Okies this one is gonna be a songfic sorta chap. I don't own the song "Adam's Song" by Blink 182 so there. r/r please and enjoy! ^_^

I never thought I'd die alone I laughed the loudest who'd have known? I traced the cord back to the wall No wonder it was never plugged in at all I took my time, I hurried up The choice was mine I didn't think enough I'm too depressed to go on You'll be sorry when I'm gone

There was a knock at the door of Seifer's room, the knock turned into a bang. Irritated, Seifer lowered his gunblade and opened the door.

"What's wrong with ya man?" asked Raijin as he slapped Seifer across the head. "You feelin' right?" "......" Seifer wasn't about to reply, he wouldn't have known the right words to describe his feeling of pain and suffering. Fujin walked up to him, grabbed the shining gunblade and threw it into the corner of his room. Straightening herself she raised her leg and kicked him in the shin.

"WEAK". That was exactly how he felt then. Vulnerable, weak, fragile all the un-Seiferlike qualities appeared out of nowhere and were swimming around in his so-called "comfort circle". His gorgeous, piercing green eyes were filled with fear and his pride had been hurt like never before.

"Sorry..Raijin,Fujin but I just-I-I-" Seifer tried to tell them but his speechlessness (A/N:I don't think there is such a word but there is now! lol) held him back.

I never conquered rarely came Sixteen just held such better days Days when I still felt alive We couldn't wait to get outside The world was wide, too late to try The tour was over I'd survived I couldn't wait till I got home To pass the time in my room alone

"We wanna help ya know? Wanna get ya outta this hellhole you're buryin' yaself in ya know?" Raijin put his hand on Seifer's shoulder. "But we can't if you don't tell us what's wrong and let us help".

"AFFIRMATIVE" added Fujin with a nod. Seifer looked up at his friends with gratefulness. But this was something he had to take care of alone, it would only hurt his pride more to have help in such a situation. *Sorry....I know you guys want to but no, I gotta do this alone, face it like a man* With those thoughts echoing in his mind he shook Raijin's hand off his shoulder and ran back ino his room. He bent down to where Fujin had thrown his Hyperion and picked it up.

I never thought I'd die alone Another six months I'll be unknown Give all my things to all my friends You'll never set foot in my room again You'll close it off, board it up Remember the time that I spilled the cup Of apple juice in the hall Please tell mom this is not her fault

*Raijin...Fujin....It's been fun* "Yo Seifer! Get ya ass back here right now!" *It's been fun you guys...Thanks for it all....* "SEIFER. ATTENTION"

I never conquered rarely came Tomorrow holds such better days Days when I can still feel alive When I can't wait to get outside The world is wide, the time goes by The tour is over, I've survived I can't wait till I get home To pass the time in my room alone

Once again as he raised his dark, gleamin gunblade, he said something that he had said once before. "It's been fun you guys" said Seifer with a small smile playing on his perfect-looking lips. "Hey don't ya do that! Don't ya die on us man! We don't even know why the fuck ya doin' all this shit for ya know?!YA KNOW?!!" Raijin was about to run in and stop him when suddenly, a gold whip lashed out and knocked the Hyperion out of Seifer's trembling grasp.

"STOP! In the name of Quistis Trepe!",(A/N: lol) Seifer looked up from the red whiplash on his wrist to find Quistis' sapphire blue eyes piercing into his own.

"Er..we gonna fly Seifer. See ya" Raijin waved as he and Fujin ran off. Quistis then closed his door and glanced at the red mark on Seifer's wrist.

"Sorry about that" she apologized with a pinkish hue appearing on her cheeks. "I couldn't let you go from this world because of me. Garden would never be the same without you, neither would my life Seifer. Who else would put me on 'the list'? Who else could just smirk and make every girl around him faint? Who else could-"

Seifer wasn't known for being resistant to temptation, and that wasn't about to change. He laid his soft hands on her arms and pushed her gently against the wall and brushed his lips against hers. He then slipped his tongue into her mouth and explored every inch of it. Quistis couldn't help but press back and feel the ecstasy of Seifer's passionate lips on hers.

"As I was saying" continued Quistis when they had regained their composure." Who else could kiss as well as you?". Seifer couldn't help but laugh, a laugh of happiness, not evil. With a true smile embedded in his lips, he reached around to the back of Quistis' head and took out the red clip that was almost always attached to her and threw it aside. As she leaned over to reach for it, Seifer grabbed her hand and shook his head.

"It looks better out Instructor" he said as he kissed her once more.

Ok that's all for this fic so what did you think of it? I would never, ever, EVER kill Seifer off a fic. I love him too much *hugs him* so r/r please and thanks ^_^