Hey everyone... glad to be back... again I am blaring music in my ears so
my thoughts are like... bleh... This chapter is a bit sad :/ ... well I
can't sit here and assume you will like it.
I tried my best not to rush it... but I was anxious to get to this one
part... so... it got a tad bit rushed.... I tried ok?
Please no flames... this is where you find out why I don't want flames... well. That reason and because yah :/ just... basically no flames... k? We don't like flames at all. ---
Chapter 2 -- Rude Awakening
"Takeru... I... I love you..." Daisuke said. Takeru blinked and smiled. "I love you too Daisuke." Daisuke's heart raced... He opened his arms for Takeru to jump into... but suddenly... he saw the hate in Takeru's eyes. "Not! Ha! Fag!" Everything went black and Daisuke fell to his knees and covered his face... a spotlight appeared over him... "No Takeru... please... no... Don't do this..." "FAG FAG FAG!" he heard the laughs of Takeru and Hikari.... no this can't be happening...
"Daisuke! Daisuke!" he felt hands on his shoulders... being shaken... "Ta-- takeru?" He sat straight up and looked around. Just a dream.... just... a dream. He put his hand on his head and rubbed. God please never let that dream come true. "Daisuke something horrible has happened!" He heard Jun's voice next to him. Daisuke looked at her. "What... has happened?" He blinked and tilted his head. "I... you have to come downstairs... right now." Jun snatched Daisuke's wrist and pulled him out of the bed. Demiveemon grabbed on to the back of Daisuke's shirt and hitched a ride. "JUN! Slow down!" he stumbled behind his running sister. She pulled him out of his room, down the hall, down the stairs, and into the living room... and she pointed to the TV. "Look!" She yelled. Covering her mouth as she watched the TV. Daisuke's heart stopped beating a moment. "Oh no... Takeru... why Takeru? Hikari was on the plain wasn't she?" Daisuke looked at his sister with an open mouth. He covered his mouth to. "Just listen..." Jun said. Daisuke looked back at the TV.
"Flight 406 mysteriously crashed tonight... Japan to Mexico. There have been no survivors so far..."
Daisuke stared... Japan to Mexico... Not to America... maybe. "But Jun... That is from Japan to Mexico! Not America!" Daisuke perked... Jun put her hands on her brother's shoulder and turned him to face her... she shook him a little "A plane can't stay in the air from Japan to America! They have to land and get off and get on another plane... Yamato called here a minute ago looking for Takeru... he said he heard about it on the news... and he left after calming his brother down to go to Taichi's house to comfort him. He said he called at his house about a million times and Takeru isn't answering.... I said I would send yo--" Daisuke jerked out of Jun's grip and ran to the door... "This can't be happening!" He yelled as he snatched a red sweater up off the ground and pulled it over his head and put his sandals on... with that he dashed out the door. Oh no... Takeru... why did this have to happen to Takeru? Daisuke's depression and issues seemed to vanish at the thought of Takeru out in the cold somewhere. Maybe he just wasn't answering the phone? The poor boy... he loved Hikari a lot... why Hikari... then a flashback hit Daisuke in the head like a rock... oh no... ' He hated this... watching Takeru laugh and hug with Hikari. "I wish she would just... disappear... die... I feel so selfish... I just want him to myself..." '. Guilt hit Daisuke... had he done this? No he couldn't of done this, he had no power like that. It was just something he had said. But still the thought that he had wished for her to die made him feel like this was his entire fault. "KAMI-SAMA! Why? WHY?! Is this happening to me for a reason?!" he yelled at nothing as he ran. He passed the school... almost there. Demiveemon popped out of the back of Daisuke's hoodie and crawled up into the hood... holding onto the back of Daisuke's neck. "Daishuke! Shlow down!" he whimpered. "I can't!" he yelled and took wider strides. No... no... what a rude awakening... But why Takeru? Now it would make it so much harder for Daisuke to tell him! He can't add onto the confusion that Takeru must be feeling at the moment. No Daisuke... don't think of yourself right now... What matters is Takeru is probably hurt... probably? HE IS! That was his angel... his light... his... hope.... Daisuke felt tears on his face... Hikari was his... not Daisuke... he shook his head... NO... don't hate Hikari... She ... she's gone... this is not what you want for Takeru... He skidded to a stop infront of the Ishida residence. "Takeru!" he ran up to the door and knocked... no answer. "Takeru! Are you in there?" he knocked furiously. "TAKERU ANSWER THE DOOR!" ... but there was no answer... "Daishuke!" Demiveemon said and leaped off Daisukes back. But Daisuke ignored him. "TAKERU!" he jumped off the porch and ran to the window next to the door and looked in. The house was empty. He knocked on the window. "TAKERU! ANSWER YOUR DOOR!" There was suddenly a glare of white in the window. He spun around to see Demiveemon had digivolved. "Raidramon!" he blinked.
"Daisuke... mud prints. He isn't inside that house... I can pick up his scent as Raidramon!" Said the big half wolf half rhino with yellow armor. "Get on!" He said. Daisuke climbed on Raidramon's back and scooted up, sitting on his neck. "Raidramon... thank you." He said as Raidramon took off into a run. Great... Takeru had run away... who knows what he was doing out there in the cold? It was defiantly cold... not like freezing ... but enough to make you shiver. A sweater is all you needed to keep warm. "Takeru!" Daisuke yelled. It was dark too... Takeru was out in the cold darkness. Daisuke had been in the cold darkness mentally... and here was the boy he loved... in reality. In a cold darkness, mentally AND physically. It must be hell right now for him. Raidramon slowed to a walk. "There he is." Raidramon nodded to the figure dressed with a black long sleeve shirt that was under a dark red T- shirt. A gilligan hat on his head and tan shorts. He was sitting on a bench under a tree... his elbows place on his knees and both hands holding a picture... he seemed to be staring at it emotionlessly. His eyes where a blank blue color. so dark. and so alone. Daisuke's heart dropped. It was hard thinking about what Takeru was like right now... but seeing him in this state was even worse. "Takeru..." whispered Daisuke as he crawled off Raidramon's back. Raidramon di-digivolved back to Demiveemon and wobbled behind Daisuke. "Takeru... are you ok?" Daisuke said as he walked closer to him.
"Go away..." he heard Takeru say, "I want to be alone..."
"That... that won't help you any Takeru. I saw what happened on TV." Daisuke said... stopping and standing to the side of Takeru... facing him. "How can YOU possibly understand? Not like you have a heart..." Takeru mumbled. Daisuke's hand lifted and was placed over his heart... he squeezed his shirt where his heart was. "That hurt Takeru... look... I don't deserve your insults right now." Daisuke said slowly. There was an awkward silence. "She..." Takeru began... "She's gone." he suddenly broke out crying. Daisuke walked over and sat next to him... squeezing Takeru's shoulder. "I can't stop thinking about... about her... what she said at the airport... and her arms around me... she..."
--flashback--
"Takeru I won't be gone forever... I will be back!" Hikari said and leaned up kissing Takeru's cheek. "Hai... but Hikari I don't know what I will do without you while you are gone... but I guess you are right... at least it's not forever..." Said Takeru blinking. Hikari hugged him... squeezing tight... Takeru wrapped his arms around her and hugged her tight. "I won't have this for a week. I'll miss you angel." he said blushing. "I will miss you to baby.... here" she let go and pulled her whistle from around her neck... she put it around Takeru's neck and smiled... "There... and I will be back. You can have it for now." She put her hands on his cheeks and pulled him down into a kiss. It lasted a while... and finally broke. "I love you Takeru. See you in a week." and she picked up her back and walked onto the plane... leaving Takeru waving bye... and blowing one last kiss.
--end--
"and now... she won't be back for this whistle Daisuke!" he yelled at the picture. "She's gone! I let her go. I never should have let her go." he wiped his tears and shook his head. "I was sitting there thinking about what a dramatic goodbye it must be... but now... it doesn't feel so dramatic... it hurts... so much..." Takeru put his hand on his heart and shut his eyes. "My heart won't stop aching. Now my angel is an angel... and... and she is gone forever... the reality of her being dead... it hits you really hard you know. You stare and think ... ' this can't be real... I see this on TV... I want this to be something I see on TV ' ... I didn't want to believe it... but... she's gone. I can't hold her... touch her ... kiss her... and I keep picturing her sitting there in the airplane... alone... looking out the window, or reading a book, or listening to a CD... then... the G force of the plane going down. everyone crying and yelling... and her yelling my name... and the fear in her eyes as she cries... and holds onto the plane chair.... but I don't want to picture it anymore... I picture her under a scrap of metal... all bruised and dying... and her lasts words are 'help' ... and she lets go... all the pain she must be going through... if she is still alive I want... I want her... but I think of her laying in a hospital bed... in pain... I mean there are some things worse than death..." Takeru put his hands on his face... the picture still between two fingers... and he cried. "Takeru... then be happy that she isn't suffering... where ever she is, she is in a better place and looking down on you... and she is crying because you are hurting... and everyone is hurt... me even... that you are hurt." Daisuke said squeezing Takeru's shoulder. "GO AWAY DAISUKE! You're just a careless asshole... like you could ever have feelings..." Takeru's words drifted off into a mumbled, "I just want to be left alone... alone to die... now that she is gone ... I can't picture living on... knowing she is gone. It's my fault she is gone... I never wanted her to get on the plane... my last... vision of her was the back of her head as I blew a kiss... and I have nothing else but pictures... but the more I look at these pictures the more I want her..." Takeru cried out and jerked Daisuke's hand off his shoulder. "Takeru... I ..." Daisuke was speechless. Who is careless asshole again? Takeru... no... yes... GOD DAMMIT! WHY? Daisuke gritted his teeth and looked away... a tear went down his cheek. and then more... and more... he cried silently. He wanted to say 'you don't know me very well Takeru... I am not a careless asshole with no heart...' but if he did then that would be like 'I don't care about Hikari and your feelings... how could you say something like that to me? I am trying to help!' ... but if he said 'everything will be ok... she's in a better place.' .... he would look like some clueless dense asshole who can't hear the insults. "Just go away Daisuke... I WANT YOU TO GO AWAY!" Takeru yelled... staring at the picture... Daisuke stood up... he wanted to cry... he felt the pain in his chest as he held back the angry tears. "TAKERU! YOU ARE SO HEARTLESS! HERE I AM TRYING TO HELP AND ALL YOU CAN DO IS INSULT ME!? WHO THE FUCK IS THE HEARTLESS ONE!?" Daisuke stomped and turned and began to walk. "FINE THEN! If you want me gone so bad then I will leave you... leave you to morn in self-pity while I go on with my life! OK!? I WILL LEAVE YOU ALONE! Have a nice life Takeru. Good... GOOD RIDANCE!" Daisuke wanted to run but he kept a steady pace as he walked away from Takeru. Daisuke... why are you still walking? he asked himself. Because there might be something in Takeru that will make him stand up and say sorry... maybe there is still something there that could ever have loved Daisuke. Daisuke wiped his tears away angrily... "Come on Demiveemon..." Daisuke said harshly. Demiveemon bounded behind Daisuke. "Daisuke..." he heard a voice... Takeru. He kept walking... ignoring Takeru. "Daisuke!" Daisuke heard footsteps behind him... "What Takeru?!" Daisuke spun around. There he was... standing... the picture in two hands and held to his chest... his head hung and eyes shadowed by his blond bangs. He was so beautiful. Daisuke's anger flushed away... "I... I'm sorry Daisuke... I don't want to be alone... I just want my angel back... give her back to me!" he fell to his knees and dropped the picture... crying. Daisuke walked up to him and got down on his knees. "Takeru... please don't cry." Daisuke said softly, he put his hands on Takeru's shoulders. Suddenly Takeru leaned in, falling off his knees and onto his side... and he grabbed Daisuke's sweater with his clenched fists and put his head on the back of his palms. Daisuke sat there a moment, and slowly lifted his hands and put them on Takeru's back. Holding him tightly. "I'm so sorry Takeru... I never wanted you to go through something like this..." Takeru clenched his fists tighter and made louder crying noises... nuzzling his wet face into Daisuke's chest. "I can't take this pain... it's to much Daisuke! I want her to come back... just one more day god... just one more day!" there was a pause between sentences for Takeru, "But... then I would want her even more... after that... one day." Takeru seemed to have calmed down a little as he spoke. "I wish someone could take this pain away... I will never be able to love someone like I loved Hikari..." Takeru began to talk to himself more and more... forgetting Daisuke was holding him. "Takeru... I wish that I could take this pain away and out of your heart... but... we need to get you home right now..."
"I don't want... to go home... " Takeru said weakly... He had been crying so much that he had lost a lot of energy. "take me anywhere except home..." and... he fell asleep in Daisuke's arms. Daisuke blinked and looked down at Takeru. He covered his mouth and blushed. Oh Kami-sama... Takeru just fell... fell asleep in my arms... but... it wasn't on purpose... "Takeru..." he whispered and moved some of Takeru's blond strands of hair from his shuteyes. He leaned down... wanting to... kiss him... he stopped and shut his eyes tightly... looking away... no Daisuke... don't you dare. He scolded himself and stood up... picking Takeru up like a little baby. His head lolled to one side and feel against Daisuke's chest... both hands fell on his own chest. Daisuke stared at Takeru for a moment with lust in his eyes. He shut them and sighed... and began to walk home.
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gomenasai. it's a little short.
Please no flames... this is where you find out why I don't want flames... well. That reason and because yah :/ just... basically no flames... k? We don't like flames at all. ---
Chapter 2 -- Rude Awakening
"Takeru... I... I love you..." Daisuke said. Takeru blinked and smiled. "I love you too Daisuke." Daisuke's heart raced... He opened his arms for Takeru to jump into... but suddenly... he saw the hate in Takeru's eyes. "Not! Ha! Fag!" Everything went black and Daisuke fell to his knees and covered his face... a spotlight appeared over him... "No Takeru... please... no... Don't do this..." "FAG FAG FAG!" he heard the laughs of Takeru and Hikari.... no this can't be happening...
"Daisuke! Daisuke!" he felt hands on his shoulders... being shaken... "Ta-- takeru?" He sat straight up and looked around. Just a dream.... just... a dream. He put his hand on his head and rubbed. God please never let that dream come true. "Daisuke something horrible has happened!" He heard Jun's voice next to him. Daisuke looked at her. "What... has happened?" He blinked and tilted his head. "I... you have to come downstairs... right now." Jun snatched Daisuke's wrist and pulled him out of the bed. Demiveemon grabbed on to the back of Daisuke's shirt and hitched a ride. "JUN! Slow down!" he stumbled behind his running sister. She pulled him out of his room, down the hall, down the stairs, and into the living room... and she pointed to the TV. "Look!" She yelled. Covering her mouth as she watched the TV. Daisuke's heart stopped beating a moment. "Oh no... Takeru... why Takeru? Hikari was on the plain wasn't she?" Daisuke looked at his sister with an open mouth. He covered his mouth to. "Just listen..." Jun said. Daisuke looked back at the TV.
"Flight 406 mysteriously crashed tonight... Japan to Mexico. There have been no survivors so far..."
Daisuke stared... Japan to Mexico... Not to America... maybe. "But Jun... That is from Japan to Mexico! Not America!" Daisuke perked... Jun put her hands on her brother's shoulder and turned him to face her... she shook him a little "A plane can't stay in the air from Japan to America! They have to land and get off and get on another plane... Yamato called here a minute ago looking for Takeru... he said he heard about it on the news... and he left after calming his brother down to go to Taichi's house to comfort him. He said he called at his house about a million times and Takeru isn't answering.... I said I would send yo--" Daisuke jerked out of Jun's grip and ran to the door... "This can't be happening!" He yelled as he snatched a red sweater up off the ground and pulled it over his head and put his sandals on... with that he dashed out the door. Oh no... Takeru... why did this have to happen to Takeru? Daisuke's depression and issues seemed to vanish at the thought of Takeru out in the cold somewhere. Maybe he just wasn't answering the phone? The poor boy... he loved Hikari a lot... why Hikari... then a flashback hit Daisuke in the head like a rock... oh no... ' He hated this... watching Takeru laugh and hug with Hikari. "I wish she would just... disappear... die... I feel so selfish... I just want him to myself..." '. Guilt hit Daisuke... had he done this? No he couldn't of done this, he had no power like that. It was just something he had said. But still the thought that he had wished for her to die made him feel like this was his entire fault. "KAMI-SAMA! Why? WHY?! Is this happening to me for a reason?!" he yelled at nothing as he ran. He passed the school... almost there. Demiveemon popped out of the back of Daisuke's hoodie and crawled up into the hood... holding onto the back of Daisuke's neck. "Daishuke! Shlow down!" he whimpered. "I can't!" he yelled and took wider strides. No... no... what a rude awakening... But why Takeru? Now it would make it so much harder for Daisuke to tell him! He can't add onto the confusion that Takeru must be feeling at the moment. No Daisuke... don't think of yourself right now... What matters is Takeru is probably hurt... probably? HE IS! That was his angel... his light... his... hope.... Daisuke felt tears on his face... Hikari was his... not Daisuke... he shook his head... NO... don't hate Hikari... She ... she's gone... this is not what you want for Takeru... He skidded to a stop infront of the Ishida residence. "Takeru!" he ran up to the door and knocked... no answer. "Takeru! Are you in there?" he knocked furiously. "TAKERU ANSWER THE DOOR!" ... but there was no answer... "Daishuke!" Demiveemon said and leaped off Daisukes back. But Daisuke ignored him. "TAKERU!" he jumped off the porch and ran to the window next to the door and looked in. The house was empty. He knocked on the window. "TAKERU! ANSWER YOUR DOOR!" There was suddenly a glare of white in the window. He spun around to see Demiveemon had digivolved. "Raidramon!" he blinked.
"Daisuke... mud prints. He isn't inside that house... I can pick up his scent as Raidramon!" Said the big half wolf half rhino with yellow armor. "Get on!" He said. Daisuke climbed on Raidramon's back and scooted up, sitting on his neck. "Raidramon... thank you." He said as Raidramon took off into a run. Great... Takeru had run away... who knows what he was doing out there in the cold? It was defiantly cold... not like freezing ... but enough to make you shiver. A sweater is all you needed to keep warm. "Takeru!" Daisuke yelled. It was dark too... Takeru was out in the cold darkness. Daisuke had been in the cold darkness mentally... and here was the boy he loved... in reality. In a cold darkness, mentally AND physically. It must be hell right now for him. Raidramon slowed to a walk. "There he is." Raidramon nodded to the figure dressed with a black long sleeve shirt that was under a dark red T- shirt. A gilligan hat on his head and tan shorts. He was sitting on a bench under a tree... his elbows place on his knees and both hands holding a picture... he seemed to be staring at it emotionlessly. His eyes where a blank blue color. so dark. and so alone. Daisuke's heart dropped. It was hard thinking about what Takeru was like right now... but seeing him in this state was even worse. "Takeru..." whispered Daisuke as he crawled off Raidramon's back. Raidramon di-digivolved back to Demiveemon and wobbled behind Daisuke. "Takeru... are you ok?" Daisuke said as he walked closer to him.
"Go away..." he heard Takeru say, "I want to be alone..."
"That... that won't help you any Takeru. I saw what happened on TV." Daisuke said... stopping and standing to the side of Takeru... facing him. "How can YOU possibly understand? Not like you have a heart..." Takeru mumbled. Daisuke's hand lifted and was placed over his heart... he squeezed his shirt where his heart was. "That hurt Takeru... look... I don't deserve your insults right now." Daisuke said slowly. There was an awkward silence. "She..." Takeru began... "She's gone." he suddenly broke out crying. Daisuke walked over and sat next to him... squeezing Takeru's shoulder. "I can't stop thinking about... about her... what she said at the airport... and her arms around me... she..."
--flashback--
"Takeru I won't be gone forever... I will be back!" Hikari said and leaned up kissing Takeru's cheek. "Hai... but Hikari I don't know what I will do without you while you are gone... but I guess you are right... at least it's not forever..." Said Takeru blinking. Hikari hugged him... squeezing tight... Takeru wrapped his arms around her and hugged her tight. "I won't have this for a week. I'll miss you angel." he said blushing. "I will miss you to baby.... here" she let go and pulled her whistle from around her neck... she put it around Takeru's neck and smiled... "There... and I will be back. You can have it for now." She put her hands on his cheeks and pulled him down into a kiss. It lasted a while... and finally broke. "I love you Takeru. See you in a week." and she picked up her back and walked onto the plane... leaving Takeru waving bye... and blowing one last kiss.
--end--
"and now... she won't be back for this whistle Daisuke!" he yelled at the picture. "She's gone! I let her go. I never should have let her go." he wiped his tears and shook his head. "I was sitting there thinking about what a dramatic goodbye it must be... but now... it doesn't feel so dramatic... it hurts... so much..." Takeru put his hand on his heart and shut his eyes. "My heart won't stop aching. Now my angel is an angel... and... and she is gone forever... the reality of her being dead... it hits you really hard you know. You stare and think ... ' this can't be real... I see this on TV... I want this to be something I see on TV ' ... I didn't want to believe it... but... she's gone. I can't hold her... touch her ... kiss her... and I keep picturing her sitting there in the airplane... alone... looking out the window, or reading a book, or listening to a CD... then... the G force of the plane going down. everyone crying and yelling... and her yelling my name... and the fear in her eyes as she cries... and holds onto the plane chair.... but I don't want to picture it anymore... I picture her under a scrap of metal... all bruised and dying... and her lasts words are 'help' ... and she lets go... all the pain she must be going through... if she is still alive I want... I want her... but I think of her laying in a hospital bed... in pain... I mean there are some things worse than death..." Takeru put his hands on his face... the picture still between two fingers... and he cried. "Takeru... then be happy that she isn't suffering... where ever she is, she is in a better place and looking down on you... and she is crying because you are hurting... and everyone is hurt... me even... that you are hurt." Daisuke said squeezing Takeru's shoulder. "GO AWAY DAISUKE! You're just a careless asshole... like you could ever have feelings..." Takeru's words drifted off into a mumbled, "I just want to be left alone... alone to die... now that she is gone ... I can't picture living on... knowing she is gone. It's my fault she is gone... I never wanted her to get on the plane... my last... vision of her was the back of her head as I blew a kiss... and I have nothing else but pictures... but the more I look at these pictures the more I want her..." Takeru cried out and jerked Daisuke's hand off his shoulder. "Takeru... I ..." Daisuke was speechless. Who is careless asshole again? Takeru... no... yes... GOD DAMMIT! WHY? Daisuke gritted his teeth and looked away... a tear went down his cheek. and then more... and more... he cried silently. He wanted to say 'you don't know me very well Takeru... I am not a careless asshole with no heart...' but if he did then that would be like 'I don't care about Hikari and your feelings... how could you say something like that to me? I am trying to help!' ... but if he said 'everything will be ok... she's in a better place.' .... he would look like some clueless dense asshole who can't hear the insults. "Just go away Daisuke... I WANT YOU TO GO AWAY!" Takeru yelled... staring at the picture... Daisuke stood up... he wanted to cry... he felt the pain in his chest as he held back the angry tears. "TAKERU! YOU ARE SO HEARTLESS! HERE I AM TRYING TO HELP AND ALL YOU CAN DO IS INSULT ME!? WHO THE FUCK IS THE HEARTLESS ONE!?" Daisuke stomped and turned and began to walk. "FINE THEN! If you want me gone so bad then I will leave you... leave you to morn in self-pity while I go on with my life! OK!? I WILL LEAVE YOU ALONE! Have a nice life Takeru. Good... GOOD RIDANCE!" Daisuke wanted to run but he kept a steady pace as he walked away from Takeru. Daisuke... why are you still walking? he asked himself. Because there might be something in Takeru that will make him stand up and say sorry... maybe there is still something there that could ever have loved Daisuke. Daisuke wiped his tears away angrily... "Come on Demiveemon..." Daisuke said harshly. Demiveemon bounded behind Daisuke. "Daisuke..." he heard a voice... Takeru. He kept walking... ignoring Takeru. "Daisuke!" Daisuke heard footsteps behind him... "What Takeru?!" Daisuke spun around. There he was... standing... the picture in two hands and held to his chest... his head hung and eyes shadowed by his blond bangs. He was so beautiful. Daisuke's anger flushed away... "I... I'm sorry Daisuke... I don't want to be alone... I just want my angel back... give her back to me!" he fell to his knees and dropped the picture... crying. Daisuke walked up to him and got down on his knees. "Takeru... please don't cry." Daisuke said softly, he put his hands on Takeru's shoulders. Suddenly Takeru leaned in, falling off his knees and onto his side... and he grabbed Daisuke's sweater with his clenched fists and put his head on the back of his palms. Daisuke sat there a moment, and slowly lifted his hands and put them on Takeru's back. Holding him tightly. "I'm so sorry Takeru... I never wanted you to go through something like this..." Takeru clenched his fists tighter and made louder crying noises... nuzzling his wet face into Daisuke's chest. "I can't take this pain... it's to much Daisuke! I want her to come back... just one more day god... just one more day!" there was a pause between sentences for Takeru, "But... then I would want her even more... after that... one day." Takeru seemed to have calmed down a little as he spoke. "I wish someone could take this pain away... I will never be able to love someone like I loved Hikari..." Takeru began to talk to himself more and more... forgetting Daisuke was holding him. "Takeru... I wish that I could take this pain away and out of your heart... but... we need to get you home right now..."
"I don't want... to go home... " Takeru said weakly... He had been crying so much that he had lost a lot of energy. "take me anywhere except home..." and... he fell asleep in Daisuke's arms. Daisuke blinked and looked down at Takeru. He covered his mouth and blushed. Oh Kami-sama... Takeru just fell... fell asleep in my arms... but... it wasn't on purpose... "Takeru..." he whispered and moved some of Takeru's blond strands of hair from his shuteyes. He leaned down... wanting to... kiss him... he stopped and shut his eyes tightly... looking away... no Daisuke... don't you dare. He scolded himself and stood up... picking Takeru up like a little baby. His head lolled to one side and feel against Daisuke's chest... both hands fell on his own chest. Daisuke stared at Takeru for a moment with lust in his eyes. He shut them and sighed... and began to walk home.
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gomenasai. it's a little short.
