AN: Folks, get excited! Ami/Heero's REAL KISS is drawing nearer!!! But I would never actually tell you that. It would get you all excited and flood me with reviews -_^ hehe... ENJOY!

Btw, I was supposed to stop writing and wait 'til I upload the last chapter I have written so far but I am getting excited and get a bad feeling I'll finish the story way before I upload the last chapter, ^_^ so don't count on me quitting half way. I'm going the full way for sure!!! My stupid writer's blocks have disappeared thanks to your reviewing! Thankyou and celebrate!!!

Also, though Hade means something really stupid in the dictionary, it has nothing to do with the Sailor Hade we know.

Chapter 19 – The true concern

Sailor Uranus threw another earthquake at Sailor Ze, making her fly back into the wall. Duo went on with his mumbling of cracked walls when suddenly a wall broke completely and something flew in with great speed. He screamed and jumped back. Whatever it was had lit up the whole room and stopped everyone from what they were doing. Suddenly Heero appeared behind Duo and realisation caught onto Duo's thick mind. He gasped and collapsed on the ground.

"I hate to do this, but this is my job," exclaimed the woman in black and purple. Saturn collapsed on the ground and quickly transformed back to Hotaru. The server of Saturn had finally appeared.

Duo rushed to her side and picked her up gently. As soon as she was safely in his arms he rushed out of the building to the park. He didn't want Hotaru to suffer at all.

"My name is Sailor Hade, soldier or Destruction, death and rebirth. This is my job now and I will finish it," said Sailor Hade firmly.

Suddenly she flung her head back and swung out her hands, up to her sides, forming a T shape or a cross. She began muttering a few words causing Jasmine and Sailor Ze to be pulled closer to her. Jasmine began shrieking and trying to pull away, but she was getting dragged on her knees closer to Sailor Hade. Sailor Ze strangely seemed hypnotised and walked willingly towards Hade.

Finally the two were close enough to Hade, and Hade's index finger was pointing to just below the girls' neck. (No you perverts!) Hade muttered a few mode words and a blast of light appeared causing both girls to scream. Sailor Hade's body lit up even more as she took in the evil in Sailor Ze's body and erased Jasmine. Slowly Jasmine's power and body began going through Hade and ended up in Ze. As Sailor Ze finally collapsed the transformation was over. Sailor Hade sighed and touched her head. She was developing a slight headache.

"No Hade! My mother took the evil away from you! You cannot begin to take in evil again!" shrieked Sailor Moon as Hade's glow became a little darker.

"Sailor Moon, please stay calm. That is the last time I am taking in evil, after all I am the darkest scout in the whole universe. I have a need for a evil a little. Don't worry, I will not develop my addiction to it, but my soul belongs to darkness. I will never be rid of all the evil in my body no matter how hard you try," said Hade solemnly.

"Then, again?" asked Sailor Moon fighting back the tears.

"No! You can trust me, I will not do anything stupid this time. I may sometimes have a will to kill but I will stop myself," said Hade.

Sailor Moon stopped and turned back to Endymion who was suddenly beginning to awaken. He mumbled and jumped up suddenly, backing away from Sailor Moon. His gaze turned to Sailor Hade and he smiled at seeing her glow was darker than usual.

"Don't let the scouts unite! I'm glad at least one of the scouts might agree with me. Sailor Hade, agree to serve Sailor Moon," exclaimed Endymion.

"No," screamed Sailor Ze suddenly.

She clicked her finger showing a lead in her hand. The leaf outstretched again and hit Endymion, wrapping him with a strong vine. He looked confident and glared into Sailor Ze's eyes. Suddenly he realised Jasmine was anyone in the room and his face turned pale with fear as Sailor Ze threw a beam into his face. His vision blurred and he collapsed into a coma.

"The new scouts must unite that is all I can tell you," said Sailor Ze. "I do not know if it is just four of us that must unite, or if we must unite with all the scouts. But I, as the others refuse to serve the Queen, Sailor Moon. I am sorry but my path is set," said Sailor Ze.

"But why is it that Endymion wants the scouts to serve me so much?" asked Sailor moon. "If he wants them to serve me that means they mustn't. But why?"

Sailor Moon turned questioningly to Pluto who turned her head. She did not want Sailor Moon to know the true fate of the new scouts. She knew the scouts were not going to unite already but if they agreed to serve Sailor Moon, they would have no chance of ever... Sailor Pluto stopped thinking about it. She didn't want to think about it. She didn't want the new scouts to be erased from time but she didn't want the scouts to suffer either. Things were starting to confuse her and she didn't like it. She had to find the person of evil and soon before everything was swapped around.

"Sailor Pluto, who are the four princes who are destined to the four new scouts?" asked Sailor Uranus suddenly.

"You figured out that they weren't destined to the four inner scouts we know. I congratulate you. But I shall not tell you who the four princes are," said Sailor Pluto.

"Oh and also Pluto. Can the new scouts never be with the old scouts as long as they do not serve Sailor Moon, or is there some way we can talk to eachother without people collapsing?" asked Sailor Uranus making everyone look at her in confusion.

"Not until the fourth scout is found. The scout of fire, Sailor Ar. She will be able to seal the energy source that keeps coming between the two alike scouts. When she does this, the scouts will not be able to feel the other's energy power. This is the only way so I just hope you find Sailor Ar soon," said Sailor Pluto.

"Can we go home now?" asked Neptune finally. Everyone seemed to be waiting for that question.

"Yes, I'll take Endymion," said Sailor Pluto.

A small warp hole appeared and Endymion flew into it, followed by Sailor Pluto. Sailor Moon slowly got up brushing away the tears and angrily stared at Sailor Ze.

"Was there nothing else you could do? Did you have to be so horrible?" exclaimed Sailor Moon.

"I'm sorry, Usagichan, but this is how things go," answered Sailor Ze shocking both Sailor Moon and Heero. Sailor Moon slowly transformed back into Usagi as Sailor Uranus and Neptune disappeared. How did Sailor Ze know who she really was?

Sailor Ze turned and outstretched a hand to Heero who plainly stared at it. She looked a little hurt but smiled cheerfully.

"Heero Yuy, I may be older than the other girls but I will be your guardian for now, since you have no where else to go," said Sailor Ze.

Heero stared at her in shock as Sailor Hade joined him, standing next to him. Sailor Hade of course was different though Heero did not know it at the time. Sailor Hade, like Aphro were willing to spend their whole life just being with Heero.

Heero nodded dumbly and walked out of the door, followed by the two other scouts. He had to get to Gudyin Park. He let his feet carry him as fast as they could to the park and he was followed by the other scouts. He felt he needed to get there for some reason.

***

Mercury lay on the bench. Her head felt woozy and strange but she didn't want to tell the others. They were having enough trouble already. She turned her head to see Heero rushing towards the park with Aphro, Hade and Ze rushing with him.

"Stop Heero," exclaimed Mercury. She stared at the other scouts who were just recovering from their attacks. She looked back at Heero and he understood. Turning around he said something to the scouts that Mercury could not hear and the scouts disappeared in rainbow lights.

A little cough escaped Mercury's lips. She quickly grabbed a tissue and coughed again, putting it away after. Heero approached Mercury and saw her face was extremely pale in the moonlight. The other scouts, knowing those two needed some privacy, slowly made their way away from the park.

Another cough escaped Mercury's lips and she hurriedly covered her mouth. Heero looked at her, suddenly full of concern. Mercury's shape began to change and she turned back into Ami.

"Ami, look at your hands," said Heero suddenly.

She stared at her hands and realised they had blood on them. She took out her tissue which had blood on it to. She opened her mouth to say something but stopped because she fell into a coughing fit.

"It's... not a ... cough! I don't... feel like I ha... have the energy to move," said Ami through wheezes. Heero felt her forehead but it was extremely cold instead of warm. Her cheeks were freezing too.

"This is a scout disease," said someone behind them. Heero spun around to find Sailor Hade staring at Heero.

"What are you doing here?" exclaimed Heero.

"I'm sorry, but I couldn't help feeling your concern for her so I came to help you help her," answered Hade shamefully.

"Concern?" Heero's eyes widened.

"Anyway, I'm afraid she caught the disease from me. You see, when I took in that evil, somehow it effected her. Usually when I take in evil an evil boost of energy comes out of me so I don't turn evil completely. This evil is alive for about 1 minute. How it got to Ami who was far away I don't know. The only way to save her is by giving her a boost of anti-evil energy," said Hade. She winked before continuing.

"When you said you had to stay emotionless because that was the only way you could keep living. I can finish your sentence, you refused to finish. When you said you only stick up for yourself. You said, that way... and I will finish that sentence for you. That way you can't get hurt by other people, if you stay cold and emotionless.

I'm sorry my prince that I could not have met you earlier."

She disappeared before Heero could say anymore. He looked stunned at the thin air and turned his gaze back to Ami. Her eyes were half closed and her breathing rapid.

"Heero, I can't find the energy. Heero," whispered Ami.

Heero fought with himself again. He had to stay the emotionless! But he felt he cared for Ami. No! He couldn't lose his character. He would not care for her! His heart began pounding in his chest as he realised Ami was slipping away.

"Ami, wake up. Come on, you can live through this," said Heero before he could stop himself.

"What's the point? What's the point of living on if no one loves me?" asked Ami, tears pouring out of the corner of her eyes. "No one really cared about me. Even you! I thought things would work out for us! I thought finally maybe I could have a true friend, but I underestimated you. Just when you finally took my heart, you turned away from me. Just because you had to stay the emotionless guy. You don't have to change. All you ever needed to say was..." Ami choked on her tears.

Ami's eyes slowly shut and she sighed. Heero began to panic for the first time. What Ami had told him had truly thrown an impact on him.

"Ami, I..." began Heero. He sighed and slowly brought his face closer to hers.

"I do care for you, more than I knew myself for a while," said Heero. "Don't leave me now."

Heero realised her chest wasn't rising anymore. Before he could stop himself he found his lips gently pressing on Ami's. A slight blush appeared on Heero's face as he brought his lips away from hers.

A little pink brought back to her face and a light blue light appeared around Ami's body. Her eyes fluttered open shining a nice blue colour. She felt the energy slowly rising within her as her body lifted into the air.

Her blue streaks in her hair became silver and her top turned into a long watery ribbon which neatly wrapped around her body in a very fashionable design. Her skirt stretched out into a long blue skirt which trailed behind her like a wedding dress.

She smiled at Heero and hugged him tightly. He didn't have to love her and he was far from it. As long as he wasn't ignoring her was good enough for now. Ami almost giggled to herself. Tomorrow he'd be the emotionless soldier again and wouldn't be paying much attention to her, but now she knew he cared about her!

Suddenly a yellow, green and black light appeared and out flashed Hade, Aphro and Ze. Aphro silently dropped to her knees and half smiled at Heero as he hugged Ami.

Hade cheerfully exclaimed, "I knew it would work. I'm so happy now! Oh, don't look so miserable Aphro, that guy is way out of your reach!"

Aphro turned around and glared at Hade who returned a sly smirk.

"You are so evil you know," exclaimed Aphro as she tore after Hade who was fluttering her wings just above the ground. "Play fair!" The two ran off giggling.

Aphro chased after Hade until they got far away from the forest. They stopped and turned to face eachother. Hade's face turned solemn and serious again.

"Aphro, tomorrow Ami is leaving. I know it because I sort of cheated about it. Anyway, after that we can have Heero again. After all, not everything lasts forever," said Hade.

"But why did you tell Heero how to save her?" asked Aphro cheekily.

"Because if she had died, Heero would never speak to us again and commit suicide later. He would have said he had no reason to live and all that crap. Unfortunately, he loves the gal even though he will never in his life admit it as far as I'm concerned."

"That's actually really good! Anyway, he got so mushy I swear. If he cried I'd never want to be with him again."

"Don't worry! He'll be his usual self tomorrow. He won't even see Ami off."

Hade yawned and flashed back to Heero, followed by Aphro.

"Heero, I've got your house ready. Let's go," said Ze.

"My house?" asked Heero dumbly.

"What kind of guardian would I be if I didn't even have a house for you."

Heero nodded. He was now almost ignoring Ami who was looking at her costume strangely. She just realised she had more power than before, but she was sure Sailor Uranus told her, her powers were already to the maximum. Was something going wrong completely or was the world going mad? Suddenly she remembered about tomorrow and turned around. She had to tell Heero now that he was her friend. She was glad she didn't have to leave without telling him.

"Heero, I'm planning to go to America because I have this medical course I want to go on," said Ami.

Heero nodded and crossed his arm, leaning back on a lamp post. Hade nudged Aphro cheekily and flew behind her playfully.

"Alright, well I'll be gone for a couple of months, no more than three though. I hope you won't forget me," said Ami.

Heero nodded again and turned to walk off with Ze. Ami sighed and began walking away from the park. He sure was stubborn and couldn't admit things easily. That's what made her like the guy even more.

"Heero, come on," exclaimed Sailor Ze as Hade took hold off him, lifting into the air. This way they could get to his mansion much faster.

"Stop by the alley. I have a feeling Duo would like to live in my house too," said Heero.

"Well Heero," began Sailor Ze cheekily. "You see, your house is more of a mansion and if Duo comes, that means Hotaru comes too. Then there's Herm, Aphro, Hade and me so is that alright with you?"

"I owe you a favour don't I? Plus... you said it was a mansion?"

IMPORANT: You may have realised something about Hade and Hotaru but those who haven't don't try and figure it out. Its supposed to be like that ok? I didn't make a mistake OK!?!?!? Alright!!! Enjoy reading ^_^

No, to those idiots! This is NOT the end. In fact I don't let Ami and Heero stay together much. I'm a horror aren't I? But I like keeping emotionless so I'm having a lot of mind wars right now. The poll is over sorry, but I would like to know if you have any ideas for me for the emotionless Heero and Ami and how they can stay a couple without getting all kissy and mushy. You have NOOO idea how much I hate the kissy thing and the mushiness… I'm strange I know but I have this THING against it~!!! Anyway, cya ^_^