Another Time
A FFX fic by Kashiwa
Note: I don't own anything except for EVERYTHING!!! HAHAHAHAHA! Your pitiful lives belong to me now!
"Wakka. Wak-ka. Wa-kka," I say to myself as I sit, staring at the stars above. As unusual a moment as this is, it has now becoming a routine for me. Every moment of my short-lived existence has been spent thinking about him. That is because he is my everything; without him, I would surely fade away into nothingness. I suppose you would say I love him.
Unfortunately, he does not even seem to care about me. I mean, sure, he cares about me a lot as a friend, but I know that there is nothing more than friendship between us.
I need to tell him how I feel. My life will never have a point unless I do. What if I die, and he never finds out that I love him? I am past the stage of fear of embarrassment, and well past shyness. I am tired of hiding behind my stone-cold face, and tired of keeping a straight face. I want to be with him forever, and prove to him that we could be happy together.
I am up and walking, now. I can see him inside his hut. He is alone, and not doing anything but sitting there alone. This is my perfect chance to confess! All right! *huff puff, huff puff* I can do this! I have reached his door now, and I wonder-How will I word this...? Wakka, I know we are just friends, but-no. Wakka, I love you-no. Alright, I'll just do it.
I knock on the door. "Come in," he says in his sexy, masculine, but also colorful voice." I enter the room, and he looks a little relieved to see me. "Lu, I'm glad you're here." What? Could it be...that he...? Maybe I should-
"We need to talk," the two of us say simultaneously. "Um, you go first," I say in my bored, almost monotonous voice. He looks really upset, and it makes me feel the same. I see now that whatever it is, he is not in any way excited or glad to be talking about it. "Well?" I say, feigning impatience.
"Well, you know Tidus, right?" he says.
"Of course I do, Wakka! He is pretty much the leader of our group now!" I say angrily. "Anyway, what about him?"
"I...the way I feel when I'm around him...it's--it feels strange. Kinda like..."
"Please, Wakka, I don't have time for this. Just spit it out, I have somewhere to be."
"I think I love him."
I pass out for a split second, and when I wake up, I am in his arms, staring at his scruffy face. I cannot believe what I have just heard. "Lu! Lu! Are you okay!?" he asks worriedly.
"Yes, yes. I am fine. I just need to drink a little more water." I look at his eyes, and I can see that my lie isn't working. He looks as if he is about to burst into tears, but he doesn't. Not that I expected a guardian to do such a thing, but still...
"Anyways, Lu-What did you want to talk to me about?"
"Oh. Uh...it's nothing. I just...wanted some bread." I take some bread and quickly leave. I think it can wait a little longer. I will tell him another time.
Yes. Another time...
A FFX fic by Kashiwa
Note: I don't own anything except for EVERYTHING!!! HAHAHAHAHA! Your pitiful lives belong to me now!
"Wakka. Wak-ka. Wa-kka," I say to myself as I sit, staring at the stars above. As unusual a moment as this is, it has now becoming a routine for me. Every moment of my short-lived existence has been spent thinking about him. That is because he is my everything; without him, I would surely fade away into nothingness. I suppose you would say I love him.
Unfortunately, he does not even seem to care about me. I mean, sure, he cares about me a lot as a friend, but I know that there is nothing more than friendship between us.
I need to tell him how I feel. My life will never have a point unless I do. What if I die, and he never finds out that I love him? I am past the stage of fear of embarrassment, and well past shyness. I am tired of hiding behind my stone-cold face, and tired of keeping a straight face. I want to be with him forever, and prove to him that we could be happy together.
I am up and walking, now. I can see him inside his hut. He is alone, and not doing anything but sitting there alone. This is my perfect chance to confess! All right! *huff puff, huff puff* I can do this! I have reached his door now, and I wonder-How will I word this...? Wakka, I know we are just friends, but-no. Wakka, I love you-no. Alright, I'll just do it.
I knock on the door. "Come in," he says in his sexy, masculine, but also colorful voice." I enter the room, and he looks a little relieved to see me. "Lu, I'm glad you're here." What? Could it be...that he...? Maybe I should-
"We need to talk," the two of us say simultaneously. "Um, you go first," I say in my bored, almost monotonous voice. He looks really upset, and it makes me feel the same. I see now that whatever it is, he is not in any way excited or glad to be talking about it. "Well?" I say, feigning impatience.
"Well, you know Tidus, right?" he says.
"Of course I do, Wakka! He is pretty much the leader of our group now!" I say angrily. "Anyway, what about him?"
"I...the way I feel when I'm around him...it's--it feels strange. Kinda like..."
"Please, Wakka, I don't have time for this. Just spit it out, I have somewhere to be."
"I think I love him."
I pass out for a split second, and when I wake up, I am in his arms, staring at his scruffy face. I cannot believe what I have just heard. "Lu! Lu! Are you okay!?" he asks worriedly.
"Yes, yes. I am fine. I just need to drink a little more water." I look at his eyes, and I can see that my lie isn't working. He looks as if he is about to burst into tears, but he doesn't. Not that I expected a guardian to do such a thing, but still...
"Anyways, Lu-What did you want to talk to me about?"
"Oh. Uh...it's nothing. I just...wanted some bread." I take some bread and quickly leave. I think it can wait a little longer. I will tell him another time.
Yes. Another time...
