The Past, the Future, and a Wedding.

AN: Hello everyone! This is my sixth fanfiction posted, but the first one I have written. It's kinda cute and kinda funny if you understand where I got some of my ideas. Well, anyway.........
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Now, on with the fic! Please review! This fic is from Sakura's point of view. Actually, she's telling the story. Ok, on with the fic!

Everyone asked me when I first fell in love with Syaoran. Of course, I couldn't tell them it began a little after the cardcapturing, so all I said was that fait had stepped in and made me realize it. But, when fait really stepped in was when we were all 20 years old. Tomoyo and Eriol were getting married and everyone was preparing for the wedding, that was supposed to take place in three months, but a certain amount of news made it move........ Tomoyo was having my brides maid dress fitted when she told me. I, of course, supported her news and was on her side.
"Sakura, I have something to tell you." Tomoyo said with pins in her mouth.
"What is it?" I turned my attention from the mirror to Tomoyo.
"We have to move the wedding to a month.........." Tomoyo broke.
"What?! Why?" I was caught totally off guard.
"Because, I, I'm, I......." Tomoyo paused. "I'm pregnant........"
"Oh my god! Really?" I asked excitedly.
"Yes, and my mother was furious, and she made us move up the wedding date so that I wouldn't show. We don't have anyone on our side that's supporting us." Tomoyo explained to me.
Of course, I put things into action. "ISN'T SYAORAN ON YOUR SIDE?!"
"I don't know........" I reached into my bag and dialed the number that I knew by heart. It rang a couple of times, then, Syaoran finally answered.
"Hello?"
"Hi Syaoran!"
"Sakura?!"
"Ya!" I paused. "I need to ask you a question....."
"Ok."
"Are you on Tomoyo and Eriol's side?"
"You mean about the baby?" Syaoran asked.
"Yea."
"Yea, I'm on their side."
"Good! Ok! Ja ne!"
"Ja ne!" We hung up. I was maroon in the face from blushing so hard. "Looks like you have your and Eriol's best friends are on your side."
"Great!" Tomoyo's eyes filled with joy. "I know! Why don't we all have dinner together?"
"Ok! Call them op while I get out of this dress." I went into the dressing room while Tomoyo called Eriol and Syaoran.
Tomoyo and I went back to apartment and rested and hour before 6:00, the time we were supposed to pick us up. When we finished, knocking came at the door. The guys were wearing regular suits, Syaoran's black and Eriol's blue. Tomoyo wore a knee length lavender dress with violets trailing up her dress. I wore a jean skirt and pink shirt with cherry blossoms on it. The guys drove us to the restaurant, Me in Syaoran's car and Tomoyo in Eriol's car. We were only there for 10 minutes and Tomoyo was already feeling sick so Eriol took her back to our apartment while Syaoran and I stayed.
"So, what do you want?" Syaoran asked me, looking up from the menu.
"Nothing........" I closed the menu and sipped on the water. "I'm not hungry."
"Oh, ok, then, uh, I'll take you home." Syaoran said, disappointment in his voice.
"I don't want to go home." I answered.
"Why?"
"Because, I've been surrounded by nothing but wedding plans and I don't want to go back to it," I began to cry. "because I want to get married too."
Syaoran reached over and hugged me. "Ok, where do you want to go?"
"Could we go to your house?" I asked in between sobs.
"Ya, that's fine." We reluctantly moved away from each other and stood up.
We walked to his car and drove to the complex of his apartment. I ran out of the car as he started chasing me. But what we didn't realize was that the sprinklers had just turned off, leaving the lawn very slippery. I turned around to look at him but slipped and he slipped and fell on top of me. Our breathing became fast and we stared into eachother's eyes and slowly moved our heads towards each other. Suddenly, our lips brushed against eachother, then the brushing turned into more passionate kissing, that sent shock waves up and down our spine. When I woke up I was in Syaoran's bed. His arm was wrapped around my waist holding me tight. I felt incredibly sore every time I moved. I wasn't exactly sure what happened, but I know that I had done something I had never done before. I moved his arms lightly and slowly. Syaoran stirred in his sleep and opened his eyes a little. I was sitting up in his bed.
"Sakura........." He whispered.
"Sh......" I smoothed down his head. "Go back to sleep."
"Ok........" Syaoran closed his eyes and went back to sleep.
I slowly and quietly got out of bed and grabbed my clothes. I quickly put them on and left out the door, with the handle lock locked. I checked the time on my watch. 12:00 in the morning. I walked home, which took me 30 minutes. When I got home I slowly crept into Tomoyo's room and found her and Eriol asleep on her bed. I sighed in relief and went to bed, trying to forget about the sore pain and what had just happened, hoping it wouldn't change Syaoran and I's friendship. But, I was so wrong.
Two weeks later while we were waiting for the wedding planner, Tomoyo got a craving for a chocolate bar, so I went to go get her one at the mini mart across the street. When I walked in, I saw Syaoran at the counter buying two bottles of water.
"Good morning Syaoran." I greeted.
"Keep the change." He said as he grabbed the two water bottles and walked past me.
"Syaoran!" He just walked out the door. I felt tears well up in my eyes.
"That's men for you.........." said the clerk, who was female.
I bought Tomoyo a candy bar and walked back across the street with tears going down my face. When I walked in, Tomoyo was talking and laughing with the wedding planner and both turned their eyes on me. I saw who the wedding planner was and my eyes widened.
"Meiling?"
"Hello Sakura." Meiling smiled at me, then saw I was crying. "What's wrong?"
"What? Nothing......." I lied.
"Well, I just saw Syaoran walk out of the mini mart you were in, does it have to deal with Syaoran?" Syaoran. I then fell to the floor and cried my eyes out.
"Sakura!" Tomoyo and Meiling screamed, falling on their knees. "What's wrong? What happened?"
I explained everything to them. About what happened two weeks ago, and what just happened now. I couldn't stop crying. Tomoyo comforted me by rubbing her hand up and down my arm and Meiling hugged me.
"Do you want me to talk to him?" Meiling asked.
"No! I don't want him to be more mad at me because I told you! Just, I'm sure he'll cool down soon." I said as I wiped my tears away and we started planning tomoyo's wedding, that was two weeks away.
The next two weeks I hadn't gotten a phone call from Syaoran. I only saw him two other times and he still gave me the cold shoulder. Why was he so mad at me? What did I do? Soon the rehearsal for the wedding came. It was the night before the wedding. I was the maid of honor and Syaoran was the best man. While the practice was going and I stared at him the whole time. He finally looked up and we made eye contact, but, as soon as it happened, he looked away. That night I probably cried more than I probably will ever.
The next day, the day of the wedding, I was sick of waiting for him to talk to me. When I was done getting ready, I went down to the beginning of the alter and went around the audience. I went to the front where Syaoran stood.
"Can I talk to you?" I asked him. At first he hesitated, then followed me to a back room. Once we reached there, I started to talk. "Syaoran, I need to tell you-"
"Sakura, I don't want to hear it. Whatever happened that night obviously didn't happen to you or me, because obviously it didn't matter." Syaoran turned around.
"Syaoran wait........" I pleaded.
"Good-bye." He opened the door and was ready to walk out.
"SYAORAN!" I cried and fell to the floor. I heard the door close and heard no movement in the room. I looked up surprised to see Syaoran standing there with tears running down his cheeks. "Your crying? I've never seen you cry.........."
"What did you want to tell me?" We were interrupted by Meiling opening the door.
"Come on you guys! The wedding's about to start!"
"Tell me later." Syaoran gave me a smile and walked out the door.
"Come on!" Meiling pulled me out into the back room.
The whole time during the wedding Syaoran and I only looked into eachother's eyes. Afterwards, when we were eating lunch, Sonomi stood up and raised her glass. Tomoyo and I hoped that Sonomi was going to give a little consideration of talking to her daughter again, but boy were we wrong.
"I would just like to thank everyone for being here, sorry about the short notice." And with that, she drank her glass. I was so furious that I stood up and made my own toast.
"Hi, I'm Sakura Kinomoto, the maid of honor. I would like to say that I'm not here to look good, I'm here to support Tomoyo. And if no one will talk to her because of the reason this wedding was moved up, then don't talk to me either, because I'm pregnant too." Oops! That accidentally slipped out! I didn't mean it. Everyone gasped in shock and Touya had an idea of who did this and became furious. Tomoyo ran up to me.
"Really?" She asked.
"I don't know, that slipped out." I answered. Meilin came running up.
"You really are?!"
"I don't know......."
"Come with me." Tomoyo took my hand with Meilin following behind to the bathrooms. But, then, I was stopped by a strong hand.
"Now I need to talk to you." Syaoran said.
"Not now." Meiling separated us and pushed us into the bathroom. Tomoyo went into her purse and pulled out a.......
"Pregnancy test?!" Meiling and I exclaimed.
"When you told me I decided to get one for you, just in case........." She handed it to me. "We have to take it."
"Ok." I grabbed it and went into a stall. A girl tried to go in there, but Meilin and Tomoyo pushed her out. I came out. "20 minutes." We waited there silently until Meilin's watch beeped.
"Ok, let's see." We all looked at it. Negative.
We sighed, threw away the test, and walked outside. When I walked out, Syaoran took me into the room we had been in a while ago. It began to rain and thunder.
"You're pregnant? Is that what you wanted to tell me?" Syaoran asked frantically.
"I'm not pregnant......." I paused. "I accidentally blurted it out.........." I looked in Syaoran's eyes and they were hurt and mad.
"Why did you do that?" Syaoran asked. "Actually, I don't want to know, I don't know you anymore. I can't trust you." Syaoran walked to the door. "But one thing, I'm in love with you." and Syaoran walked out the door.
"Syaoran........." I whispered. I ruined it. I had love and lost it in one day. I felt like I wanted to die right then and there. I looked outside and saw the rain. I opened the door and stood out there. Time passed and I felt weak. I fell to the ground with my head in the ground where a flood began............

AN: Ok, 2nd chapter be up soon! Ja ne!