"Wow, they even have our luggage put in our room already," Kiki smiled and then popped back in the room.
"Where is Suzaru," Duo looked stern.
"Not your business," Hikiru turned and started to walk to her room as Duo grabbed her and faced her to him.
"Look, I care, it is my business!"
"Why do you care so much about her?"
Duo leaned against the wall and looked up at the ceiling as if it was going to tell him what to say.
"You like her don't you?"
"I… I guess," Duo let go of Hikiru and sat down against the wall, head hung low.
Hikiru sat down with him and saw what seemed like Duo crying, but wasn't sure.
"Duo, please…" Her voice trailed off as she tilted up his head, lifted the candle up to his face and look into his eyes. Both they're eyes seemed to flicker as the candle reflected both of there faces.
Duo turned away. "No! It's so hard! I wish I knew what to do, but I don't. My life has always been unknown to me and I own nothing. I want for once to feel loved, but that hasn't happened, my heart's always empty. Everyone thinks I'm a joker without common feelings, but I do have feelings, more than even I could imagine!" Duo said with pain.
"Did it ever occur to you that Suzaru feels hate, guilt, and regretful ness but never sanctuary? She hurts herself inside everyday by moping around wishing she didn't feel owned by Korin." Hikiru set the candle down on the floor.
"Look, I don't know why, but Suzaru seems like a perfectly mature person. I wished she felt the same away bout me," Duo sighed and looked back down.
Hikiru was about to tell him that Suzaru did, but instead thought, love shouldn't be revealed until it is time, it should neither be revealed because of someone's selfish mind.
"What about Hilde?" Hikiru blurted out.
"Hilde?"
Hikiru nodded, she knew that Hilde really loved Duo, but things just never worked out between the two.
"I guess she isn't the right person for me. She's just always so… serious."
"People like that are always cheerful and they don't show a lot of their feelings do they?"
"No, and they are hard to talk to as well. I'd start saying something negative and then she'd cut me off and change the subject…"
"You know how some movies end up in miracles and they contain all those 'you can do it', 'believe in yourself', or the 'if you wish hard enough, your dreams will come true' praises to encourage you to do what you want, right?" Duo asked.
"Yeah, but do you know something?"
"What?"
"Suzaru hates those movies."
"Why?"
"The same reason as in why you don't like them either."
"Wha… What did you mean by that."
"Well, you brought the subject up the same way Suzaru did. She hated those movies because she already knew those praises, they mean nothing to her, because they are things Suzaru already knew and they don't come true for her, at least she doesn't think they do or ever will, so she neglected movies like that. The movie makers are just wasting their time making more of these useless movies."
Duo sighed. "I feel exactly the same way."
"The morals Suzaru uses are strange and exotic ones that she made up. Those that she has enhanced are all mysterious, but she believes in them."
"I just can't believe that Heero doesn't face Relena and tell him he likes her too. Heero's just like a mouse trapped in a glass jar without anyone able to hear him and he likes it inside the jar."
"That's Heero's problem," Hikiru looked up and then back down at Duo and said randomly. "Do you ever dream about Suzaru?"
"What do u mean by that?"
"Just tell me, do you dream about her?"
"Where is Suzaru," Duo looked stern.
"Not your business," Hikiru turned and started to walk to her room as Duo grabbed her and faced her to him.
"Look, I care, it is my business!"
"Why do you care so much about her?"
Duo leaned against the wall and looked up at the ceiling as if it was going to tell him what to say.
"You like her don't you?"
"I… I guess," Duo let go of Hikiru and sat down against the wall, head hung low.
Hikiru sat down with him and saw what seemed like Duo crying, but wasn't sure.
"Duo, please…" Her voice trailed off as she tilted up his head, lifted the candle up to his face and look into his eyes. Both they're eyes seemed to flicker as the candle reflected both of there faces.
Duo turned away. "No! It's so hard! I wish I knew what to do, but I don't. My life has always been unknown to me and I own nothing. I want for once to feel loved, but that hasn't happened, my heart's always empty. Everyone thinks I'm a joker without common feelings, but I do have feelings, more than even I could imagine!" Duo said with pain.
"Did it ever occur to you that Suzaru feels hate, guilt, and regretful ness but never sanctuary? She hurts herself inside everyday by moping around wishing she didn't feel owned by Korin." Hikiru set the candle down on the floor.
"Look, I don't know why, but Suzaru seems like a perfectly mature person. I wished she felt the same away bout me," Duo sighed and looked back down.
Hikiru was about to tell him that Suzaru did, but instead thought, love shouldn't be revealed until it is time, it should neither be revealed because of someone's selfish mind.
"What about Hilde?" Hikiru blurted out.
"Hilde?"
Hikiru nodded, she knew that Hilde really loved Duo, but things just never worked out between the two.
"I guess she isn't the right person for me. She's just always so… serious."
"People like that are always cheerful and they don't show a lot of their feelings do they?"
"No, and they are hard to talk to as well. I'd start saying something negative and then she'd cut me off and change the subject…"
"You know how some movies end up in miracles and they contain all those 'you can do it', 'believe in yourself', or the 'if you wish hard enough, your dreams will come true' praises to encourage you to do what you want, right?" Duo asked.
"Yeah, but do you know something?"
"What?"
"Suzaru hates those movies."
"Why?"
"The same reason as in why you don't like them either."
"Wha… What did you mean by that."
"Well, you brought the subject up the same way Suzaru did. She hated those movies because she already knew those praises, they mean nothing to her, because they are things Suzaru already knew and they don't come true for her, at least she doesn't think they do or ever will, so she neglected movies like that. The movie makers are just wasting their time making more of these useless movies."
Duo sighed. "I feel exactly the same way."
"The morals Suzaru uses are strange and exotic ones that she made up. Those that she has enhanced are all mysterious, but she believes in them."
"I just can't believe that Heero doesn't face Relena and tell him he likes her too. Heero's just like a mouse trapped in a glass jar without anyone able to hear him and he likes it inside the jar."
"That's Heero's problem," Hikiru looked up and then back down at Duo and said randomly. "Do you ever dream about Suzaru?"
"What do u mean by that?"
"Just tell me, do you dream about her?"
