"Wakarimasen... Then... I'll resign from being Sailor Moon... Here..." Usagi said softly. She opened her broach, taking out the Ginzuishou, and placed her Sailor Moon items softly on the temple's table. Looking mournfully at her court the only one not there was Pluto, holding the Ginzuishou softly in her hand, turned around to keep them from seeing her tears.

"Ja ne... forever..." then she ran.
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~*Crystal Tears*~
By Spiritz
A Sailor Moon and Gundamn Wing Crossover
Disclaimer: Dun own Sm or Gw
Japanese: Wakarimasen: I understand. Ja ne: Good Bye Onii-chan: brother Iie: no Gomen: sorry Hime-sama: princess
"speaking" /thinking/ _yelling_ [author's notes] - different scene - *action while speaking[yawn, sigh, glare]*
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Prologue: The Day of Mourn

Usagi ran away from the temple, tears pouring down her face. Bitter cold snow biting at her face and turning her tears to ice. /I shouldn't have agreed. She tore me from my family and this is what fate leads me to. Onii-chan.../ Continuing to run, she stopped in front of a large mansion, tears pouring even more freely, letting a whimper escape from her lips, she ran the other way, back to her... home.

She ran swiftly and graceful, she'd been this way since she turned 17. More mature, under request of her court. She ran speedily up the stairs and slammed the door shut, running into her room, tears continuing to pour, she roughly took out a white duffel bag and went to her closet, throwing all of her white, black, blue, any color but pink clothes into the air, vanishing them into her pocket. She did the same with her essentials and important things, shoving a few of her favorite items into her backpack she almost cleared out everything she wanted in her room until she came across the star locket, with shaking hands, she grasped the locket in her hand, held it to her heart, and sank to the floor, head against her desk and cried painful sobs, shaking her head against the polished wood, muttering.

An hour later, she stopped crying and rushed downstairs and put some food into her duffel bag, rushing back upstairs, she went to take a shower. After 1/2 an hour of staring at the blank white wall, she got out and looked in the mirror. /Iie... iie... IIE!!!!!!!/ more tears streamed past her already pale face and she took a knife from the cabinet, holding her dripping wet hair together, she bit her lip hard and brought the knife down, quick and hard, watching in half relief/half horror as 3 feet of golden hair drifted to the floor, leaving her hair a little about waist length. [she's about 4 feet i think and her hair is to her ankles so *shrugs*] She quickly dried and dressed herself in a warm white sweater and white pants and sneakers. Looking outside to see the pureness of the snow, her eyes softened, remembering child-hood memories of her real, dead family. They probably were dead anyway, she turned her head from the window as tears, once again, began to fall. She looked at the Ginzuishou, shock etching itself on her face to see it had turned into a different shape... a crystal teardrop.

Wishing herself to the Gates of Time, she opened her eyes to a weary looking and sad senshi of time. Standing slumped but tall, slightly leaning on her staff as if she had the most tiring days of her life. Garnet red eyes half closed and slightly puffy, a weak hold on her staff and barely standing. She had tried her best to prevent this from happening.

"Gomen, hime-sama... I tried... I really tried... But I couldn't... Forgive me..." She said silently, shaking her head and slumping to the floor. Usagi closed her eyes tight as a tear slipped through and hugged the senshi of time. Muttering that it was okay, that everything will be fine. After a while, their tears subsided and Pluto still on her knees, patted Usagi on the head as a mother would her daughter. Sliding her hand to her face, she said the few words Usagi wanted to hear.

"Hime-sama... you're brother is alive... and you can go back home." she said, head bowed to her floor. Usagi smiled as a few tears escaped her eyes.

"Onii-chan... he's... alive?" she asked, slight happiness filled her at Pluto's nod.

"Puu... come with me... you don't have to guard this place. It's only for this dimension... !"'[i knoe her having a bro blahblahblah is old *shrug* bear w/ me!] Pluto shook her head sadly, wiping her face of her tears, she stood up, bringing Usagi with her.

"Iie... I can't... Don't worry.. I'll visit you every so often.... ok?" Pluto said softly, hugging Usagi, feeling her nodd. She sniffed a bit, and chanted ancient Plutonian and a portal opened in front of Usagi, looking into it, you could see a wide meadow of green grass.

"You remember your training and your dreams of what happens in this time... ne?" Pluto said softly. Usagi nodded, staring longingly at the meadow.

"Be careful hime-sama, this time is much more dangerous then our time... And... your father died a while ago. Peace has been reached... but as you know... peace doesn't last forever. I shall erase the memory of you from everyone you met but the senshi, my magic currently does not work on them." Pluto said, giving Usagi a little shove towards the portal. Usagi nodded, and hugged Pluto, turning back to her home, she grabbed her bag, and jumped.

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so! how do you like it so far? yep... a lotta tears and angstiness in this chapter... R&R i'll be out with Chapter 1 shortly.