Dracoism
By: ShinigamiForever

[conversation fear]

You'll never believe me, but the first time I met you, I was so afraid I thought I would retreat into the ground and become a patch of floor. Just the idea of you, another person, so unbelievably open and new and untouched, and I knew who you were. It made me so afraid, so stunned, so shy, that I hid behind my most normal reaction: shunning. You'll never believe me, but I'm just as bad as your fans.

Except I cower when I approach you.

So each time, each second that flows by, each little hitch that is my breath, each little cloud that is yours, my conversation fear gets worse and worse, and on the outside, but really it's the inside, our situation becomes more and more hostile.

It's not that we both hate each other. It's unequal, you see. You are really indifferent towards me and I am so afraid of you. Which one is the opposite of love?