Christian,

My Heart aches every hour every day. Why does it do this and how long will it take. I feel sick almost everyday. Until that one day I found you. The time we spent together I felt like I was walking on air. And the pain that can from my heart went away. Sometimes we may fight and that aching feeling comes back to stay. But then when you would wrap me in your warm arms I would feel whole again. When the time comes that I fly away from this under world of sin, I will miss you dearly and think of how things would have been. I really did love you, not The Duke. You are my everything, Come What May my love I'm so cold and I wish I could hold you before I fly away. Please come back to me and forgive everything. I was stupid to believe that my dreams could come true, because all they did was take me from you. I hope sometime you are able to read this. I will love you until the end of time. If you read this soon please come back to me, but if you read it after I have flown away just always remember me and please write our story so I will always be with you. I love you dearly and I always will.



Come What May,

Satine