Health.
I wish I was healthy.
But I know I won't be.
I Have Autism, Anxiety, and ADHD.
I have Depression, Back and Neck Pain, Abandonment Issues, Low Self Esteem, and PTSD.
Because of my health problems It's hard to just get out of bed in the morning
If I'd died I doubt (but hope) people would be mourning.
Because of my Autism some people think I'm stupid. Because of my Back and Neck Pain I have horrible movement.
Because of my Anxiety it's hard to talk. Because of My Abandonment Issues I don't know what do, but just stop.
Because of my ADHD I could barely make this poem or do work at all. Because of my Depression I feel like getting thrown into a wall.
Because of my Low Self Esteem I just feel awful on the daily.
"You're fat. You're ygly. You're crazy. You're stupid. You're dumb. You're lazy."
My health problems seriously get to me a lot and there are times where I can't take it.
But for now I guess I'll just have to grin and fake it.
Fake that everything is okay.
I'll grin and fake that everything is okay for now.
