Disclaimers still apply..NOTE: When I said the stuff about who's writing
what.you'll find out after the entry. Thank you!
Chapter 2
The death of Heero took a toll on all the Gundam Pilots, especially Duo. The funeral was simple, just a pastor and the G-boys. Heero's casket was hand crafted by one of Quatre's close business partners. All of the boys personally thanked this friend, and tried to move on with their lives. Trowa and Wufei had a good start at it, but Quatre was busy trying to help Duo recover a bit, and get back to the things he loved. Like eating, for instance...
March 19 Heero passed away yesterday. Duo says his heart is in pieces on the floor, (while I think everyone else's is with Duo's) although Wufei seems to keep his grief on the inside. Trowa has tried to move on, even though there's a part of the day where he sits in the middle of cleaning and weeps. I think it's because Heero used to do all the cleaning, but I'm not positive on that fact. I'm also thinking about telling Duo how I feel for him, beings as Trowa doesn't seem interested in a relationship anymore. I've wanted Duo ever since I've seen him, but Trowa swept me away. I'm afraid I wasn't fair to Trowa. But I can't change the past, so I might as well forget it. Well, I need to go spend a few minutes (it ends up being hours, but who cares?) with Duo. Quatre Winner
March 19
Our dear friend Heero died yesterday. Duo is beyond reassurance at this point. I fear for his safety, and ours. We get together during the night, all in a circle, and tell our favorite memories about/with Heero. Duo's are the most.sensitive, while the rest are humorous, or combat-like. To make matters worse, Quatre decided we should see other people. I think he's going to ask Duo out. I'm not positive, though. I'm saddened, sure, but I'm also befuddled. I thought he loved me. I've been cleaning almost non-stop since yesterday night. Duo keeps drinking until he's unconscious, the hurling his innards out. There's pizza boxes everywhere, beer bottles, and vomit. Sometimes I just sit amid it all and weep, weep for the loss of a fellow pilot. I've got to go...attempt some more cleaning. Key phrase- attempt to. Trowa
March 20
Yuy died on Thursday. Everyone's deeply saddened by it, but I'm not sure if I am or not. Winner told me that the water falling from my eyes onto a paper are called tears, and that it's a part of sorrow, or grief. I am very confused by these emotions. Last night, there was a big argument between Barton and Winner. Maxwell just screamed in a drunken rage to stop or he'd shoot us all. I can't remember much about the fight, only that it was over a relationship. I feel like a fool..I have no-one who loves me, like Yuy loved Maxwell, etc. Time to wallow in my self-pity, although it's not my style. I'll write again.
Wufei.
Chapter 2
The death of Heero took a toll on all the Gundam Pilots, especially Duo. The funeral was simple, just a pastor and the G-boys. Heero's casket was hand crafted by one of Quatre's close business partners. All of the boys personally thanked this friend, and tried to move on with their lives. Trowa and Wufei had a good start at it, but Quatre was busy trying to help Duo recover a bit, and get back to the things he loved. Like eating, for instance...
March 19 Heero passed away yesterday. Duo says his heart is in pieces on the floor, (while I think everyone else's is with Duo's) although Wufei seems to keep his grief on the inside. Trowa has tried to move on, even though there's a part of the day where he sits in the middle of cleaning and weeps. I think it's because Heero used to do all the cleaning, but I'm not positive on that fact. I'm also thinking about telling Duo how I feel for him, beings as Trowa doesn't seem interested in a relationship anymore. I've wanted Duo ever since I've seen him, but Trowa swept me away. I'm afraid I wasn't fair to Trowa. But I can't change the past, so I might as well forget it. Well, I need to go spend a few minutes (it ends up being hours, but who cares?) with Duo. Quatre Winner
March 19
Our dear friend Heero died yesterday. Duo is beyond reassurance at this point. I fear for his safety, and ours. We get together during the night, all in a circle, and tell our favorite memories about/with Heero. Duo's are the most.sensitive, while the rest are humorous, or combat-like. To make matters worse, Quatre decided we should see other people. I think he's going to ask Duo out. I'm not positive, though. I'm saddened, sure, but I'm also befuddled. I thought he loved me. I've been cleaning almost non-stop since yesterday night. Duo keeps drinking until he's unconscious, the hurling his innards out. There's pizza boxes everywhere, beer bottles, and vomit. Sometimes I just sit amid it all and weep, weep for the loss of a fellow pilot. I've got to go...attempt some more cleaning. Key phrase- attempt to. Trowa
March 20
Yuy died on Thursday. Everyone's deeply saddened by it, but I'm not sure if I am or not. Winner told me that the water falling from my eyes onto a paper are called tears, and that it's a part of sorrow, or grief. I am very confused by these emotions. Last night, there was a big argument between Barton and Winner. Maxwell just screamed in a drunken rage to stop or he'd shoot us all. I can't remember much about the fight, only that it was over a relationship. I feel like a fool..I have no-one who loves me, like Yuy loved Maxwell, etc. Time to wallow in my self-pity, although it's not my style. I'll write again.
Wufei.
