****Ok this Chapter has strong sexual content. You have been warned! Thanks a bunch to those have kept up with this story!****

Chapter 8

"Loving Losing"

"What are you doing here?" Draco's voice seemed cold. He was sitting on a bed that she assumed he had put there. The room was rather plain yet cozy. It was rather small and actually appealing.

"We need to talk."

"There is nothing to talk about." Draco was letting his arrogant side get the best of him once again.

"Now." Jay-Lee demanded. "Tough shit if you don't like it because I have something to say."

Without warning, she walked up to him, straddled his lap, and kissed him with every emotion she had been terrified to show.

"Truce. I guess you still win this time. No more fighting though." she whispered when she finally broke the kiss. "I'm so tired of fighting with you. Why don't we just let this happen? We both want it to and I am just so tired of pushing you away."

Draco was beyond shock. No one had ever been that forward with him. "Truce." He murmured as he leaned forward an engulfed her in another fiery kiss. That was all Jay-Lee needed to hear or feel. Soon her white dress became a pool of fabric on the floor. The wings she wore weren't held on with straps or tape. They seemed to be growing right out of her back.

"Are they real?"

"No. But I had to put a charm on them to keep them from looking fake or coming off. It took me forever but I really like the affect. I can take them off when ever I get ready to."

He began to pouring kisses all over her. In the end the only thing between the two of them were panties and boxers. When those became lost also, Jay-Lee stiffened.

"You're a virgin. I knew from the beginning." Draco brushed a curl out of Jay-Lee's worried face. Giving her a comforting smile.

"You found my flaw." A tear rolled down Jay-Lee's cheek as she looked away.

"It's not a flaw Jay-Lee. It's beautiful. If you want to stop we will." Draco was surprised at his kindness. He leaned his head down to her ear. "I haven't been with anyone either."

Jay-Lee looked shocked. "How is that possible?" she thought. "There is no freaking way! When we were in the shower, the hallway, the -the- hell no! I mean hell yes!" She realized that she wasn't the only one that could pull off such stunts without having any sexual experience. Before now she had been holding back. Partially because she didn't want anything that Pansy had gotten to first. Secondly because she wanted to experience something so special with a person who was as inexperienced as she. She wanted them to learn together. This was it. All doubt and fear had vanished. Leaving her with a content smile.

He didn't need words; her face said it all.

It was perfect. The wings were still there and as he gazed at her he couldn't help thinking of how truly heavenly she really was.

Suddenly, Jay-Lee rolled him over and pinned him to the bed between her legs. Her eyes never left his as their bodies merged.

Jay-Lee was swept away. Nothing had ever felt so perfect. As their movements became synchronized she felt as though they were made for each other. Almost simultaneously the felt as though they had plunged over the side of a cliff and were falling worriless. They felt free.

She leaned over and kissed his forehead before climbing off of him and resting at his side. He moved closer to her, giving a satisfied smile. He laid his head on her chest and wrapped his arms around her stomach. She laced her arms around his shoulders and held him tightly. She had lost and realized she was loving every minute of it.

I am hanging on every word you say

And even if you don't want to speak tonight

That's alright, alright with me

'Cause I want nothing more than to sit

Outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing

Is where I want to be.

~*~

As they lay tangled in each other's arms neither knew what to say. Had she just meant she wanted to sleep with him or had she wanted more? Did he enjoy this as much as she did? They both were dying to speak. Just when Jay-Lee was about to let him know they should be getting back he hugged her tighter. "My angel." He whispered.

"Did he just call me his angel?" Jay-Lee held the tears back and kissed his forehead. "We better be getting back Draco. People are going to start running their mouths."

He knew she meant Pansy. "She went home for Christmas."

Jay-Lee sighed with relief an then said "Still, other's will talk and we could get in so much trouble."

Hesitantly he stumbled out of the bed. They got dressed and slowly made their way back to the dining hall together. They felt completely perfect and nothing could ruin that.