Kero: sakura….sakura…SAKURA!!!!
Sakura(me): HOEEEEEEEEE???!!!!
Kero: *sighs * arnt you going to tell them?
Sakura: Tell them what….oh you mean that you're the one that are all of the ice cream?! *glares *
Kero: *Gets a mad anime face * IIEE!!!! That you dontowncardcaptorsakuraoranyofthesongs….*takes a breath * andthatallyouownisSamanthMissyLaurenRavenexc… (Don't own cardcaptor Sakura or any of the songs and that all you own is Samantha Missy Lauren Raven exc..) *laughs manacally *
Sakura: KERO!!!!!!!! Hoshi no chikara o himeshi kagi yo! Shin no sugata no ware o mae ni shimese. Keiyaku no moto Sakura ga mejiru………Release!{O Key which hides the power of the stars, reveal your true form to me…... I, Sakura, command you under contract……………………. Release!} WINDY!!!!
*blows Kero out the window *
Kero: AHHHHHHHH!!!!!! Im sorry sakura!!!! Just…please GET ME AWAY FROM THIS CAT!!!
Sakura: *sigh * hoeee better go get him……..
Sakura-Chan(Kinomoto): Arigato to the following for reviewing *jumps up and down excitedly * You're the best!!!!!!!!!
Evil Emzo and Princess Apathy: Your very welcome!!! And you deffinatly deserved it!!! If it hadnt have been for you I would have discontinued writing this story!! You gave me the support I needed to keep writing…and don't worry its ok I understand about you being at camp!!
Crystal: Hoee!!?? You loved it?!! *jumps up and down * ARIGATO SOO MUCH!!!…*shakes her head up and down * I will deffinatly E-mail you all the chapter updates from now on!!
CrystalSakura: ARIGATO….*smiles brightly * Im very glad you think my storys great!!!!
PrincessKidd: Gomen ne!!! I have been to put all of my spare time into writing this story so I can update it…..but with finals coming up it is very hard *pouts * hoee…oh well….*smiles sweetly * ARIGATO for saying that you liked my story!!! And I will get the next chapter up as soon as I can…just for you!!
ARIGATO MINNA-SAN!!!!!!!! *smiles brightly * you have no idea how much your reviews mean to me!!!!! ARIGATO ARIGATO ARIGATO!!!!!!
This chapter is dedicated to: My first reviewer who gave me the support to keep writing and all my other reviewers of this chapter!! You guys are soo great!!!!
Chapter 3:
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Caught….
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~*~*~*~*~Major Time lapse~*~*~*~*~*~*~
(2 years later)
(Syaoran)
Tomoyo and I have been moving from school to school every semester to look for Sakura, although sometimes things seem grim. We never seem to give up hope of finding her, even Eriol has come back form England to find her.
*ring ring * the phone is ringing
I walked over to the phone and carefully picked it up. "Hello Li residence"
"konnichiwa Ganki…"
I sighed "konnichiwa Toya……"
"Have any of you found anything?" he asked.
"Iie, what about you?" (SK/::after the hole Sakura disappearance thing Toya and Syaoran are on speaking terms…FINALLY!)
"actually…..we think we may have found something that may be of help to you, we checked sakuras journal and it seems to have a small lead."
"WELLL………" I yelled impatiently.
"Hold on……oh un here it is, theres a song and then……a hah! It says…."
~~~~~~~Sakura's Journal~~~~~~~~~~
May 14
Today I said goodbye to Tomoyo, and Syaoran….Im really going to miss them, and I don't know if what they are going to do when they find out im gone. I really hope they don't look for me…..Im soo tired of seeing the people I love suffer because of me! I cant take this anymore!!! But….with Samantha's help, they will finally be safe and so will I!! Well I have to go, Kero- chan and I have a long trip ahead of us!
Ja ne
Sakura
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"Samantha….why does that sound so familiar?"
"Well ganki…I was hoping one of you would know, because we havent got a clue!"
I set down the phone and yelled at the others.
"TOMOYO, ERIOL DO EITHER OF YOU REMEMBER ANYONE NAMED SAMANTA?"
"UN….I DO!!!" Tomoyo shouted back.
"WELL WHO IS SHE?"
"SHE WAS AN EXCHANGE STUDENT FROM AMERICA…..WHY?"
"ILL FILL YOU IN LATER TOMOYO…..ARIGATO FOR THE INFORMATION!"
I picked the phone back up.
"Well Tomoyo remembers that she……"
"un un I heard it all….good luck ganki! And call if you find any lead on were she is!!!"
"Ok…..Ja ne"
"Ja ne"
I hung the phone back up and turned to Eriol and Tomoyo.
"Were going to America….."
(SK://Spindel, Ruby, and Yue are also looking for her, but they split up so they could find her faster.)
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(Sakura/Star)
Parking my new white jeep outside the school I hurriedly grabbed my things and ran inside.
^I cant believe I'm late again!!!!^ I thought as I scurried to first period and slid quietly through the door. I sat down in my chair and Lauren leaned over to talk to me.
"Your lucky the teacher is taking a call right now and didn't notice you coming in late….this is the 3rd time this week!"
I sweatdroped. "Ya I know……..and I hate it when I have to take Saturday school! Its sooooo boring, such a waste of a perfectly good Saturday!"
We both giggled until the teacher returned and walked to the front of the room.
"That's tardy number 3 miss Karnor!! 1 more and you will be attending Saturday school this Saturday." Mr. Hanturana said coldly not even looking at me.
"ye-yes sir!!! It wont happen again!" I studdered.
"Class….todays discussion is on WWII, will everyone please…" his voice trailed off as I started to daydream.
~~~*~*~~~~~~*~Sakura/Star's daydream~~~~~~~*~~~~~~~*~*~*~
The final judgment ended and I ran up to Tomoyo yelling "I DID IT!!!"
Then I grabbed syaoran's hands and we spun around….until I dropped him.
We all laughed and Kero flew up next to me, congratulating me.
~~~~~~~~~~*~*~*~~~~~~~~~end~~~~~~~~~~*~*~*~~~~~~~*~~~
I smiled dreamily thinking about the days when I didn't have a care in a world….the days I was with my friends and family…..the days I was with……Syaoran….*sigh*
Then my daydreams were interrupted by someone yelling.
"MISS KARNOR!!!!!!!!"
"HOEEEEEE!!!" I yelled jumping out of my seat.
"Thank you for finally joining us…….and now please take your seat and pay attention"
I did as I was told and then he added.
"I will be seeing you in Saturday school this weekend also…."
"Yes sir……"
"Now as I was saying……….we have 3 new students today I hope you will do your best to make them feel welcome…."
Not caring as I usually didn't, I decided to study my tight blue shirt that tied at the sides. It said nobody's angel on the front and I was wearing my customary jewelry, boots and black leather skirt wit my hair in a ponytail.
^GOD….could this class get any more boring….^ I wondered to myself as I tapped my pencil on my desk.
Then missy threw a note on my desk and I opened it.
**Note**
Hey Star…don't you think that new guy Syaoran is hott or what!!!??
**end**
Reading the note my heart stopped and I looked up hoping it wasn't them.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!" I yelled as I jumped up from my desk.
It was him and Tomoyo and Eriol.
"Whats wrong star? Did you look in the mirror again?!" Nathan said trying to make me look bad.
I calmed down and glared at him "Actually I just looked over to your side of the room and happed to notice you were still alive…that's what scared me!"
"MISS KARNOR…MR JONES!!!' the teacher yelled interrupting our argument 'YOU MAY FINISH THIS PETTY ARGUMENT DURING SATURDAY SCHOOL!!"
"but…but" we both started.
"NO!!! that means be here at 7:00am this Saturday….oh and miss star….I will see you the following Saturday also!!!"
"hoeee…..yes sir…" I said in defeat as I sat down.
^Did she just say hoe?^ Syaoran though to himself ^we should keep and eye on her…^
*RING RING RING!!! * The lunch bell rang.
I quickly dashed out not wanting to see any more of the teacher.
I got my lunch from my locker and went and sat down in-between Raven and Samantha.
"What a day!" I said sighing deeply.
Everyone laughed and I took a bite of my peanut butter and jelly sandwich.
I looked up from my sandwich and found Samantha's eyes. 'Are they who I think they are' she mouthed to me.
I just nodded. But the entire lunch period I could feel Syaorans eyes on the back of my head…^Please don't let them find out…..I don't want to see them suffer!^
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~end of school~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"SAMANTHA….STAR!!! OVER HERE!!" Missy yelled as she waved her arm.
We ran over to her. "don't yall remember we have practice today!!! The skating championships are only 3 days away!"
"Ok….just let me get my skates and change ill meet you there!" I said running to my locker.
"Ok" everyone said as they skated off.
I changed into my black JINKO'S and walked over to my locker and took my skates out. Then I shut it, and found Tomoyo Eriol and Syaoran standing beside it.
"What do you want?!" I said in a very annoyed voice.
Then Tomoyo spoke up. "Sakura….we know its you….."
"Listen bitch, I don't know who you are and I don't know who your talking about!! Now leave me alone ive got to practice!!!"
I started to walk away when Syaoran grabbed my arm. "Sakura…..I know its you! You cant lie to me. I don't exactly know why you said that to your best friend….but I know its you!!!"
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT??!! AND WHAT PROOF DO YOU HAVE ANYWAY?!" I yelled angrily.
He pointed to my skates I had in my hand. "That symbol….it says Sakura…..and don't tell me it's a coincidence because I know its not…also you forgot about your aura….you changed its color….but it still feels the same!!"
^DAMN….caught…..^
I looked up into his eyes and at everyone else then decided. "CHANGE…Return!!!"
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(Syaoran)
There was a blinding light and then I saw her….the real Sakura.
Her auburn hair was down to her back and looked a lot like Tomoyo's, she still had sparkling emerald green eyes and had on a tight pale yellow dress that showed off her curves nicely.
"Gomen ne……minna-san" she said through her tears.
I walked over to her and pulled her into my embrace. "Ohhh….Sakura, I missed you so much!"
She looked up and me and then pushed away. "Why?" she said softly. "Why did you come looking for me?!……don't you understand!!!!?"
"Understand what Sakura-chan?" Tomoyo asked.
"that-that I cant ever go back!!!" she yelled sobbing.
"And why is that Sakura?" Eriol asked
"B-Because I cant stand to see Tomoyo get hurt anymore…I cant stand to see Syaoran hurt inside because I hurt inside…..and I cant stand to be hurt by anyone anymore!!"
"But Sakura….." I started.
"IIE!!!!!! SAKURA IS GONE!!! SHE DIED ALONG TIME AGO……WHEN HER LIFE WENT TO PEACES SHE DIED!!!!"
She used the change card and changed back into Star and ran away sobbing.
"Sakura" Tomoyo said softly.
"It seem that by coming back all we have done is cause her more pain…." Eriol said.
"Iie Eriol……shes just confused right now…..im not going to leave her alone…..again….."
I watched her reteating back until she was out of sight then I started to walk tward where she had run to.
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(at the skate park)
(Star/Sakura)
I dried my tears as I skated to where my friends were standing.
"Hey Star!!' Raven yelled 'What took you so long?!"
I shook my head and skated swiftly over to them. "Ohh…nothing much, I just got caught up at the school that all!" I said smiling.
"Well what are we waiting for!!! Lets get started!!!" Lauren yelled.
"Ok!!" we all agreed
Missy was up first. I watched her as she skated through the park picking up speed as she went. When she reached the railing she jumped and skidded down it perfectly and skated to the bowl and went into it. As she reached the other side she came out with an enormous amount of air underneath her skates and twisted once landing on her left skate gracefully.
"That was a great run Missy!!!" I yelled.
"You go girl!" Raven yelled.
"That was one great move!!" Lauren yelled.
"wow!! Good one!!!" Samantha yelled.
We all clapped as she came over and then it was my turn.
I started at the top of the bowl and leaned down to get more speed…looking up I noticed Syaoran, Tomoyo and Eriol looking at me from the other side of the bowl. Painful memorys flooded back into my mind.
'why does it feel like night today
something in heres not right today
why am I so uptight today
paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first, with the hour of pressure that's fed
But I know what it feels like to have a voice in the back of my head'
My head started to hurt as I came to the eadge of the bowl and got into the air doing a double twist.
'like a face that im holding inside, face that awakes when I close my eyes, face that im watchin evertime I lie, face that watches every time I fall…it watches everything
so I have no dough when its time to sink or swim
the face inside that hearing me right beneath my skin'
I raced to the other side of the bowl and did a backflip landing again backwords into the bowl. As my headach gradually got worse.
'Its like im paranoid lookin over my back
its like a world-win inside of my head
its like I cant stop what im feeling within
its like the face inside is right…….beneath my skin!'
this time when I reached the edge I jumped out and headed to the railing. By this time my head was pounding.
'I know ive got a face in me
points out all the mistakes to me
you've got a face on the inside to
your paranoia's probably worse'
I circled around the railing a few times not shure if I could attempt it feeling as bad as I did.
'I don't know what set me off first
but I know what I cant stand
everybody acts to the fact that I cant add up to what you can
but everybody has a face that their holding inside
face that awakes when they close their eyes
face that watches every time they lie'
I jumped onto the railing and skidded down and as I neared the end I jumped off and twisted once landing…
'the face inside is right beneath your skin
the face inside is right beneath your skin
the face inside is right beneath your skin
the sun goes down
I fell the lightning trading[repeat]'
On my feet, but then I felt one of my skates slip from underneath me
'its like im paranoid lookin over my back
its like a world-win inside of my head
its like I cant stop what im feeling within[repeat 3 times]
…………
its like the face inside is right…..BENEATHE MY SKIN!!'
I landed on my back and blacked out as I watched all of my friends run twards me.
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(Syaoran)
I watched in horror as Sakura fell, it seemed to be in slow motion. We all ran to where she had fallen and were we were met by sakuras worried friends.
Samantha looked up at me "I don't exactly know how, but somehow I know you had something to do with this!"
I opened my mouth to reply but she interrupted me "NO!! I don't want to hear your excuses…Im taking Star home!! Now leave her alone!!! Shes suffered enough!!!!"
I just stood there in surprise. ^She makes it sound like Sakura doesn't love me anymore!!^
She picked up Sakura and walked out while I stood there not knowing what to say.
"Poor Sakrua-san…" Eriol commented.
"Eri-kun (SK://Tomoyo's nickname for Eriol) how can we get her back when she wont let us near her?" Tomoyo asked as she cryed into Eriols shirt.
"All we can do is wait my dear, that's all we can do….she will come back when shes ready."
(SK://Oh ya didn't I mention that Eriol and Tomoyo are dating now?)
I looked down at the place where Sakura had been still remembering what Samantha had said. ^It seems like in one day that I have lost my entire world….^
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CLIFFY!!!!!!!!! He he…gomen….but I want to keep your interest somehow….well I hope you liked it!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE R&R!!!!!!!! I will get the next chapter up as soo as I can!!!
~*~Sakura Kinomoto~*~
Sakura(me): HOEEEEEEEEE???!!!!
Kero: *sighs * arnt you going to tell them?
Sakura: Tell them what….oh you mean that you're the one that are all of the ice cream?! *glares *
Kero: *Gets a mad anime face * IIEE!!!! That you dontowncardcaptorsakuraoranyofthesongs….*takes a breath * andthatallyouownisSamanthMissyLaurenRavenexc… (Don't own cardcaptor Sakura or any of the songs and that all you own is Samantha Missy Lauren Raven exc..) *laughs manacally *
Sakura: KERO!!!!!!!! Hoshi no chikara o himeshi kagi yo! Shin no sugata no ware o mae ni shimese. Keiyaku no moto Sakura ga mejiru………Release!{O Key which hides the power of the stars, reveal your true form to me…... I, Sakura, command you under contract……………………. Release!} WINDY!!!!
*blows Kero out the window *
Kero: AHHHHHHHH!!!!!! Im sorry sakura!!!! Just…please GET ME AWAY FROM THIS CAT!!!
Sakura: *sigh * hoeee better go get him……..
Sakura-Chan(Kinomoto): Arigato to the following for reviewing *jumps up and down excitedly * You're the best!!!!!!!!!
Evil Emzo and Princess Apathy: Your very welcome!!! And you deffinatly deserved it!!! If it hadnt have been for you I would have discontinued writing this story!! You gave me the support I needed to keep writing…and don't worry its ok I understand about you being at camp!!
Crystal: Hoee!!?? You loved it?!! *jumps up and down * ARIGATO SOO MUCH!!!…*shakes her head up and down * I will deffinatly E-mail you all the chapter updates from now on!!
CrystalSakura: ARIGATO….*smiles brightly * Im very glad you think my storys great!!!!
PrincessKidd: Gomen ne!!! I have been to put all of my spare time into writing this story so I can update it…..but with finals coming up it is very hard *pouts * hoee…oh well….*smiles sweetly * ARIGATO for saying that you liked my story!!! And I will get the next chapter up as soon as I can…just for you!!
ARIGATO MINNA-SAN!!!!!!!! *smiles brightly * you have no idea how much your reviews mean to me!!!!! ARIGATO ARIGATO ARIGATO!!!!!!
This chapter is dedicated to: My first reviewer who gave me the support to keep writing and all my other reviewers of this chapter!! You guys are soo great!!!!
Chapter 3:
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Caught….
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~*~*~*~*~Major Time lapse~*~*~*~*~*~*~
(2 years later)
(Syaoran)
Tomoyo and I have been moving from school to school every semester to look for Sakura, although sometimes things seem grim. We never seem to give up hope of finding her, even Eriol has come back form England to find her.
*ring ring * the phone is ringing
I walked over to the phone and carefully picked it up. "Hello Li residence"
"konnichiwa Ganki…"
I sighed "konnichiwa Toya……"
"Have any of you found anything?" he asked.
"Iie, what about you?" (SK/::after the hole Sakura disappearance thing Toya and Syaoran are on speaking terms…FINALLY!)
"actually…..we think we may have found something that may be of help to you, we checked sakuras journal and it seems to have a small lead."
"WELLL………" I yelled impatiently.
"Hold on……oh un here it is, theres a song and then……a hah! It says…."
~~~~~~~Sakura's Journal~~~~~~~~~~
May 14
Today I said goodbye to Tomoyo, and Syaoran….Im really going to miss them, and I don't know if what they are going to do when they find out im gone. I really hope they don't look for me…..Im soo tired of seeing the people I love suffer because of me! I cant take this anymore!!! But….with Samantha's help, they will finally be safe and so will I!! Well I have to go, Kero- chan and I have a long trip ahead of us!
Ja ne
Sakura
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"Samantha….why does that sound so familiar?"
"Well ganki…I was hoping one of you would know, because we havent got a clue!"
I set down the phone and yelled at the others.
"TOMOYO, ERIOL DO EITHER OF YOU REMEMBER ANYONE NAMED SAMANTA?"
"UN….I DO!!!" Tomoyo shouted back.
"WELL WHO IS SHE?"
"SHE WAS AN EXCHANGE STUDENT FROM AMERICA…..WHY?"
"ILL FILL YOU IN LATER TOMOYO…..ARIGATO FOR THE INFORMATION!"
I picked the phone back up.
"Well Tomoyo remembers that she……"
"un un I heard it all….good luck ganki! And call if you find any lead on were she is!!!"
"Ok…..Ja ne"
"Ja ne"
I hung the phone back up and turned to Eriol and Tomoyo.
"Were going to America….."
(SK://Spindel, Ruby, and Yue are also looking for her, but they split up so they could find her faster.)
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(Sakura/Star)
Parking my new white jeep outside the school I hurriedly grabbed my things and ran inside.
^I cant believe I'm late again!!!!^ I thought as I scurried to first period and slid quietly through the door. I sat down in my chair and Lauren leaned over to talk to me.
"Your lucky the teacher is taking a call right now and didn't notice you coming in late….this is the 3rd time this week!"
I sweatdroped. "Ya I know……..and I hate it when I have to take Saturday school! Its sooooo boring, such a waste of a perfectly good Saturday!"
We both giggled until the teacher returned and walked to the front of the room.
"That's tardy number 3 miss Karnor!! 1 more and you will be attending Saturday school this Saturday." Mr. Hanturana said coldly not even looking at me.
"ye-yes sir!!! It wont happen again!" I studdered.
"Class….todays discussion is on WWII, will everyone please…" his voice trailed off as I started to daydream.
~~~*~*~~~~~~*~Sakura/Star's daydream~~~~~~~*~~~~~~~*~*~*~
The final judgment ended and I ran up to Tomoyo yelling "I DID IT!!!"
Then I grabbed syaoran's hands and we spun around….until I dropped him.
We all laughed and Kero flew up next to me, congratulating me.
~~~~~~~~~~*~*~*~~~~~~~~~end~~~~~~~~~~*~*~*~~~~~~~*~~~
I smiled dreamily thinking about the days when I didn't have a care in a world….the days I was with my friends and family…..the days I was with……Syaoran….*sigh*
Then my daydreams were interrupted by someone yelling.
"MISS KARNOR!!!!!!!!"
"HOEEEEEE!!!" I yelled jumping out of my seat.
"Thank you for finally joining us…….and now please take your seat and pay attention"
I did as I was told and then he added.
"I will be seeing you in Saturday school this weekend also…."
"Yes sir……"
"Now as I was saying……….we have 3 new students today I hope you will do your best to make them feel welcome…."
Not caring as I usually didn't, I decided to study my tight blue shirt that tied at the sides. It said nobody's angel on the front and I was wearing my customary jewelry, boots and black leather skirt wit my hair in a ponytail.
^GOD….could this class get any more boring….^ I wondered to myself as I tapped my pencil on my desk.
Then missy threw a note on my desk and I opened it.
**Note**
Hey Star…don't you think that new guy Syaoran is hott or what!!!??
**end**
Reading the note my heart stopped and I looked up hoping it wasn't them.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!" I yelled as I jumped up from my desk.
It was him and Tomoyo and Eriol.
"Whats wrong star? Did you look in the mirror again?!" Nathan said trying to make me look bad.
I calmed down and glared at him "Actually I just looked over to your side of the room and happed to notice you were still alive…that's what scared me!"
"MISS KARNOR…MR JONES!!!' the teacher yelled interrupting our argument 'YOU MAY FINISH THIS PETTY ARGUMENT DURING SATURDAY SCHOOL!!"
"but…but" we both started.
"NO!!! that means be here at 7:00am this Saturday….oh and miss star….I will see you the following Saturday also!!!"
"hoeee…..yes sir…" I said in defeat as I sat down.
^Did she just say hoe?^ Syaoran though to himself ^we should keep and eye on her…^
*RING RING RING!!! * The lunch bell rang.
I quickly dashed out not wanting to see any more of the teacher.
I got my lunch from my locker and went and sat down in-between Raven and Samantha.
"What a day!" I said sighing deeply.
Everyone laughed and I took a bite of my peanut butter and jelly sandwich.
I looked up from my sandwich and found Samantha's eyes. 'Are they who I think they are' she mouthed to me.
I just nodded. But the entire lunch period I could feel Syaorans eyes on the back of my head…^Please don't let them find out…..I don't want to see them suffer!^
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~end of school~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"SAMANTHA….STAR!!! OVER HERE!!" Missy yelled as she waved her arm.
We ran over to her. "don't yall remember we have practice today!!! The skating championships are only 3 days away!"
"Ok….just let me get my skates and change ill meet you there!" I said running to my locker.
"Ok" everyone said as they skated off.
I changed into my black JINKO'S and walked over to my locker and took my skates out. Then I shut it, and found Tomoyo Eriol and Syaoran standing beside it.
"What do you want?!" I said in a very annoyed voice.
Then Tomoyo spoke up. "Sakura….we know its you….."
"Listen bitch, I don't know who you are and I don't know who your talking about!! Now leave me alone ive got to practice!!!"
I started to walk away when Syaoran grabbed my arm. "Sakura…..I know its you! You cant lie to me. I don't exactly know why you said that to your best friend….but I know its you!!!"
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT??!! AND WHAT PROOF DO YOU HAVE ANYWAY?!" I yelled angrily.
He pointed to my skates I had in my hand. "That symbol….it says Sakura…..and don't tell me it's a coincidence because I know its not…also you forgot about your aura….you changed its color….but it still feels the same!!"
^DAMN….caught…..^
I looked up into his eyes and at everyone else then decided. "CHANGE…Return!!!"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(Syaoran)
There was a blinding light and then I saw her….the real Sakura.
Her auburn hair was down to her back and looked a lot like Tomoyo's, she still had sparkling emerald green eyes and had on a tight pale yellow dress that showed off her curves nicely.
"Gomen ne……minna-san" she said through her tears.
I walked over to her and pulled her into my embrace. "Ohhh….Sakura, I missed you so much!"
She looked up and me and then pushed away. "Why?" she said softly. "Why did you come looking for me?!……don't you understand!!!!?"
"Understand what Sakura-chan?" Tomoyo asked.
"that-that I cant ever go back!!!" she yelled sobbing.
"And why is that Sakura?" Eriol asked
"B-Because I cant stand to see Tomoyo get hurt anymore…I cant stand to see Syaoran hurt inside because I hurt inside…..and I cant stand to be hurt by anyone anymore!!"
"But Sakura….." I started.
"IIE!!!!!! SAKURA IS GONE!!! SHE DIED ALONG TIME AGO……WHEN HER LIFE WENT TO PEACES SHE DIED!!!!"
She used the change card and changed back into Star and ran away sobbing.
"Sakura" Tomoyo said softly.
"It seem that by coming back all we have done is cause her more pain…." Eriol said.
"Iie Eriol……shes just confused right now…..im not going to leave her alone…..again….."
I watched her reteating back until she was out of sight then I started to walk tward where she had run to.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(at the skate park)
(Star/Sakura)
I dried my tears as I skated to where my friends were standing.
"Hey Star!!' Raven yelled 'What took you so long?!"
I shook my head and skated swiftly over to them. "Ohh…nothing much, I just got caught up at the school that all!" I said smiling.
"Well what are we waiting for!!! Lets get started!!!" Lauren yelled.
"Ok!!" we all agreed
Missy was up first. I watched her as she skated through the park picking up speed as she went. When she reached the railing she jumped and skidded down it perfectly and skated to the bowl and went into it. As she reached the other side she came out with an enormous amount of air underneath her skates and twisted once landing on her left skate gracefully.
"That was a great run Missy!!!" I yelled.
"You go girl!" Raven yelled.
"That was one great move!!" Lauren yelled.
"wow!! Good one!!!" Samantha yelled.
We all clapped as she came over and then it was my turn.
I started at the top of the bowl and leaned down to get more speed…looking up I noticed Syaoran, Tomoyo and Eriol looking at me from the other side of the bowl. Painful memorys flooded back into my mind.
'why does it feel like night today
something in heres not right today
why am I so uptight today
paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first, with the hour of pressure that's fed
But I know what it feels like to have a voice in the back of my head'
My head started to hurt as I came to the eadge of the bowl and got into the air doing a double twist.
'like a face that im holding inside, face that awakes when I close my eyes, face that im watchin evertime I lie, face that watches every time I fall…it watches everything
so I have no dough when its time to sink or swim
the face inside that hearing me right beneath my skin'
I raced to the other side of the bowl and did a backflip landing again backwords into the bowl. As my headach gradually got worse.
'Its like im paranoid lookin over my back
its like a world-win inside of my head
its like I cant stop what im feeling within
its like the face inside is right…….beneath my skin!'
this time when I reached the edge I jumped out and headed to the railing. By this time my head was pounding.
'I know ive got a face in me
points out all the mistakes to me
you've got a face on the inside to
your paranoia's probably worse'
I circled around the railing a few times not shure if I could attempt it feeling as bad as I did.
'I don't know what set me off first
but I know what I cant stand
everybody acts to the fact that I cant add up to what you can
but everybody has a face that their holding inside
face that awakes when they close their eyes
face that watches every time they lie'
I jumped onto the railing and skidded down and as I neared the end I jumped off and twisted once landing…
'the face inside is right beneath your skin
the face inside is right beneath your skin
the face inside is right beneath your skin
the sun goes down
I fell the lightning trading[repeat]'
On my feet, but then I felt one of my skates slip from underneath me
'its like im paranoid lookin over my back
its like a world-win inside of my head
its like I cant stop what im feeling within[repeat 3 times]
…………
its like the face inside is right…..BENEATHE MY SKIN!!'
I landed on my back and blacked out as I watched all of my friends run twards me.
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(Syaoran)
I watched in horror as Sakura fell, it seemed to be in slow motion. We all ran to where she had fallen and were we were met by sakuras worried friends.
Samantha looked up at me "I don't exactly know how, but somehow I know you had something to do with this!"
I opened my mouth to reply but she interrupted me "NO!! I don't want to hear your excuses…Im taking Star home!! Now leave her alone!!! Shes suffered enough!!!!"
I just stood there in surprise. ^She makes it sound like Sakura doesn't love me anymore!!^
She picked up Sakura and walked out while I stood there not knowing what to say.
"Poor Sakrua-san…" Eriol commented.
"Eri-kun (SK://Tomoyo's nickname for Eriol) how can we get her back when she wont let us near her?" Tomoyo asked as she cryed into Eriols shirt.
"All we can do is wait my dear, that's all we can do….she will come back when shes ready."
(SK://Oh ya didn't I mention that Eriol and Tomoyo are dating now?)
I looked down at the place where Sakura had been still remembering what Samantha had said. ^It seems like in one day that I have lost my entire world….^
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CLIFFY!!!!!!!!! He he…gomen….but I want to keep your interest somehow….well I hope you liked it!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE R&R!!!!!!!! I will get the next chapter up as soo as I can!!!
~*~Sakura Kinomoto~*~
