Author's note: Thanks for the feedback of the last part, I really needed
it. It was a good feeling and I got tons of inspirations and new ideas from
all of you e.g. Lizz and Mel!
This time the lyrics are from Madonna's song "Deeper and Deeper" . I just want to give you an outline of the main part I'll use (my inspiration too) of the song.
1 Someone said that romance was dead
And I believed it instead of remembering
What my mama told me
Let my father mold me
Then you tried to hold me
You remind me what they said
This feeling inside
I can't explain
But my love is alive
And I'm never gonna hide it again
Rating: NC-17 , this time for romance of course .. but I don't want to tell to much yet
Archive: www.missparkerjarod.hollywood.com - you can post it on your side too, be sure that my name is on it and that's it & send me an email where I can find it!
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CHAPTER 13 - DEEPER AND DEEPER
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I woke up, my head on Jar's male chest, his arm softly around me, cuddling. I knew that he was never sleeping, that's why I was silent to let him sleep this time. I was laying there, calm and not moving.
Thanks Mama, thanks such a lot! My sign! I know that you are there for me, always and forever.
Slowly I felt him moving under me, his arm tighten around me. It felt so good, so right and so real. It was real. He slowly opened his eyes, looking at me. I looked into his eyes. My night gown was up to my hips, one of my legs between his. He said nothing, just hold me, comfort me.
Or do I comfort him this time?
We lay like this for a couple of minutes, maybe half an hour, maybe longer. I lost the time, smelling him, feeling him. It was feeling so new being that near to him. It was different from just being hold.
Slept well? I asked him softly, not moving. My hand was gliding up and down his chest, playing with the hair there, making small circles. But he was wearing a buttoned pyjama, the hairs were just splitting through a bit. He looks like teddy bear, like mine. Like a toy for me.
Don't be so childish Parker. This man doesn't belong to anybody!
I felt his muscles harden under the shirt under my touch.
Oh my good you feel to real to be true!
I think so he answered if I forget this hot something cuddling next to me.
Teasing me boy?
He laughed about my answer.
Stop that Jarod, it's not comfortable.
I was joking but he stopped suddenly, staring into my eyes. I was laying as good as possible on my belly now, my chin on his ribcage, staring at him or just observing? He rose his head to be near me.
If I would want to kiss you now Mary – would you understand that I * just * want to kiss you now, nothing more, just kissing?
I smiled in agreement. We got into changing the positions. I lay under him, my hands on his neck. He held his weight on his elbows not to lay on my belly. But I was feeling his weight there too and it felt to good. He was so hot. His legs? Without being asked, I separated mine to give him the space he needed.
Slowly he came nearer, very slow. The muscles of his neck hardened. He was breathing fastly. But my breathing conditions weren't much better.
The first short brush of his lips shot sensations through my body, like thousand little electric shocks.
I want to see you Parker, open your eyes. Please
I opened them. He was so near.
Think with your heart not with your head I heard my mother telling me All the little things you do will end up coming back to you ... you let your father mold you!
His breath was so hot. I wasn't able to think clear, not now. I lifted my head to feel him again but this time was more than just a brush of lips. He opened my mouth, his tongue begging for entrance. But now he was just licking my lips from the right to the left and the other way round.
Please I begged and he started to kiss me again. Faster. More tongue. Faster. In a way he started to suck the breath out of my lungs. I closed my eyes to feel the moment with every part of my body. All this sensations were set free in my body.
This had been the best kiss I ever got. He stopped looking down on me.
Want to stop now Jarod? So fast? Not now!
His eyes were looking bigger in my mind and I could feel the arousal, his, between my legs. Yes that was an erection, a big one and only because of kissing me.
Jarod? He was just smiling.
You are so beautiful. he said.
He moved next to me, rolled to his side to face me again. For sure I want him inside me but if he needs time I wanted to give it to him – maybe I would need it too.
Relax Mary and feel every minute with your whole body.
We'll have all the time we need when we are in Ireland.
You are right. When will our plane leave?
Today nigh!
Today? .... I was stunned a bit. Okay than we should get out here and start packing.
He nodded and blow a fast tongue-less kiss on my lips
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Our flight to Dublin was long an I was not able to sleep a lot. My nausea caused me again but Jarod was a big help because of booking business class seats. He had told the stewardess that I would have troubles with my stomach and she was very nice and took care of me well. It hadn't been that bad but I didn't felt well. I don't know why but I felt like somebody was very close to find us. Just a couple of steps behind us. We had been to long in Canada, I know. But we needed this time to relax and find the persons behind the facades.
I needed that time to cope with the pregnancy and now my three Brutus'. I hadn't told Jarod about my dream yet and I wasn't sure if I should tell him that my mum told me that he was the right one for me!
Jarod had booked a room in a small hotel near St. Stephan's Green a big park in Dublin. He hadn't told me about any plans yet. That's also a reason why I wasn't feeling that well, I felt uninformed.
My mum's words were hunting me that they aren't behind me, only behind the babies. Jar wasn't knowing anything about the triplets yet or that he is the father of them. If the story is true, it was just a dream.
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Get out the car Mary he said and I stepped out the cap.
I think I could like this city. In it's special way it was a romantic nest, old and very special. I had read a lot about Dublin but never been to it.
Get in and get our room key. I am thirsting for a shower and a soft bed. I can't stand without a hurt in my bag.
I laughed at him and moved in. The room I stepped in was very small. The woman behind the table was old, around 80 or older. She looked cute with her needles and the wool in her hands. The last time I was knitting was long ago, some weeks before my mum's death I finished my only knitted art - a teddy bear I wanted to give her to Mother's Day. But this day never came.
Hello I said, very friendly, to the old lady.
She looked up at me. Her long white her up and wearing glasses. She was only about 5"1 maybe 5"2 not bigger. She smiled at me, friendly, the Irish way.
Hello Miss. What can I do for you?
My husband booked a room for us.
Oh ... yes ... Mrs and Mr. Byron Quinn
I laughed, not knowing the name he took.
Oh boy you are watching a bit too much TV in your free time. Byron Quinn ... oh yeah ... I think we have to talk about it.
So you are Teddy when I am reading it right from the note here.
Yes ... Theodora Quinn. Sounded funny to my ears. This name was such a bullshit but what to do now? I would have to talk to him about names as soon as possible.
Okay we'll have a look at your room now. Or shall we wait for Mr. Quinn?
No let's go ... He's dealing with the taxi driver.
I put down my coat, carrying it under my arm. The old lady seemed to be very friendly. I went the small stairs up to the rooms. I think she was renting 4 rooms, 2 downstairs an two up where I was standing now.
She unlocked the door and handed me the keys. Right at that moment she noticed my belly. I was wearing my black jeans and a short black v-neck pullover. She smiled at me. I felt like I would need to explain it to her.
Our first ones. I said softly.
Ones? was her answer.
Yes we are going to have triplets.
That looks like you'll have a lot of work in the near future. How far are you along by the way if it's not to intimate to ask.
Just around the middle of the 3rd month. I am not 100 percent sure about it.
She smiled and showed me the view from the window down to the Liffey, the river which is going through Dublin. I fell in love with it, the minute I saw it.
Than she showed me the bathroom – with a bath tube and two sinks – the toilette and told me about the eating abilities. I told her that I would have to talk with my husband about that before.
If you ever need a doctor, tell me, I know some good ones here in Dublin and better ones up in the County Donegal.
I nodded. I would be glad if you could write me down one of them with address and telephone number. I want get checked up.
I could also make you a date if you want. Tell me when and you get it.
Can we talk about it later. I am really tired and J ... Byron will come soon. We are both very tired.
No problem Mrs. Quinn.
Call me Teddy please.
Teddy ... you'll find me in the kitchen if I am not downstairs!
I will come down soon.
Relax girl, you'll need a lot of strength with those kids, I feel it.
I sat down on the bed.
You feel it? How?
You have to listen to the voices inside you, they will give you all the answers you need.
How do you know that .... ?
I never forget faces girl. You are looking like your mother, exactly like her.
You knew my mum?
I was shocked and stunned. It was a miracle to get me speechless but she did it.
Come down later Mary and we'll have a cup of coffee, you can take your boy with you if you want. When I remember his name correctly ... it was ... Jar..
Jarod I continued.
Did Jarod knew this old woman and the owner of the hotel? He came in and but the cases nest to the window. The bed was really big, the room sunny and friendly. The old woman was gone without saying a word.
Met Geraldine yet?
Whom?
The white haired lady ...
Yes I did. She's very nice ...
... and she was your mother's Nanny. You know that your mum lived in Ireland for a couple of years during her childhood?
No I didn't
Okay ... go and take a shower Mary. We'll discuss this later. You need to rest and Brutus too. The flight wasn't relaxing for you two.
He didn't need to say this twice. I headed into the bath room, closed the door, and stepped out of my cloths. I let water run into the tube and put some bath salt, which was standing next to the tube, into it. Step in and relax Mary.
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My eyes closed I lay in the tube, the hot water around me. It was wonderful. All this small things he was giving me – like this old woman now. She had been the Nanny of my mum. Nobody ever told me that she had lived in Ireland too. Nobody ever told a piece about her past.
Jarod must have put on the radio because I heard a singer singing interesting lyrics
"I want you to need me
Like the air you breath
I want you to feel me
In everything
I want you to see me
In your every dream
The way that taste you, feel you, breath you, need you
I want you to need me
Like I need you .... "
I closed my eyes more, listening to the wonderful lyrics a woman was singing.
I am home now! I said to my self and I was home. I felt well here knowing that my mum had also been here, knowing that the kids are from Jarod and knowing that .... knowing that I have to take care.
I put my hand on my belly. It was too early to feel kicks or something like that but I felt a sensation growing into myself.
We'll have to take care of each other I said, meaning the babies in my womb.
We will take care of you as good as possible I little voice was telling me.
Who is 'we' ?
The twins.
What about number three? I asked, not knowing where I was getting into.
Single is sleeping, like always. It's a boring creature.
Are you well inside me?
We are. The woman in the white dress told us that we have to protect you.
The woman in the white dress? I was stunned.
Yeah, dark hair and incredible shiny blue eyes.
Yeah ... my mother.
We know. She's a wonderful lady, always telling us what to do.
She does?
She's always there when we need her.
Same here. I will always be there for you three when you need me, me and your daddy.
Daddy? another little voice said.
You've woken Single.
Brutus ...
So it was the same with my kids and me. They can speak with me or I hear there voices at least. At least.
Oh bathing was a wonderful thing.
______________________TBC___________________________
C: What role is the old Lady playing?
Feedback absolutely welcome!
This time the lyrics are from Madonna's song "Deeper and Deeper" . I just want to give you an outline of the main part I'll use (my inspiration too) of the song.
1 Someone said that romance was dead
And I believed it instead of remembering
What my mama told me
Let my father mold me
Then you tried to hold me
You remind me what they said
This feeling inside
I can't explain
But my love is alive
And I'm never gonna hide it again
Rating: NC-17 , this time for romance of course .. but I don't want to tell to much yet
Archive: www.missparkerjarod.hollywood.com - you can post it on your side too, be sure that my name is on it and that's it & send me an email where I can find it!
Feedback: miss.parker@gmx.at or/and mary_eve_parker@yahoo.com
*************
CHAPTER 13 - DEEPER AND DEEPER
*************
I woke up, my head on Jar's male chest, his arm softly around me, cuddling. I knew that he was never sleeping, that's why I was silent to let him sleep this time. I was laying there, calm and not moving.
Thanks Mama, thanks such a lot! My sign! I know that you are there for me, always and forever.
Slowly I felt him moving under me, his arm tighten around me. It felt so good, so right and so real. It was real. He slowly opened his eyes, looking at me. I looked into his eyes. My night gown was up to my hips, one of my legs between his. He said nothing, just hold me, comfort me.
Or do I comfort him this time?
We lay like this for a couple of minutes, maybe half an hour, maybe longer. I lost the time, smelling him, feeling him. It was feeling so new being that near to him. It was different from just being hold.
Slept well? I asked him softly, not moving. My hand was gliding up and down his chest, playing with the hair there, making small circles. But he was wearing a buttoned pyjama, the hairs were just splitting through a bit. He looks like teddy bear, like mine. Like a toy for me.
Don't be so childish Parker. This man doesn't belong to anybody!
I felt his muscles harden under the shirt under my touch.
Oh my good you feel to real to be true!
I think so he answered if I forget this hot something cuddling next to me.
Teasing me boy?
He laughed about my answer.
Stop that Jarod, it's not comfortable.
I was joking but he stopped suddenly, staring into my eyes. I was laying as good as possible on my belly now, my chin on his ribcage, staring at him or just observing? He rose his head to be near me.
If I would want to kiss you now Mary – would you understand that I * just * want to kiss you now, nothing more, just kissing?
I smiled in agreement. We got into changing the positions. I lay under him, my hands on his neck. He held his weight on his elbows not to lay on my belly. But I was feeling his weight there too and it felt to good. He was so hot. His legs? Without being asked, I separated mine to give him the space he needed.
Slowly he came nearer, very slow. The muscles of his neck hardened. He was breathing fastly. But my breathing conditions weren't much better.
The first short brush of his lips shot sensations through my body, like thousand little electric shocks.
I want to see you Parker, open your eyes. Please
I opened them. He was so near.
Think with your heart not with your head I heard my mother telling me All the little things you do will end up coming back to you ... you let your father mold you!
His breath was so hot. I wasn't able to think clear, not now. I lifted my head to feel him again but this time was more than just a brush of lips. He opened my mouth, his tongue begging for entrance. But now he was just licking my lips from the right to the left and the other way round.
Please I begged and he started to kiss me again. Faster. More tongue. Faster. In a way he started to suck the breath out of my lungs. I closed my eyes to feel the moment with every part of my body. All this sensations were set free in my body.
This had been the best kiss I ever got. He stopped looking down on me.
Want to stop now Jarod? So fast? Not now!
His eyes were looking bigger in my mind and I could feel the arousal, his, between my legs. Yes that was an erection, a big one and only because of kissing me.
Jarod? He was just smiling.
You are so beautiful. he said.
He moved next to me, rolled to his side to face me again. For sure I want him inside me but if he needs time I wanted to give it to him – maybe I would need it too.
Relax Mary and feel every minute with your whole body.
We'll have all the time we need when we are in Ireland.
You are right. When will our plane leave?
Today nigh!
Today? .... I was stunned a bit. Okay than we should get out here and start packing.
He nodded and blow a fast tongue-less kiss on my lips
****************
Our flight to Dublin was long an I was not able to sleep a lot. My nausea caused me again but Jarod was a big help because of booking business class seats. He had told the stewardess that I would have troubles with my stomach and she was very nice and took care of me well. It hadn't been that bad but I didn't felt well. I don't know why but I felt like somebody was very close to find us. Just a couple of steps behind us. We had been to long in Canada, I know. But we needed this time to relax and find the persons behind the facades.
I needed that time to cope with the pregnancy and now my three Brutus'. I hadn't told Jarod about my dream yet and I wasn't sure if I should tell him that my mum told me that he was the right one for me!
Jarod had booked a room in a small hotel near St. Stephan's Green a big park in Dublin. He hadn't told me about any plans yet. That's also a reason why I wasn't feeling that well, I felt uninformed.
My mum's words were hunting me that they aren't behind me, only behind the babies. Jar wasn't knowing anything about the triplets yet or that he is the father of them. If the story is true, it was just a dream.
******************
Get out the car Mary he said and I stepped out the cap.
I think I could like this city. In it's special way it was a romantic nest, old and very special. I had read a lot about Dublin but never been to it.
Get in and get our room key. I am thirsting for a shower and a soft bed. I can't stand without a hurt in my bag.
I laughed at him and moved in. The room I stepped in was very small. The woman behind the table was old, around 80 or older. She looked cute with her needles and the wool in her hands. The last time I was knitting was long ago, some weeks before my mum's death I finished my only knitted art - a teddy bear I wanted to give her to Mother's Day. But this day never came.
Hello I said, very friendly, to the old lady.
She looked up at me. Her long white her up and wearing glasses. She was only about 5"1 maybe 5"2 not bigger. She smiled at me, friendly, the Irish way.
Hello Miss. What can I do for you?
My husband booked a room for us.
Oh ... yes ... Mrs and Mr. Byron Quinn
I laughed, not knowing the name he took.
Oh boy you are watching a bit too much TV in your free time. Byron Quinn ... oh yeah ... I think we have to talk about it.
So you are Teddy when I am reading it right from the note here.
Yes ... Theodora Quinn. Sounded funny to my ears. This name was such a bullshit but what to do now? I would have to talk to him about names as soon as possible.
Okay we'll have a look at your room now. Or shall we wait for Mr. Quinn?
No let's go ... He's dealing with the taxi driver.
I put down my coat, carrying it under my arm. The old lady seemed to be very friendly. I went the small stairs up to the rooms. I think she was renting 4 rooms, 2 downstairs an two up where I was standing now.
She unlocked the door and handed me the keys. Right at that moment she noticed my belly. I was wearing my black jeans and a short black v-neck pullover. She smiled at me. I felt like I would need to explain it to her.
Our first ones. I said softly.
Ones? was her answer.
Yes we are going to have triplets.
That looks like you'll have a lot of work in the near future. How far are you along by the way if it's not to intimate to ask.
Just around the middle of the 3rd month. I am not 100 percent sure about it.
She smiled and showed me the view from the window down to the Liffey, the river which is going through Dublin. I fell in love with it, the minute I saw it.
Than she showed me the bathroom – with a bath tube and two sinks – the toilette and told me about the eating abilities. I told her that I would have to talk with my husband about that before.
If you ever need a doctor, tell me, I know some good ones here in Dublin and better ones up in the County Donegal.
I nodded. I would be glad if you could write me down one of them with address and telephone number. I want get checked up.
I could also make you a date if you want. Tell me when and you get it.
Can we talk about it later. I am really tired and J ... Byron will come soon. We are both very tired.
No problem Mrs. Quinn.
Call me Teddy please.
Teddy ... you'll find me in the kitchen if I am not downstairs!
I will come down soon.
Relax girl, you'll need a lot of strength with those kids, I feel it.
I sat down on the bed.
You feel it? How?
You have to listen to the voices inside you, they will give you all the answers you need.
How do you know that .... ?
I never forget faces girl. You are looking like your mother, exactly like her.
You knew my mum?
I was shocked and stunned. It was a miracle to get me speechless but she did it.
Come down later Mary and we'll have a cup of coffee, you can take your boy with you if you want. When I remember his name correctly ... it was ... Jar..
Jarod I continued.
Did Jarod knew this old woman and the owner of the hotel? He came in and but the cases nest to the window. The bed was really big, the room sunny and friendly. The old woman was gone without saying a word.
Met Geraldine yet?
Whom?
The white haired lady ...
Yes I did. She's very nice ...
... and she was your mother's Nanny. You know that your mum lived in Ireland for a couple of years during her childhood?
No I didn't
Okay ... go and take a shower Mary. We'll discuss this later. You need to rest and Brutus too. The flight wasn't relaxing for you two.
He didn't need to say this twice. I headed into the bath room, closed the door, and stepped out of my cloths. I let water run into the tube and put some bath salt, which was standing next to the tube, into it. Step in and relax Mary.
*************
My eyes closed I lay in the tube, the hot water around me. It was wonderful. All this small things he was giving me – like this old woman now. She had been the Nanny of my mum. Nobody ever told me that she had lived in Ireland too. Nobody ever told a piece about her past.
Jarod must have put on the radio because I heard a singer singing interesting lyrics
"I want you to need me
Like the air you breath
I want you to feel me
In everything
I want you to see me
In your every dream
The way that taste you, feel you, breath you, need you
I want you to need me
Like I need you .... "
I closed my eyes more, listening to the wonderful lyrics a woman was singing.
I am home now! I said to my self and I was home. I felt well here knowing that my mum had also been here, knowing that the kids are from Jarod and knowing that .... knowing that I have to take care.
I put my hand on my belly. It was too early to feel kicks or something like that but I felt a sensation growing into myself.
We'll have to take care of each other I said, meaning the babies in my womb.
We will take care of you as good as possible I little voice was telling me.
Who is 'we' ?
The twins.
What about number three? I asked, not knowing where I was getting into.
Single is sleeping, like always. It's a boring creature.
Are you well inside me?
We are. The woman in the white dress told us that we have to protect you.
The woman in the white dress? I was stunned.
Yeah, dark hair and incredible shiny blue eyes.
Yeah ... my mother.
We know. She's a wonderful lady, always telling us what to do.
She does?
She's always there when we need her.
Same here. I will always be there for you three when you need me, me and your daddy.
Daddy? another little voice said.
You've woken Single.
Brutus ...
So it was the same with my kids and me. They can speak with me or I hear there voices at least. At least.
Oh bathing was a wonderful thing.
______________________TBC___________________________
C: What role is the old Lady playing?
Feedback absolutely welcome!
