If you hadn't run away

Maybe things would be different

I might have lived to see another day

But that's not how the proceedings went

I was told to dispose of you

He gave me the gun and a choice

I couldn't possibly pull through

And I couldn't run from his icy voice

I really wanted you to live

Which is why I made my vow

But perhaps I couldn't really give

You everything you need just now

This world is just an awful dream.

That is the truth as I deem