If you hadn't run away
Maybe things would be different
I might have lived to see another day
But that's not how the proceedings went
I was told to dispose of you
He gave me the gun and a choice
I couldn't possibly pull through
And I couldn't run from his icy voice
I really wanted you to live
Which is why I made my vow
But perhaps I couldn't really give
You everything you need just now
This world is just an awful dream.
That is the truth as I deem
Maybe things would be different
I might have lived to see another day
But that's not how the proceedings went
I was told to dispose of you
He gave me the gun and a choice
I couldn't possibly pull through
And I couldn't run from his icy voice
I really wanted you to live
Which is why I made my vow
But perhaps I couldn't really give
You everything you need just now
This world is just an awful dream.
That is the truth as I deem
