I never had the courage to say I love you. I always thought you would turn away, as I sit here now scared and alone I wonder, what would I be today if I had told you the truth. We always had an unspoken connection, I know you felt it to, and as I gaze at the sky I wonder why, I lost you to the very thing you couldn't find. Your journey was cut short and so was mine, when I look at the child we have brought into the world, I wonder if the love we have will help him to learn. I never want him to know the pain I feel, and with you so far away I see no cure. So as I sit here and question my life, I know you are out there somewhere not giving up the fight. I only wish I could see you and finally speak the truth that's so unheard. I know that part of me is gone. They may have chased you away but not our bond because I know now everything we lost was part of the cause. This dark journey brought the deepest love I have ever felt into my life. I know that you are my protector, endanger, and forever my love.