my dreams has no idea about my longing//
"Oi… you don't have to answer me… I was just curious"
"…" his stare still lingering on the red head's now moving body as he tried to get off the couch and gather his stuff.
Hanamichi finally managed to get himself into an upright position… and without further thought he placed his palms flat on the couch and pushed himself in an attempt to heave himself off the couch. Pain coursed through his left wrist… unbearable, hot, slicing pain tore at him and he immediately slumped back into the couch freeing his injured wrist whilst slowly recovering from the excruciating pain. He gasped in lungfuls of air in an attempt of easing the pain not realizing how ridiculously futile this was. He glanced up and stared at the boy opposite him who was regarding him with utmost worry.
"I'm fine… I didn't realize that I'd hurt my wrist"
"D'aho"
"Hn…"
The closing of the house door and the appearance of Sendoh and a stranger signaled the end of the conversation.
The stranger who was finally introduced as a doctor inspected Sakuragi and finally declared that he had broken his left wrist and the other scratches that littered his body were all minor injuries.
Sendoh sat at the back of the car with Sakuragi and the doctor was up front as together they headed to the clinic to get a cast done.
"Do you love Kit… err… I mean Rukawa?"
"NANI?"
"Talk about a reaction*chuckles softly* So… do you?"
"Why do you ask?"
"I was curious… that's all…"
"He doesn't love me… to him; I am the sex provider… I quench his lust as you saw… I don't think I love him… no… it most probably is an infatuation"
"You love him"
"Huh?"
"The way you talk about him… it is so not you… full of bitterness, longing and sadness… you love him but he doesn't feel the same way… have you ever thought of telling him how you feel *chuckles* refraining from sex while you try to do so?"
Sendoh looked at the red head//What the hell happened? This is like the other day, at the beach, what's wrong this time? But more importantly… is it really all that simple? Just tell him the truth? Could it be? Or is it really an infatuation? //
"What happened? The last time you were like this you were doubting your sexuality… what happened?" concern lacing his words.
"Are you trying to say that the Tensai cannot be serious?" he answered mocking a tone of anger.
Not disillusioned by the red head's sudden bubbly self… he pressed on.
"What happened?"
"Nothing… I am… just… err… nothing"
"Tell me what's wrong?"
"Nothing!"
"Are you… the Tensai… scared of telling me?" mocking a tone of surprise
A soft laugh filled the atmosphere
"Iya…*notices Sendoh's glare* … err… after I left you two I was walking around and surprisingly I felt rather calm… I wasn't disgusted or angry… maybe a bit hurt at first but soon it eased away and I felt this strangely light warm feeling envelope me… I was happy for the first time in days… I really don't know if this makes any sense… but I was so happy to be me… I don't know why… it was really weird… then I started thinking about things and then I crashed into these guys"
"…"
"These guys…*voice falters slightly* I know them… I've fought them before… a long time ago… a very long time ago" his words now a barely audible whisper.
"Who were they?"
"Do you know that my dad passed away when I was about 12?"
"Huh?"
"The reason he died was because the medics didn't reach him in time… they would have reached him if there hadn't been a delay… but there had been and he died because of it"
Sendoh stared at the boy in front of him who now wore a far away expression. His eyes were coated with a tinge of regret but that was about it… other then that he seemed so distant… so Rukawa like.
"I was the delay… I met up with those guys and we ended up fighting… I told them to let me through but they refused and in the end it was a full scale brawl and I reached the hospital too late… I indirectly caused my father's death. Those were they guys who I bumped into just now. I wasn't paying attention to where I was going and I bumped them… I apologized but they being the same made a big thing out of it… it was like déjà vu… only this time a life wasn't hanging by its thread. I let them beat me up… I didn't retaliate… I remembered the promise I made to sensei… and I didn't fight back… and that's what happened." He finished turning to look at Sendoh and small smile gracing his lips.
Sendoh stared at the red head curiously… he wasn't what he seemed… there was so much more then the loud rambunctious red head all of them knew. There was a depth which no one would have ever thought existed in him.
"It's weird… only Yohei knows about this… oh and Sam and Max… nobody else knows… I wonder why I told you?"
"We're here"
They exited the clinic, Sendoh deep in thought whilst Sakuragi eyed his cast warily.
"Damn! Ryochin's gonna kill me! Thank god! I only need it for a month*sigh*"
"You can't play you baka!"
"Are you calling the Tensai a baka? You baka smiley! How dare you insult me?"
"Yare yare"
"Nani? Are you ignoring me?"
"Huh? Of course not Hana-kun" Sendoh replied suddenly changing his approach
"N-nani?"
"Why? Don't you think that Hana-kun is cute?"
"Ha-hana-kun?" he squeaked a blush gracing his cheeks
"Kawai!!"
"Nani? Bakayerou!" and with that he lunged at Sendoh forgetting about his injuries.
Sendoh on the other hand was totally aware of the other's incapabilities and managed to catch the red head and break the fall.
The proximity got to the both of them and Sakuragi looked up at Sendoh curiosity glazing his eyes.
"Why Hana-kun… you seem to be enjoying our positions?" Sendoh asked cheekily.
"Nani?" he shouted out
"Ma ma… it's okay Hana-kun! I wouldn't blame you… after all… I am that desirable!"
"Na-nani! Sendoh you BAKA!"
From a distance a pair of icy blue orbs watched the ongoing scene with fascination. Every extra second spent watching the scene added to the icy barricade around his heart while his heart crumbled slowly and painfully within its confines. Unable to tear his eyes away he just settled on watching it allowing himself to experience the cruel anguish that flooded his every fiber.
~*~
Rukawa missed the next three practices and nobody knew why. Efforts were made to get in touch with him… but all of them were failures. Hanamichi and Sendoh grew closer to one and other with each passing day and as for Sendoh, he now spent more time hanging out with Hanamichi and his friends.
"Oi Smiley! You seen that baka kitsune?"
"Kaede kun? Nope… I've not seen him since that day… but he did call me and tell me that he wasn't going to be around for a few days… why?"
"Err… nothing… it's just that he hasn't been at practice for the past few days… I mean it's Rukawa! He actually missed practice!"
"I know what you mean*chuckles* Why are you so curious?"
"Huh?"
"Why… do you miss him?"
"Nani? Me miss that baka kitsune? I don't think so! It's just that practice is so quiet without him to fight with…"
"Ahh… so you do miss him!"
"Teme! I didn't say that! I said that it was quiet…"
"Cause he isn't there to fight with you! So you miss the fights you have with him!"
"I never said that… It is just so quiet without him!"
"Oh for crying out loud! Admit it! You miss fighting with him… You. Miss. Him. Fullstop!" he pressed enjoying the sight of the flustered red head in front of him.
"So did you get him to admit it?"
Both the boys turned to regard the person who had spoken.
"Admit what?" asked an extremely red and irritated Hanamichi
"That you like the fox!" Sam answered sitting cross-legged on the court.
"Nani?"
"Nope! He is still in denial"
"Nani? Teme you two! I do not like that fox!"
"Well… you should" he answered softly
"What?"
"Oi smiley! Are you okay?" Hanamichi pressed noticing the pained look that had flashed on his face.
"Iya… I am fine!"
"You love him don't you?"
"Sendoh? You love the fox as well?"
Sendoh turned to look at the bewildered girl who stared at him in wonder.
"I don't know… I just don't know!"
"Yes… he does love the fox! That's why I'll never fall for the fox… or him!"
"Aa… this is coming from 'Doctor Love' himself… Sakuragi Hanamichi… he who knows all about love says that you like the fox and you actually believe him?" Sam asked curiously
"Nani? How dare you insult the Tensai!"
"What Tensai? Where?" she answered back.
"SAM! How dare you insult me!"
"Simple! Just tell you the truth about you being a baka!" she replied cheekily
"Argh! You baka!"
"I think hanging with the fox has affected you vocab! Is baka and nani the only words you know?"
"Nani?"
"My point proven!"
"SAM! Argh! You baka!" he replied without thinking.
Sam smirked in response and Sendoh burst out laughing at the flustered red head, who was now grumbling softly about a stupid lil' girl, unhappy about the fact that he had been stumped!
"I got to go now! I promised to meet up with the gundam in half an hour… hey smiley wanna join us?"
"No he doesn't"
"Nani?" both the boys asked looking at Sam curiously
"I said he doesn't… cause I want to talk to him!"
"Oh… okay… anywayz I gotta go! Ja! And Smiley take care!"
Sendoh looked at the girl in front of him eyeing her warily. A few seconds ago she had been happy and cheeky but now… she sat there eyeing him seriously.
"No… I am not going to confess my undying love to you if that's what you are wondering" she said at an attempt to lighten the mood.
"Huh?"
"I wanted to talk to you… I think that I may be able to help you out… that is if you give me a chance"
"What do you mean?"
"I am talking about your feelings"
"Huh?"
"Judging by the way you acted these four days that the fox has been missing, an outsider wouldn't realize that you two are a couple"
"What are you getting at?" stunned by the girl's bluntness although he welcomed it with open arms.
"I found it hard to believe that you two were together when Hana first told me… and then on hanging with you these few days I find it even more difficult to believe… I mean even Hana misses the fox more then you… or at least he is more open then you are. Tell me the truth… have you actually missed him whilst he's been away?"
"Err… no… I mean I was busy hanging with you guys that I never realized his absence"
"That's your answer!"
"Huh?"
"You maybe a sex machine! But you can be so dense at times! I think the chemicals in your hair gel is finally getting to you! You don't love him!"
"How can you say that?" pain evidently present in those words
"If you did… then you would have missed him… irrespective how busy you were! That is love… call me naïve… but that is how true love is… no matter what, no matter where… you will always be thinking of your so called 'other half'. I hate to hurt you like this… but it is better if you find out sooner rather then later… it is better for the both of you… I really don't mean to hurt you like this but this is the truth… unless you can prove me wrong"
"Then why does it hurt so much to know that I have to be away from him… that he isn't mine any longer?"
"That most probably is the male ego! Guys are so famous for their egos!*smiles* he may not be your first crush but he most probably was the most fascinating and intriguing one! I mean you most probably relished the chase and manner in which you finally got to him… and I think the fact that you know that he still resists you at times also adds to your ego when you get to him. Oh and the sex! Of course! That too is most probably a plus point!*grins* In short… he was your most entertaining ride and the fact that it is now at an end… you are sad… that's it! You don't love him… you are just seriously infatuated!"
Sendoh stared once again into the green eyes looking up to him and considered the words spoken//An infatuation huh? // It was hard to digest the discovery but as he accepted more and more… all the small nagging bits ceased and everything slowly started making sense.
"I am starved! How about food?"
"Hey Sam! Thanks… and food sounds good*grins* by the way… how do you know so much about this?"
"You can't be the most popular girl in school and not know about relationships! I have first hand experience" she ended with a wink.
"Yare yare"
And with that both of them burst out laughing.
Rukawa braced his palms on the sill and stared out of the chalet's window watching the sunset. He loved the way the fire red of the sun merged with the deep blue depths of the ocean as the sun sank lower and lower. To him it was perfect... //I guess it's enough! I should go back and stop hiding //
TBC
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I think I am making sense in this chap…. Hopefully
Btw Rukawa at the end was in a chalet by the beach…
Hmm…
On reading this again I realized that it is lighter than the past few chappies
Hopefully it still has the depth…. *sigh* I have no idea*sigh*
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I think that this is actually drawing to an end :)
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Ja!
Ooohh…
Pardon all grammatical errors and the overuse of '…' although I think I have improved
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