Time Freeze
By BlackLadyCharon
(This takes place in episode five, 'The Death of the Guyver', during and after Agito taunting Sho until Sho punches him. This is shonen ai, Agito's PoV. Comments are welcome, flames will be ignored.)
I hate him. I hate him for being the first, and I hate him for being the only other guyver there is. I hat the way he moves, speaks, even the way he breathes. I let my voice fill with that hatred, taunting him.
"We're everywhere, we're everyone..."
I hate him because he is so pure, so innocent, so... beautiful. I hate him for his clear blue eyes, for his soft and hesitant smile, for the way his hair catches the light. I hate him for his slender and fragile looking body,for his innocent posing, even for the way he wears the school uniform.
"...You are like a wild animal..."
I hate him even more now, for the way his eyes fill with fear and hurt, for the tensing of his muscles and the quickening of his breath. I hate him for making me act like a monster, and the words come faster.
"An animal far stronger than humans..."
I hate him for things he can't even control. I hate him for the first time I saw him, wearing the school uniform as he registered for his freshman year. I hate him for the moment I realized he was on the student council with me. I hate him for being here day after day, an untouchable young god moving through the school corridors.
"Your only avenue of escape is to embrace death..."
I hate him for falling into... Love? No, it's adolesent infatuation or lust, not love. Whatever it is, I hate him for giving it to Mizuki, who doesn't care about anyone but herself. I hate him for being what he is, for being Sho Fukamachi, Guyver one. It's so funny, I can't help but laugh. Then I see his eyes widen and remember saying something about the fact that Kronos intends to kill the Segawa's at three. Mistake to laugh.
"EYAAAH!" He charges at me, swinging his fist with brutal accuracy right into my cheek. I stand there, stunned, while he pants, snarling, his eyes so filled with rage that for a moment he is nothing more than the animal I have taunted and hated him into being. His fist drops, and he backs away from me. It takes all of my control not to grab him and shake some sense into his thick head, but he's already bolted, already turned the corner and heading out of the building to rescue Mizuki and Tetsuro.
Now that he's not here to see, I allow my knees to buckle, allow the first scalding tears to slip down my cheeks. My voice sounds alien to my own ears.
"Sho..."
I've alienated the only other of my kind, the only other Guyver. I know he will never, CAN never, forgive me. I withdraw back into my armor of coldhearted arrongance, surprised that it chafes so little. I'm still human, after all, and I've played this part for almost twelve years. I'm tired of it. My thoughts linger on Sho, surprised again by the paradox of my feelings for him.
I hate him because I love him.
~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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Agito: I can't believe you did that.
Murakami: Well, you know she's dangerous once she gets a hold of any Yaoi fanfics...
Sho: Me... and Agito? *Sweatdrop* Who invited you three....
By BlackLadyCharon
(This takes place in episode five, 'The Death of the Guyver', during and after Agito taunting Sho until Sho punches him. This is shonen ai, Agito's PoV. Comments are welcome, flames will be ignored.)
I hate him. I hate him for being the first, and I hate him for being the only other guyver there is. I hat the way he moves, speaks, even the way he breathes. I let my voice fill with that hatred, taunting him.
"We're everywhere, we're everyone..."
I hate him because he is so pure, so innocent, so... beautiful. I hate him for his clear blue eyes, for his soft and hesitant smile, for the way his hair catches the light. I hate him for his slender and fragile looking body,for his innocent posing, even for the way he wears the school uniform.
"...You are like a wild animal..."
I hate him even more now, for the way his eyes fill with fear and hurt, for the tensing of his muscles and the quickening of his breath. I hate him for making me act like a monster, and the words come faster.
"An animal far stronger than humans..."
I hate him for things he can't even control. I hate him for the first time I saw him, wearing the school uniform as he registered for his freshman year. I hate him for the moment I realized he was on the student council with me. I hate him for being here day after day, an untouchable young god moving through the school corridors.
"Your only avenue of escape is to embrace death..."
I hate him for falling into... Love? No, it's adolesent infatuation or lust, not love. Whatever it is, I hate him for giving it to Mizuki, who doesn't care about anyone but herself. I hate him for being what he is, for being Sho Fukamachi, Guyver one. It's so funny, I can't help but laugh. Then I see his eyes widen and remember saying something about the fact that Kronos intends to kill the Segawa's at three. Mistake to laugh.
"EYAAAH!" He charges at me, swinging his fist with brutal accuracy right into my cheek. I stand there, stunned, while he pants, snarling, his eyes so filled with rage that for a moment he is nothing more than the animal I have taunted and hated him into being. His fist drops, and he backs away from me. It takes all of my control not to grab him and shake some sense into his thick head, but he's already bolted, already turned the corner and heading out of the building to rescue Mizuki and Tetsuro.
Now that he's not here to see, I allow my knees to buckle, allow the first scalding tears to slip down my cheeks. My voice sounds alien to my own ears.
"Sho..."
I've alienated the only other of my kind, the only other Guyver. I know he will never, CAN never, forgive me. I withdraw back into my armor of coldhearted arrongance, surprised that it chafes so little. I'm still human, after all, and I've played this part for almost twelve years. I'm tired of it. My thoughts linger on Sho, surprised again by the paradox of my feelings for him.
I hate him because I love him.
~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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Agito: I can't believe you did that.
Murakami: Well, you know she's dangerous once she gets a hold of any Yaoi fanfics...
Sho: Me... and Agito? *Sweatdrop* Who invited you three....
