Dracoism
By: ShinigamiForever

[obsession: spring]

If I start to obsess about him, I will know that I am insane and that I am way beyond hope, so that is why I try to think in circles and not about him, thinking about other things that lead me to him, like spring.

I like spring, but only because the leaves are a gentle green, and sometimes when they are in full bloom, those leaves, they look like the color of his eyes, fresh and new born in the spring sunlight, glinting yellow and bright. I know the color of his eyes because I obsess about them.

Or like the dogwood trees, with their pink blooms that aren't really flowers, but I never liked getting technical. They are pink like his lips, slightly chapped, and that's why he always runs his tongue across them, light enough to drive me insane, but slow and not really meaning to be seductive, except it happens anyway.

And if I start into the skies, I slowly, slowly, loosen my grip on this insane reality, and just jump.