WARNING: A word to the wise: the rating hasn't changed but in this chapter there is lemon. If ya don't wanna read it you don't have to. Well, you've been warned.

Part 3

The walk up to Kai's room was in silence. He didn't say anything, and Masa didn't want to say anything until they got up there.
Kai tried to calm his nerves, but he was practically a shaking mess. After the time when he freaked out, Masa and him hadn't done anything intimate. He doubted they would tonight, but...
When they reached his room, he quickly fished out the key and opened the door. He rushed into the place and turned on all the lights.
"Have a seat anywhere," he offered Masa, his back to him.
Masa sat on the bed. "Bon-"
"Why did you do that?!" interrupted Kai.
"Do what?"
"Just sit there and let Tou-san humiliate Kumi and me!!"
"I couldn't-"
"Like hell you couldn't! You could've told him to settle down, or to stop embarrassing me!! Better yet, you could've just plain told him to stop shoving girls in my face!!"
"..."
Kai sat in a chair. "I hate him so MUCH sometimes!! He played dumb at that hospital, but I know he knows about Kei and Samejima-sempai!! He accepts their relationship!! Why can't Tou-san accept the fact I'm gay?!"
"He-"
"Thinks I'm an embarrassment. A spoiled child...HA!!! What does he know?! This is coming from the same man who told me he had an affair after Kaa-san died!! I was a kid, Masa!! What kind of a fucking tou-san tells their kid something like that when the kid is that young and their kaa-san just died?!"
"Bon, settle down."
"Fine. If you can give me a good reason as to why Tou-san treats me like shit, I'll shut up."
Masa opened his mouth but nothing came out. He honestly couldn't think of anything.
"Thought so. Not even YOU know, and he trusts you more than he trusts me."
"...Bon, is this why you think no one understands you?"
"Am I wrong? I get his shit day in and day out. I really can't rely on anyone, can I?"
"Um, with Kumi-chan telling us...well, Kyousuke had to practically threaten her."
"Kyousuke threatening Kumi? Are you shitting me? I can't even picture it!!"
"Well, it was encouraged by the boss-"
"Why am I not surprised?!" Kai draped his legs across one of the arms of the chair. "So, why exactly DOES Tou-san want me home? He gonna start introducing me to yakuza guys instead of girls?"
"Bon-"
"Though I'm sure you'd approve of it."
"Bon just let me say something!!!"
Kai raised his eyebrows, but stayed silent.
Masa stood. "I know it was wrong of me to just sit there and not say a word. These last few days have been hard and...I just want you to be happy."
"Why don't I believe you?"
"Bon...when we were together in Kyoto, I was the one that pushed you so far. I made the mistake then, and I'm the one who caused you to experience those flashbacks...I...I'm sorry..."
Kai stood. "Wait...why are you apologizing?! It's my fault!! I could've blocked those flashbacks, but I didn't. I'm the one who ruined everything!!"
They both stared at each other for a long moment. Masa broke the silence with a loud sigh.
"You...you've been thinking that all this time, Bon? You've believed it was all your fault?"
"Yeah...it is, isn't it?"
Masa rubbed a hand over his face and sat back down on the bed. "I'm so damn blind...I've been wondering what's been bothering you these past few days when the answer was so obvious..."
"What? You've been worried about me?"
"Yes, I have. You've kept to yourself and been silent. I didn't know...How stupid of me..."
"Wait, but it IS my fault, Masa!!"
"No, it's mine. I'm the one that caused-"
"I could've blocked it!! But I was so damn nervous!!"
"I'm the one that made you nervous."
Kai shook his head. "This is going no where."
"I know."
"Well...no choice but to try again, huh?"
Masa stared shocked at him. "Bon..."
Kai went around the room, shutting off the lights. "I'll be fine. I know it's you, so I won't let anything get to me." He went to the side table next to the bed and shut off the last light. The room was plunged into darkness.
Masa felt his heart beating very fast. "Bon...I don't want to hurt you..."
Kai's hands found his shoulders and they pushed him to the mattress. Then Kai climbed on top of him, straddling his waist. "I know you, Masa. You won't hurt me. We just can't make the same mistakes as before. I might freak out again."
Masa understood. He felt Kai's hands start to unbutton his shirt. He reached up and stopped him. "You don't have to-"
"I'll have to face it eventually." He brushed Masa's hands aside and finished unbuttoning his shirt, exposing his muscular chest. Even in the dark, Kai could see parts of Masa's tattoo, but he didn't let it get to him. He leaned down and claimed Masa's lips in his.
The kiss was long and passionate. All the walls came down for Masa as he stopped worrying and returned Kai's kiss. Kai broke the kiss abruptly, then pulled Masa up but his open shirt. He tugged slightly, laying himself down on the bed and pulling Masa on top of him.
"Bon, we don't-"
Kai shut him up with a quick kiss. "You talk too much."
It was then that Masa's cell phone decided to ring. Masa sat up, and almost answered it.
"Ignore it," hissed Kai, grabbing him by his shirt and pulling him back down. Masa was reluctant, but complied. After at least thirty rings, the cell phone was silent.
It was slow process for the both of them. But neither wanted to rush anything, wanting it to keep lasting and lasting. Masa took it slow to keep Kai relaxed. He place kisses everywhere on the younger man, despite the fact that Kai was a little embarrassed. Kai wasted little time in kissing him, feeling his body become very hot...
Soon they were both naked, their passion just as strong. Hours seemed to be spent with the kisses and caresses. Masa still kept it slow, despite a hungering need to take the younger man right away. Even when he took Kai into his mouth he fought that hunger.
Kai thrashed around and moaned, the sensations overcoming his entire being. He never knew anything could feel this good. Then he was driven over the edge and he came, practically screaming.
He saw Masa's form in the dark move back up to him. His head suddenly hurt and he clutched it in both hands, trying to fight the flashbacks that kept trying to resurface.
Masa saw this. He grabbed Kai's hips and one motion they rolled. Kai was now on top of Masa.
"Relax," he murmured. "You can be on top."
Kai's eyes widened. "Wait, you want me too...?"
"Whatever you want, I'll go with."
"Um...you can, um, do it to me."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah. Might as well face it."
Masa slowly nodded, then went into the side table, searching for something. He pulled out lotion. "This will do."
"For what?"
"So I don't hurt you."
"...Oh."
After Masa applied it on, he had Kai position himself. "Now, remember to relax..."
It was painful upon entry, and Kai knew that it would be. But after a few seconds, the pain faded. In its place was a white-hot sensation that overtook his entire being.
The sensation grew stronger as Kai moved, going as slow and as fast as he wanted. His moans were loud and desperate, echoing off the walls of the room. Time seemed to stand still as it continued, his mind numb with the sensations. Closer and closer he came to losing it as the passion grew.
Masa was enchanted. He'd never felt anything like this before, and Kai was completely comfortable with him. It felt good for him, but he knew Kai was feeling even better. Then Kai reached the pinnacle and felt his body overcome with a hot trembling wave. Masa felt it at the same time.
Their cries echoed off the walls.
Kai collapsed onto Masa, his breaths ragged. Never in his life had he felt so tired. He couldn't move. Masa didn't seem to mind. He tucked the blankets around Kai and held him close. No words were needed as they both fell asleep.

A/N: Well, it FINALLY happened. Well, it wasn't all that descriptive for a lemon. But I'm sure you all can forgive me. I had to put in lemon for the storyline, and I hope it satisfied everyone. Is the fanfic over? Nope!! Let's get back to it!!

RRRRRRRRRRRRING!!!!!!!!!!
Masa groaned as he came awake. His arm reached out and turned on the light on the side table and checked the clock.
3:45 A.M.
He sighed loudly and got out of bed, being careful not to wake Kai. He picked up his cell phone as he pulled on his pants. "Yeah?"
"MAASA!!!!!!!!!!!!!" the voice on the other line screamed.
Masa flinched, then headed into the bathroom so he wouldn't disturb Kai. "Ohayo, boss."
"Don't 'Ohayo' me!!!! Why the hell haven't you picked up the phone?!"
Masa stiffened. "Um, I've been busy-"
"With what?! What's more important than speaking to me?!"
"...Um, I've been talking with Bon, and-"
"For six hours straight?!"
"Sir, Bon-"
"Is a spoiled brat!! He doesn't give a damn about my position or me!! He keeps doing his own thing and embarrassing me!!!"
"Sir, that's a bit too much-"
"He's a disgrace, Masa!! He's ungrateful AND gay!!!"
Masa let out a loud sigh. He's held his tongue long enough. "Sir, what makes him so disgraceful? Is your anger directed at him just because he's gay?"
"Yes! I mean, no!!"
"What I don't understand is why you can't accept Bon for who he is. Enjouji-san is with Samejima-san, and I know you know that."
"..."
"You've accepted them. Why not Bon?"
"Kai is different!! He-"
"He's no different. Enjouji-san is also your son, yet he is the only one of your two sons that you actually treat like a son."
"Masa, don't-"
"What? I've held my tongue long enough. I'm sick and tired of seeing Bon so terribly sad and you thinking about yourself all the time. I can't even remember how many times Bon came crying to me when he was little because of your cold demeanor towards him."
"It doesn't matter-"
"Yes, it does. And I don't think it's Bon who has the real problem."
"Masa!!!"
"Bon's coldness and arrogance is due to you ignoring him. You may not remember, but I do. How every time he wanted just a little parental love he got slapped in the face. How you never even so much as gave him a kiss goodbye when he went to school. How you keep shoving your position under his nose. How you never once in his entire life told him you loved him. I remember. And so does anyone there who's been there as long as I have."
"..."
"Don't go around saying how ungrateful he is when you've made him feel worthless his entire life."
"But-"
"And if you can't accept him for who he is, then maybe he shouldn't come home." Then he shut off the phone and turned it off.
My God, he fumed to himself. I've been so damn blind. Why have I let him get away with treating Bon like this?!

Kai watched Masa leave the bathroom. He had heard most of the conversation, and he felt pleased. For once Masa stood up for him.
When Masa was close to the bed, he saw Kai was awake. "Did I wake you?"
"Nah, the phone did. I heard most of the conversation."
Masa flinched. "Um-"
"Thanks, Masa. It really meant a lot to me that you stood up to Tou-san."
"...He just made me angry."
"He usually does, but you keep quiet. I bet he's freaking out." He moved over so Masa could lie back down. "So, I don't have to go back home?"
"We're going there tomorrow."
"WHAT?!?!"
"We can't avoid it forever. And everyone there IS worried about you."
"Except Tou-san."
"...Let's just get some sleep."

And somewhere else...

Ranmaru sighed as he glanced at the alarm clock for the millionth time. It was quarter to five in the morning.
"Ran-chan? You're still awake."
He sighed and looked next to him to the laying form in bed with him. "Yes, Enjouji."
"Me too."
"It's just...I feel so badly for Sagano-san. He..."
"I know. I didn't know Tou-san was such an asshole."
"I'm sure by now Araki-san has found him, but...he was just so sad, and-"
Enjouji threw aside the covers and jumped out of bed. "That's it. This is being settled."
"Enjouji?"
"Get dressed, Ranmaru. We're going to Osaka."
"WHAT?! NOW?!"
"Yes, right now."
Ranmaru climbed out of bed. "But I have a class in a few hours!!"
"Skip it. It won't hurt any."
"We need to think realistically. How are we-"
"Gonna get there? Train, of course."
"But-"
"I know it'll take a long time. That's why we're leaving now."
Ranmaru rubbed a hand over his face. "There's no talking you out of this, is there?"
"Nope. Now get dressed!!"
Ranmaru shook his head as he started getting dressed. This really needed to be resolved. Right away.


Ooh, conflict!!! Sorry it took me so long to update!! Well, my finals are soon so I gotta cram!!! I won't be updating my 'fics for a while, so be patient. The next chapter is the last one, so stay tuned!!! ^_^