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ShiroKitsune:*blinking* This must be alternate timeline right? I mean...Treize and the scintists are...how should I put it...well, they went "boom-boom." Anyways, still very good, but confsuing. Keep writing, ja ne! ^___^ -V

Jasmine Yuy [me ^_^]: You know, I completely forgot about it! I watched Gundam Wing like a year ago and I didn't watch it ever since. Oh, well, this is my story right? I made Trieze and the Scientists become alive, they all survived the "boom-boom"!! He he ^_^ Besides, the story works with them in it, don't you think so? ^_~

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She's out of my life She's out of my life And I don't know whether to laugh or cry I don't know whether to live or die And it cuts like a knife She's out of my life It's out of my hands It's out of my hands To think for two years, she was here And I took her for granted I was so cavalier And the way that it stands She's out of my hands So I've learned that love's not possession And I learned that love won't wait Now I've learned that love needs expression But I've learned too late And… She's out of my life she's out of my life Damned in decision, and cursed pride kept my love for her locked deep inside And it cuts like a knife She's out of my life

Chapter 3

Relena kept fiddling with the necklace and the heart-shaped locket Heero gave her. She couldn't help but wonder what would "H.E." stand for. It's been already a month since their separation and she couldn't take it anymore. She had to do something about it.

Zechs stood at the door, peering in on her. He watched her as she played with the ripped up teddy bear and taking a necklace off of it and putting it back on. And every once in a while she would pull in up to her face and cry some more, murmuring Heero's name. He turned around and looked ahead of him through a large window. He then rested his head on her door. He hated seeing her that way.

Sept was walking through the huge halls when he saw his father, rubbing his eyes, but no tears. "What's wrong daddy?" he asked.

"Oh, hey, big guy! Nothing, son, nothing," Zechs said as he sat on the floor and pulled Sept with him.

"Then why is your eyes red and Aunt Relena crying?" he asked innocently.

"Are my eyes red?" Zechs asked smiling.

"Yep, and your face and your hands and all of you!"

Zechs knew why he was red. Whenever he was mad or sad he would turn red. The thing is he didn't know whether he was mad or sad. "Well, then, I'll have to turn you red too!!" he said tickling Sept.

Noin walked out of her room from her afternoon nap. "Why are you two making so much noise?" she asked with a green mask on her face.

"Oh, look sept, your mommy is a monster!" Zechs said. They both started to laugh. "When did you all of a sudden become so womanly?"

"Ohhhhh, WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN? ARE YOU SAYING I'M NOT A WOMAN? OR CAN'T DO WOMEN THINGS?" she yelled, as she stormed into her room slamming the door. Zechs followed her to apologize to her.

Sept was left alone. So he walked into Relena's room and sat by her on the bed. "Hi!" he said looking at her sadly.

"Hey!" she said quickly rubbing her eyes from tears, but she couldn't hide them because they just kept coming.

"Why are you crying, Aunt Relena?" he asked, clearing the hair on her face.

She looked at him with puffy red eyes. "Do you really want to know?" she knew she shouldn't tell him, but no one in her family listened to her except Sept. She found in him everything Heero is.

"Yes, please tell me! I don't want to see you cry anymore," he said.

"Well, the man I love so much, I can't see him anymore, because of that stupid law that won't let the colony people to see the earth people." She held back the tears.

"Aunt Relena, mommy always tells me that there is always a solution for every problem." He said.

She let out a chuckle. "I wish it was true!" she said looking at the necklace on the teddy bears face. "What happened outside?"

"Daddy got mommy mad! And she started yelling!" he said laughing.

"Oh, yeah, what did he say?" she asked.

"He asked her 'when did she got to be a woman,'" he said laughing even harder. She looked at him, and remembered when Heero asked her the same question. She didn't take it as Noin did, but she got mad.

"Whoa, Relena, I never saw you wear a mini-skirt! It's not you" Heero said covering his mouth from laughing. "Are you saying that I'm not a woman?" she said smacking him on the head. "Well, you're either wearing those really ugly pants or that school uniform, with those shoes that made you look like a man!" he said, not holding back anymore and laughed freely. "OHHHHH, I'm going to kill you! You said that you want to see some skin and now you don't like it!! God make up you freaking mind!! And besides if I'm leaving with you, I have to look like this so no one would recognize me!" she said smiling. "Please, you wouldn't hurt a fly! And by the way, I would recognize you from a mile away," he said smirking. "Who died and made you fashion king?" she laughed. "Now, shut up and take me to where the hell you going to take me! GOD!!"

She remembered how they were always different around each other than around other people. She let out a small chuckle when she remembered this. Sept was no longer with her. She looked around to see if he was playing hide and seek. She didn't find him but found Noin at the door, holding it shut.

"What the hell are you doing?" Relena said as she sat up from her lying on her stomach state.

"Zechs is really mad!" Noin said struggling to keep the door shut. "Relena, help me, you know how to calm him down!"

"Stand aside," Relena ordered. She pulled the doorknob and Zechs came running in and fell on his face.

"OWWWWWW!!!!" Zechs screamed.

"Serves you right!" Relena said waving her finger at him.

"That really hurt!!" he said rubbind his nose.

"You shouldn't fight with your woman!" she said.

"But…" he couldn't finish, she stopped him.

"But nothing, you cherish her! Understand me! [saying under her voice] At least you have a woman!"

"Relena, we need to talk," Zechs came closer to her.

"NO, I'm tired of talking! I'll be in the garden if anyone needs me!!" she walked out leaving Zechs and Noin looking at each other in awe.

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She walked out in the garden. She felt the wind rub against her face and saw the rippling effect it had on the flowers and the grass. she walked out and sat on the swing Zechs had installed for Sept. She began to go back and forth on the swing slowly. She spotted a little daisy beside her, the only one in the entire garden and had no other flowers around it. She wanted to pluck it, but since it was the last on, she knelt beside it and rested her head on her fist.

She began rubbing its petals. They were so white and pure, and it felt so soft and fragile. She knew this was a sign from god that the flower represented her. Like the flower, she is alone. She began to wonder why her destiny had to be this way. Why couldn't she be with Heero? Why did she have to be a princess? And why did she have to be born on earth?

Relena began to wonder. She didn't understand why she talked to Zechs that way. She wanted all her questions to be answered. She wanted to know a good legitimate reason for every excuse. She wanted to have everything she needed not wanted. She was desperate for happiness.

She remembered times she had with Heero. They began to be together when they were both 15 and ever since she loved being around him and she couldn't wait till the next time she saw him. Now she has no power in her hands and felt hopeless.

She remembered the first time Heero told her that he loved her. It was a gloomy night, but it was the best night of her life.

She looked at him leaning on the wall. His eyes were closed as if he's sleeping. She walked up to him. "Heero," she started. "I have to tell you something." He looked up at her. Stood and walked to her. He grabbed her arms and gave her her first kiss. "I love you," he whispered in her ear. And ran off to his Gundam. She stood there, while her hair flying everywhere. She was surprised as well as happy. "I love you too…" she whispered to herself.

She dropped a tear on the daisy, causing it to flutter. She felt unexpected tears that weren't hers. She looked at the dark sky. "Oh, the sky feels my pain…it's crying too!" she said as she wept in the rain.

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Zechs stood at the window that shows the garden and noticed that she was lying on the grass, crying in the rain. He called for men to bring her in.

"Call somebody to bring the idiot in!! NOW!!" he shouted as he formed chaos in the palace.

"Zechs?" Noin called from behind him. He ignored her. "Zechs?" again he ignored her. "ZECHS?" she shouted. He twirled around.

"WHAT??" he screamed. She covered her ears because it was too loud. He let out a sigh and asked nicely. "What Noin?"

"Do you think that she will appreciate you if you're in this state?" she asked.

"Noin, that stupid idiot is killing herself because of him and it makes me so mad!" he said, when his blood was raging again.

"She has no reason to live anymore…you helped take away her love and how will she ever respect you if you didn't even let her see him the last day, one last time!"

"Noin, you know what would happen if I allowed that? And do you know what the people say if we have a pregnant princess that isn't even married, and on top of it all, he's from the colonies!! I couldn't let that happen! And if she did that, who will take care of her child if there is no father! You tell me what to do?"

"I still would let them see each other, if I were you. And I don't give a damn what the people would say! Zechs, you must realize, you took away from her so many things she wanted! If I were her, I would kill you!!"

"It was for her safety, she could do anything and she wouldn't care if it is good for her or not…you know her!"

"Zechs, you have to apologize and you have to be sincere, or believe me you WILL lose her!" she said as she walked off out of the room that they were in. Zechs looked as Relena was coming in. Her eye were red and was shivering.

"Are you okay? You're shaking," he said cleaning her face.

"Leave me alone…don't ever touch me!! It's your entire fault! It's yours!" she said as she kept dripping water on the ceramic floor. She began to wobble and finally fell to the floor. Zechs immediately ran to her and picked her up to place her on her bed.

"Call the doctor now!!" he ordered one of his men.

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She came to about two hours later. She saw Zechs by her side and Noin standing away with sleeping Sept in her arms.

"What happened?" she asked.

"You fainted, beautiful!" he said making her fell better.

"I'll go put Sept to sleep now!" Noin said walking back out of the room.

"Oh, Milliardo, I feel so lost!" she confessed. She covered her face and began to sob.

"It's okay…it's okay, I'm here," he said picking her up to hug her.

"I'm sorry…I'm so sorry!" she cried on his shoulder.

"For what? You didn't do anything wrong." He said as he was rubbing her wet hair.

"Yes, I did, I did…I treated you so bad, and I blamed you for separating me and Heero! I just wanted to be with his so bad!"

"No, it is my fault. I kept treating you like a child and didn't care what you thought! I should've been more lenient and caring towards you. Relena…"

"Yes?"

"I want you to go see him! The doctor recommended it. You're in depression, and the only cure is to be with him."

"Oh, Zechs..." she hugged him tighter. "I love you…"

"I will arrange everything so you can see him on the colony!" he said pulling away from her.

"Thank you…thank you so much!" she said kissing him on the cheek. She wanted to get up.

"What are you doing? You need to be in your bed, you kn…" he stopped as he saw the cold look Relena gave him.

"Zechs…you're doing it again!" she said looking at him from the corner of her eye.

"Well, I'm not going to change overnight! It takes time!!" he said, chuckling.

He watched as she still wobbled on her walk. Then he shot his eye on the teddy bear and the necklace that was on top of her bed. He took it in and began to examine it. He picked the necklace with his fingers, and turned it around to see the engraving on the back. He wondered if it was a locket, but there was no place to open it, just a tiny keyhole. He rubbed it with his thumb, figuring out why there was a keyhole there. He dropped the necklace and looked at the teddy bear. It seems that Relena had tied a ribbon around its neck. It looked familiar to him. He stroked it. He then began to touch the teddy bear. It was very soft and very dirty. It's ears had its stuffing out, so did its arm and one leg.

She walked back into the room and saw her brother smothering the teddy bear. She smiled at that and went to sit by him.

"What? Miss holding a teddy bear?" she asked with a smile.

"No, not really, I miss holding my sister!" he said handing her back the teddy.

"But I already hugged you! But I guess you can't get enough of me!!" she said holding out her arms for a hug.

He took her and hugged her tightly. "Maybe you don't remember…but that was how I held you when you were young. And dad would put you on his lap and rub his nose against your head like how I just did." He said letting go of her.

"I miss him…you know, Zechs, I envy you! You were able to see our parents and now you have a family of your own…this is why I want Heero back…so we can marry and have our own family."

"About that…you realize that you are not able to marry a man from the colonies, or have childeren with him, or see him to begin with! That is why I forbidden it, because you are from earth and he's from the colonies."

"Zechs…look into my eyes…do I look like I care?" she said placing her hand on his. "Even if they kill us…at least we'd be together in heaven…right?"

"Right!" he said wanting to correct her and put her back to her senses. For years, he believed that Heero somehow brainwashed Relena to make her not care about anything except them, when it is actually the other way around. Relena softened Heero. He used to be ruthless and doesn't care what he was or what his fate was. When she came into his life, his life began to have a meaning and a purpose. He began to realize why is life worth living.

Zechs got up and kissed his sister good night then left the room. Relena was not tired, so she went to her balcony and watched the sunrise. Sept's words echoed in her head. ' There is always a solution for every problem.' She looked at the orange sun arise, and began to think of what she will do when she sees him on the colony.

Even though she was going to see him, she still wondered what the initials on the back of her necklace's pendant stood for and what was the keyhole for. As she placed her arms on the rail, she began to wonder what Heero is doing right now. Little did she know that he was coming to earth and he didn't know that she would be going to his colony.