Chapter 1
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Disclaimer: I don't own ANY of the characters, so DON'T sue me! (god, I hate these stupid messages!) Oh, oh, "she's out of my life" does not belong to me either. (Michael Jackson, History of Michael Jackson, 1995) [that's all the information I got]

Author's Notes: (I have to include these) Well, let me think...um...just R/R!! Oh, oh, this happens about two years after the movie, which I don't remember what year that was, but if you know can you write me a review telling me what year it was! Thanx! (P.S. Not for the first part of the story!!) Oh, oh, the lyrics will only be at the end of the first chapter...the others will not have any lyrics. But if you want me to, just send me a review...then I'll just put them at the end of each chapter!!!

She's out of my life

"Everyone in this meeting knows that the only reasons for these wars we have been having is because of the connection between the earth and the colonies, and we can stop this by banning all earth people from coming to the colonies and vice versa!" said the prime minister of Earth, with an expression of hate towards Trieze.

"But if you do that you'd be banning all people from freedom, what happened to our promise to our people of peace. It is always us leaders who start these wars!" Trieze Kushranada shouted. He doesn't have his normal seat anymore, they now seated him at the back.

"You don't know anything Trieze, we the earth people are always the target for your colonies. If you understood what we go through, then you wouldn't say this!" the prime minister rebutted.

As the argument went on, the words going back and forth from Trieze and the prime minister. Trieze came out of the great glittering room with his face, facing the floor, walking down a long narrow hall leading to outside.

"Sir, sir wait!" Lady called out. "Sir, you did your best, you couldn't win, you were the only one thinking the opposite of 300 other people."

"Oh, Lady, you are so good to me! I can't go on...this was a sign for me to leave what I am doing and finally live my life" Trieze murmured.

"No, please, Tr...I mean, sir, please reconsider, you love what you do!!"

Trieze chuckled, "Love?" he said with a sneaky smile on his face. "Love...what is the meaning of love anymore, especially in our world...a world full of hate and fighting! Do you mind explaining it to me, Lady?" he said approaching her and putting his hand on the side of her arm.

Lady looked deep in his eyes for the first time. "Sir?" she saw pain in them. She wanted to comfort him.

"Please, Lady, I want you to explain it to me?" Trieze whispered as he stepped closer. He bent forward to eye level to meet her eyes. "Tell me if this is love!" he then pulled her face towards her and kissed her lips. Her eyes were still open...she was so shocked. She finally closed her eyes and started to kiss him back, passionately. She now understood he felt her love for him, and now he's showing it. Tears stated to roll down her cheeks.

They pulled away. She looked in his eyes again, and muttered the words "Yes, that is love, because I love you Trieze, I always have!"

"I did too, Lady!" he muttered.

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The message on Zechs computer flashed on and off. It read, "I will come". Zechs immediately sent guards to guard Relena's door and the outside of her room. He also sent for a messenger to tell her that she must stay in her room until the law is passed. He then looked on his secretary, Serena, and ordered her to find where that came from. She was worried about how he was that past few days. He seemed so paranoid, and restless, unlike his normal himself, which was calm and quiet.

The message kept flashing in his head repeatedly. He was dead scared of what was the consequences were. If he did come, they would kill him and her.

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Relena sat on her bed when the messenger left. "How could you allow this Zechs? How could you?" she said as tears dwelled up.

"Relena..." someone called out from the balcony. She was so scared and pushed the button for security.

"I'm warning you...better back off...I...I just called security." She said backing slowly to the door, except her room was too gigantic to actually reach the door slowly. She sped up, and got pulled as she got pulled by the hand on the bed.

"It's me...Heero!" he pulled her under him and kissed her. He slowly inserted his tongue. Time passed.

Loud banging distributed them. "Oh, I'm so sorry; I forgot...I called security!"

"Miss Relena, open the door now!" a man called from behind the door.

Heero headed back to the balcony. "Heero, wait!" Relena called, holding her hand out. "One more, please!" Heero ran back, gave her a light kiss on the lips, headed for the balcony, and jumped out.

The door flung open. "Are you okay, Miss Relena?"

"Yeah, but look what you did, you broke my door!" Relena shouted. Zechs stood in front of his sister. "You know, Zechs, I liked it when you weren't around protecting me as if I'm your kid, or something! So just back off!" Relena yelled in his face and walked off out of the room, leaving him standing facing the wall! He heard some snicker in the back. He flung himself around and saw his son Sept and Noin standing by themselves. Noin stopped herself by covering her mouth.

"And what may I ask do you FIND SO DAMN FUNNY?" he yelled at Noin. Sept clung on his mother's leg.

"You...just standing there!" she couldn't help herself and burst out laughing, Sept joined her after.

"Mommy, Auntie Relena was mean to daddy, why?" Sept said with worried eyes.

"No, honey, she wasn't mean to him, apparently someone was (shooting an eye to Zechs), but she was very mad that's all" Noin said as she carried Sept.

"Okie!" he said as she put him down and ran to his room. Noin approached Zechs and hugged him form the back.

"Why does she do that? Doesn't she know that I'm protecting her!" Zechs said with his face sideways, trying to look at Noin.

"Sweetie, she's not a kid anymore, she's 21 and she wants...no demands to be treated like a kid, especially from you! You're her big brother, and Zechs, you have taken so much from her, as well as her being a Queen!" she said as she was rubbing his head.

Zechs turned to face her. "But she was too young for it! You and I know that! And..." he was shutted with Noin's finger blocking his lips.

"The public wanted her..." she leaned forward and gave him a peck on his lip. They parted and she touched his face and started to walk out of the room. Zechs stood in the room for a while. He started to slowly twirl so he could get a look of Relena's room. He saw a teddy bear that seemed that was from the dump. He walked to it and picked it up. He wondered why did she have it with her. He placed down and walked out of the room.

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"Serena, did you get the caller?" he asked as he entered his office, which was part of his gigantic Palace.

"No, sorry, sir, it was an unknown caller!" Serena answered. "Sir, it's 1:38, would I be excused to go home?"

"Huh, oh, yes, sorry, of course you can! You may go, sorry for all the troubles." He muttered.

"Oh, there is no troubles, sir, but I was meaning to ask you...are you okay?" she asked. Zechs nodded as he walked off. He walked through the long narrow hallway to his room, with many things running through his head. He finally reached his room, took off his shirt, and changed his pants. He was too restless for sleep, but he stood by the bed and looked at his wife and son cuddled up together and brought a smile to his face. Sept have been getting nightmares lately and always came to their room. He saw the moon light shine through the window and approached it. He looked out the window and began to think.

Noin came and caressed his shoulder. "Zechs come to bed...think tomorrow...please!" she pulled him. He let go of the navy velvet curtains and walked to bed with her. She rested him and told him to close his eyes, as she picked Sept to put him in his room. He began to fall in to deep sleep.

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Relena woke up to the birds singing. "Today is the day...it's the day that I won't be able to see him again." She jumped off the bed and ran downstairs to see Zechs.

"Don't even ask, Relena, you know my answer..." he said as he was drinking the coffee and reading the newspaper, without looking at her. Noin screamed. Zechs looked at her. She pointed at Relena. Zechs looked her way. He took off his robe and put it on Relena. "Hello, don't you know that you're a princess, and look at all these people looking at you...even the Gardner."

"What? I'm wearing my night gown!" she said.

"Yes, a night gown, that is a little tight and showy." He said as he pushed her out of the kitchen.

"Can he come, just today, PLEASE?" she begged.

"NO, absolutely not. You know that today is the day they pass the law and you want him to come today."

"But..."

"NO, NO WAY, RELENA, GO TO YOUR ROOM AND GET DRESSED." He yelled at her. She ran off crying. Zechs put his face down as Noin was peeking through his hair.

"Don't worry, she'll be fine!" she said.

"I hope so...I really do." He said.

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Relena dumped her body on her bed and began sobbing. She heard some shuffling. She didn't want to do any fast movements. She slowly looked up and saw a white dove have landed on her balcony's rail. She walked slowly so she doesn't scare it away. She reached the balcony and saw a dark figure across from her. It was Heero.

"Heero!" she screamed. She scared the bird away. She looked out to see where have it gone.

"Don't worry, it'll come back!" he said a low voice.

"Heero, you know what day it is today!"

"Yes, I do, I never want to leave you!" he dipped his hand in his pocket and pulled out a necklace. It had two letters engraved on the back: "H.E". She looked at it and looked puzzled.

"Heero, what is this?" she asked.

"It's initials to the place where I'll meet you every month." He said.

"Oh," she hugged him. "How do I find this place?"

"You will!" he kissed her and jumped on a cable that pulled him up, his eyes never leaving hers.

She hugged the necklace and began to cry.

That night, there were fireworks and celebrations for the new law. She looked at the colorful lights in the sky with teary eyes. `I will find you' she thought.

Heero was standing in his Gundam and looked down on earth. It always looked beautiful from far away. He looked at and tears began to swell up. He then panicked and began to wipe his tears. `I will never forget you' he thought.

She's out of my life

She's out of my life

And I don't know whether to laugh or cry

I don't know whether to live or die

And it cuts like a knife

She's out of my life

It's out of my hands

It's out of my hands

To think for two years, she was here

And I took her for granted

I was so cavalier

And the way that it stands

She's out of my hands

So I've learned that love's not possession

And I learned that love won't wait

Now I've learned that love needs expression

But I've learned too late

And...

She's out of my life

she's out of my life

Damned in decision, and cursed pride

kept my love for her locked deep inside

And it cuts like a knife

She's out of my life