I don't own Sirius or Remus, but I would love to. J.K. Rowling does. Had this written since a day after the last chapter just too lazy to post it. Dedicated to Remmy and everyone who reviewed! Obviously, my wonderful reviewers don't want this as a slash, so I won't turn it into one. ^_^ Who loves me? ^_^

I don't know what happened after I died, but…I didn't die. Somehow, Sirius showed up just in time to save me. I remember his presence, but nothing else.

"Remmy? You okay today?" I heard Sirius, but couldn't see him.

"Turn on the lights."

"Might be good, huh?" The lights flickered on, but didn't make much difference. My eyes were blurry, and all I could see of my long-haired-hero was a blur with long, matted, black marks for hair.

"Can't see you well." I mutter, and rub my eyes. I can make out lines now, but I close my eyes again. Not much worth seeing.

"Why'd you make me turn on the lights, then?" Sirius jokes. I don't laugh.

"Sorry… didn't mean anything. Anything I can get you, then?" he asks me, looking genuinely concerned.

"No, I think I'll be all right if I rest a bit more."

"Okay…but can I ask you something?" I sigh. I'm beginning to get so tired that my eyes are barely open when I answer him.

"What?"

"Remmy…why do you want to die?" he asks. I snort, pull the covers over me and fall quickly back to sleep.



When I wake up, Sirius is next to me and I feel a lot better. I'm actually able to see now, and I don't feel very dizzy anymore.

"Feeling better now, Moony?" He asks.

"Yeah…" I roll over to face him.

"Can you answer my question now?" He obviously isn't rushing me. I sigh again.

"James and Lily are dead, Peter still is a bastard that hasn't been caught yet, I'm a werewolf…"

"You have me." Sirius interrupts.

"And that's all I have." I reply, bitterly. Silence follows.

"Ready to eat anything now?" He asks finally.

"Whatever you want to fix." I say, smiling weakly. Sirius seems really concerned, and I realize what a true friend must really be. Whatever road I have to take, I know now

that from now on I'll have someone to walk it with me.

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I think my technique is running out as I go, but you guys let me know if I need to do anything to make it better.