Disclaimer: I will never own Evangelion, nor the characters…-_-'…-_-' indeed

Shinji is the type of person that hates to be used and hates to use people, but in this kind of situation anything was worth trying.

Mana, a mix of Misato, Asuka, and Rei, she always cared, but Shinji knew that this wasn't real, no matter how hard she tried she would never make him stay here, he had to escape,….but he loved Mana, she didn't approach him like a step mother the same way Misato did, she didn't force him away like Asuka, and she didn't damn near ignore him like Rei.

"Shinji, You know I wont let you go. You belong here with me!!"

"…"

"Say something!!"

"…This isn't real…"

Mana drew her hand back slapping Shinji across the face, her nails dug into his cheek leaving a thin cut, small amount of blood started to drop to the floor.

"Its real enough!!"

Shinji didn't want to know where she got the handcuffs or the rope, and he didn't have time to even ponder that as another one of Mana's violent slap hit home on his face.

"I'll..I'll let you touch me anywhere you want to, " Mana whispered in his ear as she pointed to the 'desired' spots," I'll be yours every night…"

"…"

"You only have to say you want to stay, it will be perfect…just the two of us."

"…I don't want to stay…"

Shinji almost cried out in agony, as she used all her might to punch him in the chest, yes he was very sure that his ribs were in pieces.

"Why? I swear I'll do anything you want."

"…."

"Why?!!", screamed Mana as she slap Shinji again drawing blood once more.

"…You are using me the same way Asuka was…"

Shocked, Mana slowly backed out of the room, when she reached the doorway she turned and ran.

Mana handcuffed him in such a way, that he had to always stand up, if he just dropped down he would break his wrist and if he sat down to long his arms would become sore, he was glad he had socks on or the rope around his ankles would be causing a very painful rash.

'The only way I can escape is to break these pipes…or I could dislocate my thumb.'

Shinji tried doing the former, only to make his hand and wrist hurt.

Shinji bit his lower lip as he placed his thumb on the pipe, all he had to do was just drop down suddenly then his thumb would jerk to the left either making it look like he four fingers, or it would completely break his thumb off.

'Ok Shinji, this isn't going to be the worst pain you ever felt..'

He was preparing to fall as the door burst open; Mana was now, to Shinji's horror, dressed in Asuka's plug suit.

"Shinji…you can touch me now, but you have to promise not to try anything…unless I ask you to."

"…"

"You don't have to be shy, ill let you press the button."

"…"

"Or do you prefer this.."

Shinji looked up to find Mana, with a yellow sundress on.

He had no way to tell how much time passed, but he would testify on the stand he seen Mana in every outfit that he seen Misato, Rei, and Asuka in, she even had the damn bathing suit Asuka wore.

"I guess that didn't please you, but this will…"

Shinji sighed and looked up to find Mana in her birthday suit and to his credit he didn't even blush, but when Mana started to get closer and closer he was getting a little warm.

"Shinji, I know how lonely you are…they are all gone, even if they wasn't they still wouldn't return you affection. I'm here in front of you…"

She had no idea how much that thought penetrated him, Shinji was lonely most of his life, he didn't even know what friends were till he got to Tokyo-3.

Loneliness…

Of course, Shinji made friends but he always felt lonely.

Laying on the bed listing to his SDAT, nobody ever asked what he wanted to do.

Sitting under the tree while the other boys talked about the girls they liked.

Always the lone person on the court waiting for someone to pass him the ball.

They all but damned near stepped over Shinji to repair the Eva, but he was left with the scars.

In class, everyone else had conversations going on, but Shinji could never speak what was on his mind to anyone.

While he was with his Uncle, he would always be in his room reading a book wondering what the outside world was like, but he could never tell anyone his goals.

When his mother died, he was left in the street; the rain soaked both him and the small teddy bear he held as he cried for father to come back…

He gasped as he felt Mana's breath on his face, he blinked and his hands were free, he pulled Mana close as he started to kiss her on the neck, he groped Mana causing her moan as he found his way up to her lips. He rubbed his thumb against her nipple causing it to harden. Her hand found its way to his pants and reached inside to stoke his swollen manhood.

"Asuka…", as soon as he said it his eye opened, he turned and sped out the door, with Mana right behind him.

"Shinji, its okay!! Just come back!!"

After a while of running around the house, he ran into the basement door which this time around wasn't locked, he turned the knob and slipped in the room just as Mana got around the corner, he closed and locked the door behind him.

"Shinji!! Don't go down there, I forgive you!! Please Shinji!!"

He ignored her as he raced down the steps. He looked around only to come to a very simple conclusion….

'Its empty.'

And indeed it was, it was nothing there at all, the whole room was empty, not one thing just a while open space, as he prepared to go up the steps and try to leave the house, until something  shiny on the floor caught his eye.

He walked around looking on the floor; right in the center of the room was a shiny metal panel, with a handle on top of it. He pulled it up only to find a long ladder leading down.

~*~*~*~*~*~

He was just a few feet from the bottom when he started to get the unexpected headache again.

His vision started to get blurry and he let go of the bars, he landed hard on the metal floor, he coughed up blood as he opened his eye trying to get his bearing, as he stood up the lights started to come one, he coughed up more blood as he looked up.

Blood began to leak out his ear as the headache took on a whole new level of pain.

There in front of him, in full glory was an Eva.

He narrowed his eye to read the writing on the forearm.

"Eva Unit 002."

It was a faint purple like someone combined a light red and blue.

Shinji started to feel dizzy and fainted.

The Eva looked down at fallen Shinji with four small eyes that surrounded one big eye that was in the center.

~*~*~*~*~*~

Shinji instantly got out of the bed and tried to get out of the house only to find the front door locked, he walked into the kitchen and found the knifes. Rushing back to the door he started to hack at the area around the doorknob with the biggest knife he could find. Soon he gave the door a shove and it fell.

He was a good mile away from the house, and he could still see it, but because Mana bought him here he didn't know where Unit 01 was.

"Shinji!!"

Normally Shinji was a pretty fast guy, but the broken ribs and the punctured lung could slow anybody down, Mana was gaining on him and there was nothing he could do.

"Shinji, you are going nowhere, there is nothing out there."

Shinji kept running not giving up, but when Mana tackled him he knew it was over.

"Shinji, you either stay with me or die!!"

 "…", He tried to get up but only hurt himself more in the process

"Shinji, how many times do you want me to tell you," Mana whispered as she touched his face, "I'm here for you, I'll forgive you for every mistake,  I'll do whatever you what me too…I'll kiss you where you want me too. Just let me assist you Shinji."

"But Mana…it isn't valid…we care for each other but…but this is just a fantasy…I don't deserve to be love, I probably destroyed the world, just because I was so stupid."

Mana slowly got off him, her hair covering her eyes, it was obvious she was crying because of the wet drops falling on his shirt.

"…Okay go back to your damn Asuka, or whoever you desire, but I just want you to know that to be without me, is like lying to yourself. But know that I will kill you than let you leave me."

Shinji slowly got up and started walking away. He felt pretty bad but it didn't feel worse than the sudden pain in his head.

"Dear Shinji if you are going to go, it won't be that painless."

Shinji fell to his knees holding his head.

"This is your last chance!! Stay and you will have everything, but if you decline…I'm going to harm you to say the least."

He shook his head, and fell on the ground out cold.

"Let the games begin."

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Well it's the beginning of the end in this story, If you read this far then I really thank you this is my first time writing a story, thanks for the reviews and the last chapter or chapters would be on in a while.

Chibi Fenrir