"Rage Chokes the Flower...."

By: Sara Angeldust

Chapter 4: "The Shell Meets the Perfect Solider"

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Rage chokes the flower,

Until she cries no more,

Possessing all the beauty,

Hungry still for more.

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*Disclaimer*: Regular disclaimer. The only character that belongs to me is Sara Angeldust, the others are owned by their respectable owners blah blah blah. This is sooooo boring! (can you tell that i'm bored lol) This is for entertainment purposes only and will not be published to the public. blah blah blah. Don't sue me blah blah blah...... ok we're done.

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*Authors Note*: Hellooo people! Did ya like my last chapter? R u ready 4 more? Holy shit I sound like a cheerleader!( no pun intended, sorry to all u cheerleader's out there.) Sorry bout the chaotic switching of the title, I just couldn't stand the title I had before. ok anyhoo this chapter is gunna be good, lotsa stuff' gunna happen and we're gunna start going a bit faster in the story line, so fasten ur seat belts and enjoy the story. Oh and by the way I am not responsible for any lost items, or broken body parts on this ride. Thank u and have a nice day. ^_-

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Sara was at a loss for words. When she walked into the navigation room she hadn't expected to see what see what she actually saw. There, sitting in the chair in front of the computer, was Heero Yuy. Sara had thought she'd seen the last of him when she left the L1 colony but she guessed her hunch was wrong. Leaning against the door and folding her arms over her chest Sara gave the two boys (Trowa was there to) a small smirk.

"Well, well, well. Trowa when I asked you to tell me when your friend woke up I thought you would. And you Heero, I'm surprised. I would never have guessed you to be in a coma." Sara said, keeping her smile intact the intire time.

The two boys just stared at Sara with no real emotions on either of their faces except for Trowa who was leaning against the wall with a sort of surprised look on his face. But it was Heero who was the first to break the silence, speaking in his usual monotone voice, as he turned to again face his computer screen.

"Hello to you too Sara. I would have thought Dr. J would have found better uses for a pilot such as yourself. Other then flouting in the middle of space half dead."

Sara frowned giving Trowa a mean look, knowing he was the only one who could have told that to Heero.

'This guy is even worse then before,' she thought, 'Well at least this time he actually spoke with some sort of an emotion.'

Of course that was only if you counted being sarcastic a real emotion. But that was Heero for you, you either got a square emotionless face or some sort of a psycho emotion. Oh the humanity.

Sara's frown disappeared with that thought and her smirk reappeared on her face.

"Hmmm. Well the jokes on you Heero, I'm my own now. I do what I want, at my own disgression." Sara said matter-of-factly. Acting like a child who had just told their parents they could tie there own shoes. Although Heero never looked at Sara she could tell that he had a sort of damn-the-maniac-was-let-loose look on his face when he knodded in response.

Looking at the blinking computer screen Sara noticed a familiar name scroll upward. Silvia Noventa. What would Heero want with Silvia? Sara had known Silvia when she was little, of course by means of her father but couldn't guess what Heero would be wanting with the pacifist oriented girl. So in knownst of not getting an answer she asked any way.

"What do you want with Silvia Noventa, Heero?" Sara asked questioningly.

When Heero gave no response Sara decided to look to Trowa for the answer's she wanted.

"What does Heero want with Silvia?" Sara asked, whispering underneath Heero's mad typing. Trowa woke up from his semi trance to answer her, leaning over to her ear.

"Awhile back we were called to destroy a cargo of mobile suits that were being taken to space for battle. There were two roots being taken so the five of us split up into two groups taking either the air root or the land root. When we got to our root, the land root, we discovered an OZ plane taking passenger's away from the nearby base. Thinking that the plane was carrying Treize Kushranada Heero shot at it." Trowa paused looking at Heero. Sara also looked in his direction but whispered back to Trowa.

"So, did he kill Treize?" She asked already knowing it couldn't be true or else there would have been news of it all over.

"No, unfortunately the plane was a decoy and was really carrying some important Alliance pacifist's, including Marshal Noventa." Trowa stopped there expecting Sara to realize the rest, which she did.

Poor Heero, now she understood. He had killed Marshal Noventa unknowingly, a classic tale of not looking before you leap, and was now trying to get a hold of Marshal's closest relative. Probably to ask for death. Heero never could ask forgiveness so he went for the closest and most painless thing. Death.

'Man,' Sara thought, 'This guy is more death oriented then me. He comes out of a what, 3 month coma and what is the first thing he does? Look to be killed. Gesh, how many times do you have to hit yourself on the head before you realize it hurts? Oh well I guess I shouldn't be talking. Trying to kill yourself 6 times definitely calls for some mental counseling.' But then as she finished that thought she remebered something. She knew where Silvia Noventa lived! She didn't know how but the exact location just came into her head. 'What a help I am'

"Hey Heero." Sara said softly so as not to frighten anyone after the odd silence. Heero sisn't budge at all and kept on typing and scrolling as if nothing had happened. A little annoyed by this Sara spoke a little louder.

"If I were you I'd try looking near the Zanc kingdom on Earth."

The mad typing stopped.She could tell that Heero wasn't happy with that remark .Slowly Heero turned his chair around and gave Sara a nasty look.

"You know where she is?"

Sara had to laugh a bit at the shere seriousness on Heero's face. She loved it when she tormented him.

"Well yeah sorta. I know she lives near the Zanc kingdom on Earth and if I'm not mistaken her address should be in the Zanc's public directory under Marshal Noventa." Sara said with a small smile.

Giving Sara another nasty look Heero turned back around and the screen changed to the Zanc kingdoms directory.

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Eventually Heero did find Silvia's address. But not after berating Sara about how he could have used the information earlier and about how he had already sent an e-mail to Paegen, Relena Peacecraft's butler, to ask for Silvia's address. Sara had a laughing fit after the story came out, almost falling on the floor.

After her laughter ceased she began to wonder about this Relena Peacecraft. She had remembered the name Peacecraft from when she was a child and knew that the Peacraft's used to be a really rich famliy who were the major pushers of total pacifism on the world. But she couldn't stop thinking about how Heero ever got to know someone like that. Just before she was about to ask she shut her mouth. She thought that she'd better not. She didn't want to open a can of worms bigger then she could handle. She decided to come to that crossroad when she ran into it

Sara was now sitting in her room again waiting to hear from Trowa. Now that Heero was better and ready to leave they were going to go to Earth to find Silvia. He was supposed to come back to her room and confirm the day and date. He had asked Sara before he left what she was going to do. This brought up some thoughts in her mind. Come to think of it she had not idea what she was going to do. Now that she found the pilots of the gundams she thought about going with them, to try and re enter the war she was also supposed to be fighting in. But then again how could she do that when she had nothing to fight with. Of course there was always…… no. She had told herself that once she had hidden it she would never return to get it. Ever.

Why not? She thought. She needed it probably as much as it needed her. It had been almost 2 months since she had hidden it and it was probably in pretty bad shape. She hated to think of it as wasting away in a lonley place. So what was the big problem? It should have been an easy decision, not one that she needed to think about for days. And she knew the answer to the question. When she went with Trowa and Heero to Earth she would sotp at L4. She would get it back. And rejoin the fight she should have been fighting.

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Ok sorry about the cliff hanger….again

But don't worry next time you'll se what this "it " is

byeeee

Wait for the upcoming chapter of "Rage Chokes The Flower…"

"A Time For Redemption."