Yumi angst fic. I've only seen up to episode 15 of the anime, so I don't know what the deal is with her and the candy store guy. ^^; All I know is that they know each other and Yumi seems to get upset when he's mentioned. That's all the info I have to work with. In any case though, the focus is going to be more on the relationship between Hideki and Yumi, so Candy Store Boy won't get much attention here anyway. Enjoy!
Disclaimer: Chobits, not mine. =P Song (I Think I'm Paranoid) is by Garbage.
/.../ denotes song lyrics.
Paranoia
By Juri
/You can look, but you can't touch
I don't think I like you much
Heaven knows what a girl can do
Heaven knows what you've got to prove /
That girl. She's not even real. Her smile is made up of a bunch of little metal wheels and electronic signals. Don't you ever get tired of her, Hideki? I know I do.
I know you like me. A girl can tell when a man's eyes are on her, even if it's on her well-proportioned chest. You seemed so nice though, so I didn't care. You're so dense that I knew that there was no way you could be planning something on me. I thought you were harmless. Kinda perverted, but isn't every teenage boy? I thought you couldn't hurt me. I was wrong, wasn't I?
/I think I'm paranoid
And complicated
I think I'm paranoid
Manipulated/
Maybe there's just something wrong with me. Do I repel you in some way? I can't help being the way I am. I'm just a girl. Am I too real for you? Are my flaws too noticeable? Is my chest blocking your view?
You're too nice for your own good, you know. I doubt I'm the first one to tell you that. You try your best not to hurt anyone; always on hand with an awkward, yet eager, smile. You hurt people by accident, and you don't even know it. You're too nice. It's not your fault though. I guess I'm just being too nice too?
/Bend me
Break me
Anyway you need me
All I want is you /
There just has to be something very wrong about a guy who's that attached to a robot. Even if that robot is blonde, beautiful, and innocent. Still, there's just something plain wrong with that. You're not normal, you know that? Humans are supposed to be with other humans. When was the last time you've had a date anyway? Oh right, that was with me... before your little friend showed up anyway.
You know, it's kinda funny. I can't bring myself to really care. You could be some freaky dominatrix in hiding, and I wouldn't care. I'm already in pain, aren't I? I know you wouldn't want to hurt me though. That's what really hurts. What do you want from me? I could be your fantasy come true, if you'd let me. Come on, just LOOK at me. 15 years old, young, ample, Miss Kawaii. Are you that blind?
Is she more real to you than I am? Is that it? Do you have your perfect girl already? Why are you wasting your time looking at her like that? If you turned your gaze, would my tears repulse you? I want to be perfect for you. I can be innocent for you. Am I too late?
Maybe it's impossible for nice guys to like me. I'm either too human or not human enough. Ironic, isn't it? There are plenty of guys out there who'd want me. Am I wrong for wanting alittle something more? Of course not. How long am I going to have to wait though? How long am I willing to wait?
Eventually, you'll realize. One of these days, you might find her eternal smile unnerving. One of these days, you'll realize that you're growing older and she'll always be your little girl. Do you want that?
Unlike her though, I won't be around forever. But I'll be here, for now, if you decide you're looking for alittle something more too.
/Bend me
Break me
Anyway you need me
As long as I want you baby it's alright/
Disclaimer: Chobits, not mine. =P Song (I Think I'm Paranoid) is by Garbage.
/.../ denotes song lyrics.
Paranoia
By Juri
/You can look, but you can't touch
I don't think I like you much
Heaven knows what a girl can do
Heaven knows what you've got to prove /
That girl. She's not even real. Her smile is made up of a bunch of little metal wheels and electronic signals. Don't you ever get tired of her, Hideki? I know I do.
I know you like me. A girl can tell when a man's eyes are on her, even if it's on her well-proportioned chest. You seemed so nice though, so I didn't care. You're so dense that I knew that there was no way you could be planning something on me. I thought you were harmless. Kinda perverted, but isn't every teenage boy? I thought you couldn't hurt me. I was wrong, wasn't I?
/I think I'm paranoid
And complicated
I think I'm paranoid
Manipulated/
Maybe there's just something wrong with me. Do I repel you in some way? I can't help being the way I am. I'm just a girl. Am I too real for you? Are my flaws too noticeable? Is my chest blocking your view?
You're too nice for your own good, you know. I doubt I'm the first one to tell you that. You try your best not to hurt anyone; always on hand with an awkward, yet eager, smile. You hurt people by accident, and you don't even know it. You're too nice. It's not your fault though. I guess I'm just being too nice too?
/Bend me
Break me
Anyway you need me
All I want is you /
There just has to be something very wrong about a guy who's that attached to a robot. Even if that robot is blonde, beautiful, and innocent. Still, there's just something plain wrong with that. You're not normal, you know that? Humans are supposed to be with other humans. When was the last time you've had a date anyway? Oh right, that was with me... before your little friend showed up anyway.
You know, it's kinda funny. I can't bring myself to really care. You could be some freaky dominatrix in hiding, and I wouldn't care. I'm already in pain, aren't I? I know you wouldn't want to hurt me though. That's what really hurts. What do you want from me? I could be your fantasy come true, if you'd let me. Come on, just LOOK at me. 15 years old, young, ample, Miss Kawaii. Are you that blind?
Is she more real to you than I am? Is that it? Do you have your perfect girl already? Why are you wasting your time looking at her like that? If you turned your gaze, would my tears repulse you? I want to be perfect for you. I can be innocent for you. Am I too late?
Maybe it's impossible for nice guys to like me. I'm either too human or not human enough. Ironic, isn't it? There are plenty of guys out there who'd want me. Am I wrong for wanting alittle something more? Of course not. How long am I going to have to wait though? How long am I willing to wait?
Eventually, you'll realize. One of these days, you might find her eternal smile unnerving. One of these days, you'll realize that you're growing older and she'll always be your little girl. Do you want that?
Unlike her though, I won't be around forever. But I'll be here, for now, if you decide you're looking for alittle something more too.
/Bend me
Break me
Anyway you need me
As long as I want you baby it's alright/
