Tidus
This is the Moonflow.
They say that clouds of pyreflies gather here when night falls.
The entire river glows, like a sea of stars.
Isn't that what Lulu told me? It's hard to remember clearly.
Then again, do the dead have memories? I thought I was dead, but I once thought I was alive, too. Before I knew of my true being. A dream of the Fayth. A part of Zanarkand's memories, brought to life by a bunch of dead people. How fun.
But I'm still here, aren't I? If I was dead, would I be able to hear the faint whistle in the distance and a soft voice in my ear telling me not to cry? I'm no expert, but I might still be alive.
Otherwise, how could I be laying on this familiar shore? The shore of the moonflow.
Does that mean a Fayth survived? With the defeat of Yu Yevon and Sin, weren't the all the Fayth supposed to die, or something?
Something always survives though. When Seymour tried to wipe out all the Ronso, a few were at the Blitzball tournaments. Is the Fayth that's keeping me just lucky? Was he at a Blitzball game when the other Fayth faded? I find it hard to believe.
Alive or dead, I have to find Yuna. I'm quite sure that was her whistling. Who else would it be? We made that promise when I taught her how to whistle.
I better be alive. They say when one lovebird dies, the other just gives up on living... Where have I heard that before?
Oh God, my mother.
She died slowly, but surely when my old man vanished. When he was around she acted as if I was a forgotten pet that needed to be fed. When he wasn't, she acted as if I never existed in the first place.
What if Yuna becomes like my mother? I find that hard to picture. I guess I would be more likely to die... Yuna, though, I have never seen her cry. Well maybe once. On the airship, right before I jumped...
Her last words... Oh man, Yuna....
I better be alive.
