Hey Chapter 1 ... well yah gonna try and get ch. up everyday kay..YAh! people think my fic doesn't suck thats good..oh yah about my english ... i get a c+ in that class, go figure. I'll try and have better english ... but I'm spanish and I learned english 2 years ago..so bair with me...JOKING! i'm not spanish..just full american...yah! anyways r&r more *smiles* i am so happy!

Matt= 23
Jun=22
Davis/kari/TK/etc.= 18
tai=23
sora=22
mimi=23
joe=23
izzy and others=22


Past and Present
Chapter 1: S-T-A-R {5 years later}

I'm going to try and do this through Jun's pov. okay but some chapters might not be threw anyone's pov.

*Jun's pov.*

Right after highschool, everyone maid plans on what to do. Matt planned on being a rock star and now he is, he is pretty famous actually. Kids in America are crazy about him! Izzy was in the computer bussiness, I don't know exactly what he is doing. Tai, Ken, and my brother are soccar players trying to get into the pro.'s. Actually talking about Tai and Davis, Tai broke up with Sora but they are still good friends and Davis is down cause TK and Kari are togather. So ... well, they are both sort of down at the moment. Miyako and Ken, I think are getting togather. Everyone else moved out without a word or a word to me. Tai and me are back to being friends, but Matt... I remember when he told us he was going to sign a contract for his singing career. That was four years ago, we never really talked much since the time he stood me up in the park with his friends. I'm over that now, not really caring anymore. But, I don't think I ever want to see him again. It took me forever to just forget the way I feel when I was around him. I heard he was dating a model. I need to forget him .. if or when he ever comes back I won't stand a chance against a model! forget matt! Now, I was doing two jobs a waitress at the Black pearl and a waitress at Edge Water Hotel. Those jobs are just paying my way through collage. I'm doing classes to become a designer in the cloths department.

My life was perfect, I got along fine with everyone intill he came back.


I ran towards my apartment, I hate to admit it but at the age of 22 I am still living with my parents. I called Davis, I had asked him to drop off my school bag off at work. But he never did, thanks a lot davis! running up the stairs, I opened up my door quickly. I stumbeled into our apartment. I needed to hurry or I'd be late! I was racing down the hall way to my room when I hear davis laugh. Oh, so he was home! Good, I can yell at him.

"DAVIS!!!" I shouted walking into the living room "What exactly, did I ask you to do for ..." I lost my voice, there sitting on the couch was Matt! A blond girl was beside him and Davis was standing up.

"Uh, hey Jun!" Davis waved.

"Heyyy-" I said. What should I do?

"Um ... hey jun-" Matt shifted in his seat, I guess he didn't really want to see me. Good, he should feel uncomfortable for what he did!

"Hello Matt, It's nice to see you. Who's this?" I asked.

"Oh, thats Tristan Matt's girlfriend. She's a model!" said Davis

"it's nice to meet you." I said, not really i thought she looks like a bitch.

"I guess" she mumbeled.

"So, Jun whats up. I didn't expect you back here till seven. Your going to be late for your class" said Davis looking at the clock that read 5:13. My class started at 5:30!

"Well, who's fault it that!!! I asked you to drop of my stuff."I snapped at him as I ran to my room and grabbed my school bag and pad which was filled up with a lot of my colored sketches and such. I hurried out of my room into the living room.

"bye Davis, Matt, uh... matt's girlfriend" I waved at them running out of the apartment. Once I was down the steps I let out a breath. I could relax now! Well, I didn't know if I relaxed or not because I ran all the way to the bus stop with a heart attack close by. I collasped on the bench and caught my breath. Oh hala, he was back ... he's back to ruin my life. Haha, Jun! I have a pretty blond girlfriend and you aren't it! You'll never have a chance with me! Ohhh, I know matt ... i have no chance to be with you. I just wash away that idea right now! DAMN IT! I missed the bus!!!

"DAMN ITTT!" I shouted punching the bench. A few people looked at me making my blush. What the heck, I could miss 1 class. They don't take attendence anyway! But what should I do? Okay ... 10, 9, 8 .. wait a sec thats for anger not ... 'i don't know what to do's'! Okay, relax.. I'll just go to the park . Yah, go draw something. Standing up, I walked towards the little patch of woods behind the apartment. I used to go there when I was little and write down things in my journal about ... nevermind. Just don't ... don't think about him .. alright, I am not thinking of him ... I SAID I AM NOT THINKIN ... I am! I sighed ... this was just so sad! I slumped against the tree in the middle of the small woods. Opening up my sketch pad to a new peice of paper, taking out a pencil I started to draw. I remembered how my art teacher told me that I drew sloppy but the pictures turned out great still in the end. She had said, I needed to learn to draw 'them' right though. Phweph! whatever ... you draw the way you draw. I started drawing the face of something ... i think a boy. After a few more minutes the shape of the body was done and I started on the face features. I soon relized I was drawing a angel. I added a few more things, then I decided to draw a small woman in the corner as if to say that the angel was a guardian looking over one he loved. The wings needed a bit more work, I started to work on it when ...

"thats really good!"

"uh!" I spun around to see Matt.

"wha.. what are you doing here!". Matt held up a box of cigarettes.

"Oh ... those are bad for you." stupid, stupid, stupid.

"Ohhh ... I never knew" is he mocking me?

"So, where did you learn to draw like that? WHEN did you start drawing?"

"I drew this way even before I met you ... i GUESS you never seemed to care and notice anything about me.. I wasn't just a little girl obsessed with you as my crush ... "

"do you still have one of me?" YESSS!

"Am I obsessing?"

"I guess not ... I thought you had class."

"I missed the bus"

"I could give you a ride' said Matt ... ohh, i would love too!!!

"Um', no thanks. It's okay to miss 1 class once and a while"


"sure"

"positive"

"only fools are positive" smirked Matt

"are you sure?" I smirked back knowing what he's say next.

"positive"

" aww!" I pointed my finger at him. HA! Idiot!

"Oh .. I can't belive I fell for it!"

2 B' Contined .. okay, this fic is getting even suckier... well, I don't know . I think it sucks hopefully i'll get the next chapter out soon..r&r please..thank you for the lovely reveiws!