THIS FIC CONTAINS EXPLICIT SMUT. ALEX IN THIS FIC IS INTERSEX AND HAS A PENIS. ALL CHARACTERS INVOLVED ARE OVER 18. PLEASE ENJOY!
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The closer Alex got to her apartment door, the happier she felt.
She tried to hide her smile as she searched for her keys. The glow radiating from a familiar presence in her home made her heart flutter. It was a shame that she couldn't be surprised. But, that was the power that Steph held. Alex's girlfriend was her literal aura of sunshine, especially whenever she was feeling particularly jovial, as Alex could tell from a great distance.
When she finally found her keys, Alex entered the building only to be welcomed by complete darkness. She had lost track of the time after spending most of the day looking after Ethan. It wasn't an unpleasant experience. Ethan was such a sweet kid and like a little brother. Though, Alex would be lying if she said that she was hoping to spend more time with Steph today. After all, it was a special day. It wasn't surprising that in the darkness, Alex could see warm red and oranges bursting like fireworks from where Steph was hiding. The shadows were no ally of hers when Alex was around. Still, she wanted to act surprised that Steph was here.
Suddenly, the lights came on and despite what she believed…Alex was still surprised by what she saw.
''Judging by the look on your face, I can confidently say I've bamboozled you with the décor!''
Steph's proud statement was answered with an assured nod from Alex as she stared at the interior of her apartment. Rose petals were scattered around the floor. Candles illuminated the room with a warm orange glow, contrasting nicely with the lights shining through the windows because of the starry night sky. In the middle of the room, bringing the entire romantic scenery together was a large table with a freshly prepared dinner at the center. The stunning sight left Alex lost for words as she felt herself being lifted off her feet and swept into the arms of her girlfriend. They laughed and embraced as Alex tried not to become overwhelmed with the amount of positive energy she was absorbing.
''How did you do all of this so quickly?'' Alex asked.
Steph let out a playful gasp and folded her arms across her chest. ''What? I can help with making a kickass fantasy-themed campaign across an entire town, but setting up a candlelit dinner for my girlfriend is too much of a stretch for you?''
''You know what I meant.''
As much as Alex wanted to come back with a witty retort, she was too happy to fault her girlfriend's efforts, even in a playful way. Even though they had only been for a year, Alex knew that Steph was the one for her. She was cool, daring, beautiful, and had a spirit and heart that no one could compare to. Steph was everything to her. However, there was one aspect of their relationship that hadn't been addressed. Alex knew that one day it would come to the surface. She had hoped to keep it hidden. But, if she wanted to spend her life with Steph, she knew that one day she would have to reveal her biggest secret. Well, the biggest secret aside from her empath abilities.
Like most loving couples, Alex and Steph were physically intimate with each other. Although, that was only to a certain level. Cuddles and kisses were bountiful between them. And Alex loved every second of it. But, when Steph would start to escalate things, Alex would put those plans on hold, claiming that she wasn't ready. Steph was completely understanding; never pushing Alex into doing anything she didn't want to. Steph was so sweet and caring. Alex didn't know how she got so lucky. The truth was that she wanted to do more with her. She'd give anything to go all the way with Steph. But, her fear chained her. A fear that Alex had carried for years whenever she thought that she was getting close to new people.
Alex didn't want to let those creeping doubts stop her from enjoying this night with Steph. So, she cast them aside and spent all of her time and energy on her wonderful girlfriend. They enjoyed a lovely dinner. Worked on some new music together, with playful dancing in between. There were a few video games where they competed too aggressively with each other. That's when happens when a couple tries to one-up each other with Mario Kart.
The night was truly wonderful for Alex. And she could tell that Steph was enjoying herself. The aura around her was radiant. Alex's heart fluttered at the sight. But, there was something else. A slight tinge of red glowing from Steph. It wasn't the fiery crimson aura that resembled anger. No, what Alex felt was lust coming from Steph. Steph wanted her. And Alex replicated those feelings. She didn't need to mimic Steph's emotions for that. Her desire was genuine. She could tell whenever they kissed. Their embraces would deepen and Steph's hands would wander to certain areas. Time and time again, Alex declined the invitation to go further. Steph always assured her that she would wait until Alex was ready.
But, would Steph still feel the same way if she knew about Alex's secret?
The clock struck midnight, and Alex and Steph were nestled on the couch in the middle of a heated make-out session. The music in the background had shifted into a tune that was softer, slower and more sensual. Alex knew where this was going. She should put a stop to it. But, Steph was such a fantastic kisser. She didn't want to stop. Steph's hands snuck underneath her shirt to caress her skin. An aroused moan slipped out of Alex's mouth as Steph licked her lips.
''I love you, Alex,'' Steph whispered.
''I love you too.''
Steph took a chance and stroked downward. Her hands roamed to the rhythm of the music, almost as if she was still dancing. Alex hummed in approval. She felt Steph kiss down to her neck, sucking softly on her skin. That would be another hickey left behind. Alex didn't mind. However, she froze when she felt Steph's hand rest on her thigh.
Alex pulled away sharply, causing Steph to stop and stare at her. ''Are you okay?''
''Sorry, it's just that…I…I was caught off-guard and…''
Her excuses were beginning to wear thin and she knew it. She could literally see the frustration burning from Steph. There were only so many times she could disappoint her girlfriend. Alex looked away glumly as Steph sat up. ''Am I doing something wrong?''
''What?'' Alex gasped. ''No, of course not! It's not you, it's me!''
Steph rolled her eyes. ''You're just saying that. I promise you that I will never do anything you don't want to do. It's just that I feel so alive when I'm with you. I can't help myself. I want you, even if you don't…''
''I do!'' Alex said quickly.
Her declaration made Steph quirk her brow in confusion. ''Are you afraid I'm going to hurt you?''
''I know you'd never hurt me, and I'd never want to hurt you.'' Alex sighed.
She felt like she was being back against a wall; not by Steph, but by her own self-consciousness. She wanted to make love with her girlfriend. She desired that more than anything in the world. Every time she pushed away. She could see that Steph was hurting. She never considered the idea that Steph would be blaming herself for Alex's actions. This night was going so well. This relationship meant everything to Alex.
She couldn't keep any more secrets if she wanted this to work.
Alex breathed heavily. ''I need to tell you something.''
Steph shuffled closer and took Alex's hand. ''Hey, whatever it is, I'm here for you.''
Somehow, Alex fell more in love with this girl with every passing day.
Staring up at the ceiling for a brief moment, Alex sighed and fought against the wall inside of her mind. If she jumped over that obstacle, she would find the strength to tell Steph her secret. How was this more difficult than telling her she could see and feel other people's emotions like a superhero? Well, maybe because having superpowers was seen as more cool and exceptional than how her body was when she was born.
''I'm a woman…'' Alex said. ''But, I'm also Intersex. I was born different from what society would class as the biological norm.''
Steph's eyes flickered from side to side as she tried to register what Alex was telling her. ''Oh, are you comfortable with saying?''
''Basically, I'm a chick with a dick.''
She saw Steph's eyes widen for a split second. Alex could see all kinds of colors fluttering around Steph's body. Confusion. Comprehension. Steph was trying to absorb this information.
''I know that's probably not what you want,'' Alex continued. ''I understand if you want to leave. If you feel that you've been lied to, then I won't stop you from walking out of that door and…''
Despite her best attempts, Alex couldn't stop the tears from stinging her eyes. This hurt so much more than she expected. She didn't want to lose Steph, but she feared that the woman would be disgusted by her and never want to see her again. Any hopes of being strong in the face of a potential break-up were dashed out of the window as Alex felt a sharp pain in her chest. She couldn't do this. She didn't want to do this.
Suddenly, she felt a pair of arms wrap around her, and a comforting warmth overwhelmed her. Steph was hugging her so tightly that Alex almost couldn't breathe.
''I'm not leaving,'' Steph said softly. ''I'm staying with you.''
''Really?''
''Of course,'' Steph pulled away so that they could lock eyes. She cupped her girlfriend's cheek tenderly. ''I love you so much, Alex Chen. I can't imagine how much courage that must have taken for you to tell me something so private about yourself. But, that doesn't matter to you. I feel in love with you because you are this amazing and badass chick with a heart of gold. Why would I ever want you to leave?''
Alex rested her head on Steph's palm and stared into the distance. ''You're not my first relationship. At least…I think what I had before counted as relationships. Either way, I've had experiences with some of the other girls in the foster system. But, every time they learnt that I was Intersex, they would freak out and make my life a living hell. I never wanted to go through anything like that ever again.''
''That's awful,'' Steph said. She saw a tear run down Alex's cheek, so she brushed it away with her thumb.
''I didn't want to lose you too.'' Alex sobbed. ''But, I couldn't keep this a secret from you any longer.''
''Listen to me. You could have told me earlier. But, that's up to you. I'm sorry that I put you in a situation where you had to tell me all of this. I want you to know that I love you for the person that you are, inside and out. I love you with my whole heart and I would never trade that for anything else in the world.''
Alex was in disbelief. She had been hurt so many times in the past. She almost didn't believe the words coming out of Steph's mouth. But, she could see it in her girlfriend's aura. She was sincere. Her love for Alex was never-ending. Beautiful flames rippled from her, causing Alex to jump for joy into Steph's arms, thanking her a thousand times.
''Thank you!'' Alex cried. ''Thank you for accepting me.''
''Screw anyone that wouldn't accept you. Though, with that being said,'' Steph pulled out of the hug so that they could come face to face. ''It's now too late for any other girl. You're stuck with me now.''
''Oh, the horror,'' Alex giggled sarcastically.
Their lips crashed together with renewed love and passion. Nothing was holding them back now. Alex felt liberated. She could kiss her girlfriend without any fear or worry. Her heart felt complete. Soon, it became apparent that Steph was thankful to be free of any lingering doubt regarding how far to take things with Alex. Her hands traversed her girlfriend's body without any hesitation. She kissed her and caressed her with all of the love that she had for her.
A quiet moan slips out of Alex's mouth as she felt Steph's hand rubbing between her legs. Beneath her jeans, she could feel a rising tension reacting to Steph's touch.
Steph felt a bulge taking shape. ''Do you trust me?'' she asked.
''I do,'' Alex replied assuredly.
''May I?''
Alex glanced down and saw that her girlfriend was trying to open her pants. A moment of hesitation flashed across Alex's face. However, that didn't last. The second she saw the love in Steph's eyes, she knew that she had nothing to worry about. On the contrary, she was excited that she could finally be truly intimate with her girlfriend. After a while, Alex nodded.
Once she had her consent, Steph fumbled with Alex's pants to try and free her dick. ''Just to let you know, this is going to be my first experience doing something like this.''
''That's okay. You do whatever you want.''
''I will.'' Steph purred.
She hoped that the faux confidence would ease Alex's nerves. Steph wanted to make this a good first time for her. She deserved it after all that she had been through. Steph would be lying if she said that handling dicks was something she had wanted to do. But, if it was Alex, she was more than happy to go for it. When Alex's jeans and pants were loosened, Steph reached in and immediately felt her hardness. They moaned in unison as Steph wrapped her fingers around the shaft and pulled it out.
''Oh, wow,'' Steph moaned as she stared at Alex's cock. ''It's bigger than I thought.''
Once again, Alex was unable to think of a witty response. Her mind was buzzing over the fact that her girlfriend was jerking her off. She had dreamt of this moment. But, she never thought it would actually happen.
As Steph continued to pump Alex's shaft, she felt it growing in her hand. Much to her surprise, Alex still wasn't fully erect. Steph wasn't completely oblivious. She had seen a penis or two from dudes in college and online. However, Alex was massive in comparison to them. Her thickness was also nothing to scoff at. It reached a point where Steph's fingers could no longer fully curl around the girth. Seeing Alex harden encouraged her to stroke faster and harder, earning more moans out of her girlfriend. Her lip twitched into a smile. The cock was throbbing intensely in her hand. Steph was bewitched by the sensation.
Seeing that Steph was distracted, Alex took this opportunity to swoop in and land a passionate kiss on her girlfriend's lips. ''Shall we take this to the bedroom?''
Steph grinned. ''I thought you'd never ask.''
Leading the way, Steph couldn't hide the extra bounce in her step. Her eagerness was infectious as Alex was beaming brightly. When they entered the bedroom, Steph stared at Alex once more. She looked incredibly hot with her cock hanging out of her loose jeans, especially now that she was full size.
''I want to see all of you,'' Steph said.
Alex released a shaky breath. ''Okay.''
She settled on the bed and reached for the bottom of her shirt. However, there was still a brief flash of hesitation. She gazed at Steph and forced a smile. Steph didn't need to be an empath to know that Alex was still nervous.
''Here,'' Steph said, stopping Alex in her tracks. ''Let me go first.''
Before Alex could question her, Steph started to strip in front of her. Alex's jaw dropped at the sight of Steph's body coming into full view. Pieces of her clothing were flung across the bedroom as Steph swayed her hips and ran her hands up and down her body. Alex's excitement was evident as her cock twitched. When Steph was finally nude, Alex took a moment to admire her girlfriend's body.
''You like what you see?'' Steph purred.
Alex gulped and nodded. Her confidence felt restored seeing Steph strut her stuff. With a sharp intake of breath, Alex hurried to remove her clothes, allowing Steph to watch her. Though her strip session wasn't as sensual as Steph's, it still seemed to work as Steph's smile widened with every piece of clothing that was removed.
Before long, they were both naked, staring at each other's naked bodies.
''Do you like what you see?'' Alex inquired.
''Of course,'' Steph said. ''You're beautiful. Every part of you is beautiful.''
Steph approached her and the two shared another passionate kiss before she knelt in front of Alex.
''Remember what I said,'' Steph said. ''I have no experience when it comes to dicks. But, I will try my best.''
Alex shuddered as she understood what Steph was about to do. ''That's okay, as long as it's with you, this will be amazing.''
Steph smiled and then glanced at Alex's cock. She licked her lips as she tried to comprehend how she was going to do this. She knew what she needed to do, but the sheer size of Alex's dick made her question if it was even possible for her to fit in her mouth. Still, she was more than willing to try. She grasped the shaft and brought her mouth to the tip, circling her tongue around the head. A bead of pre-cum leaked out of the slit and touched Steph's tongue. The taste was already intoxicating. Opening her mouth as wide as possible, Steph began to suck on Alex's cock.
''Fuck!'' Alex cried out.
The sensation of Steph's lips sealed around her shaft as she bobbed her head up and down was beyond wonderful. Steph looked in complete control as she took more of the massive shaft into her mouth, inch by inch. At the same time, Steph brought her hand between her legs and began to finger herself. Her wetness instantly coated her digits. The thought of giving a blowjob to Alex turned her on more than she ever thought possible. Listening to Alex's sweet moans was like music to her ears.
Alex threaded her hands through Steph's hair and started to buck her hips, thrusting her cock deeper into Steph's mouth. To say that she was beginning addicted to this feeling would be an understatement. With how aroused she was and how good Steph was making her feel, the temp of her thrusts increased. She gripped Steph's hair and fucked her mouth forcefully and rapidly. The tip of her cock hit the back of Steph's throat effortlessly. Her girlfriend choked as she tried to deepthroat her. Steph's neck bulges and her gags become more audible.
''Sorry,'' Alex murmured and tried to pull her cock out, believing that she was being too eager and hurting Steph.
However, Steph slams her hands onto Alex's lap and she stares intensely at her girlfriend. ''Do that again.''
Taken by surprise, Alex didn't react at first. It wasn't until Steph sunk back down onto Alex's cock, sucking her more vigorously than ever before, then Alex finally collected herself and bucked her hips once again. Working together, Alex was able to bury the full length of her cock into Steph's mouth. Slight reservations lingered in the back of Alex's mind. She could see that Steph was struggling to suck on the entire shaft. But, she persisted. She was determined to seal her lips around the base of Alex's cock. She wanted to feel her girlfriend's balls rubbing against her chin.
Steph pulled back for air. Her chin was dripping with spit and her eyes glazed with tears. ''Go harder!''
Alex placed her hand on the back of Steph's head and forced her mouth back down onto her cock. She fucked her girlfriend's throat. If she wanted it hard, then Alex was going to give her exactly what she wanted. The sound of Steph constantly gagging on her dick filled the bedroom. By now, Steph had found a rhythm she could settle into and she was able to deepthroat Alex's cock to her heart's content.
Alas, all good things must come to an end. And for Alex, that was literally the case as her balls tensed and she felt on the verge of exploding. She tried to warn Steph. However, her girlfriend merely kept sucking. She knew what she wanted. So, Alex wasn't going to disappoint. She bucked her hips, driving her cock down Steph's throat and spilled her load inside. Steph's eyes bulged as she tried to swallow her girlfriend's cum. She didn't think that she could take it all. But, by some miracle, she was able to swallow every last drop.
Alex sank into the bed and tried to catch her breath. ''Whoa! Not bad for a first time.''
Suddenly, a shadow loomed over her, and she could see that it was Steph climbing on top of her. Her girlfriend grabbed her cock, which was somehow still hard, and guided it to her aching pussy. They stared at each other. ''Are you ready?'' Steph asked.
Alex didn't need to think long about her answer.
''I want you to be my first.''
''Same.''
They smiled as Steph lowered herself onto Alex's cock. The head was enough to spread her pussy and make her moan. But, she wasn't going to be satisfied until she felt every inch of her girlfriend inside of her. The feeling of Alex's cock spearing her made Steph feel alive. She had longed to make love to Alex. This was greater than she could have ever expected. She truly felt complete. As for Alex, she could no longer hold back the tears. She had found someone who loved her. Her heart had never known such happiness.
Slowly, Steph grinded herself on Alex, adjusting to her girlfriend's immense size before bouncing up and down on the shaft. Watching Steph ride her cock made Alex claw at the bedsheets. She didn't want this moment to end too soon. She bucked her hips upward, thrusting deeper into Steph's pussy, eliciting screams of pleasure from her. With every impact, Alex gradually started to fuck her harder. Steph couldn't stop smiling. Her breast bounced, giving Alex quite the eyeful.
''Oh, you like that?'' Steph laughed. ''Let me give you a really juicy sight.''
Alex watched as her girlfriend turned so that she was now facing away from her. Though Alex missed the eye contact, she couldn't deny that the sight of her girlfriend's ass bouncing up and down was exquisite. She fucked Steph's pussy harder and faster. She reached out and groped Steph's ass, feeling the cheeks jiggle every time their bodies collided.
''Yeah, you like that, Alex?'' Steph moaned sensually. ''I've seen you staring at my ass.''
''I do not stare!'' Alex giggled. She knew that Steph had caught her. But, what was she to do when her girlfriend had such a lovely booty?
''Don't deny it!'' Steph looked over her shoulder and brought her hand down to smack her behind. ''I bet you've thought about bending me over and fucking me doggy style so many times.''
Alex groaned through gritted teeth. Her girlfriend's dirty talk coupled with the feeling of being ridden reverse cowgirl style was driving her wild with love and lust. ''Okay, maybe I have thought about it…''
''Shall we make that a reality then?''
Alex didn't need to be told twice.
As quickly as possible so that they wouldn't be separated for too long, Steph got up and stood over the edge of the bed, sticking her rear out and waiting for Alex to get behind her. Once Alex was in position, she grabbed Steph's waist and thrust forward, ploughing her cock deep into her girlfriend's pussy once more.
''Fuck!'' Steph screamed at the top of her lungs and her eyes rolled back. She never knew that getting fucked from behind could be this hot or feel this good.
Then again, that was Alex's power. She could suggest anything and Steph would follow her to the ends of the earth. She was devoted to this young woman. Her heart belonged to her.
For Alex, this was better than even her hottest dreams. She slammed her hips against Steph's ass, driving her cock all the way inside of her. Her balls repeatedly slapped against Steph's thigh. Her grip on her girlfriend's waist strengthened to the point where she felt beads of sweat rolling over her fingers from Steph's hot body. Now that the wall had been breached, she couldn't imagine a day going by without doing this. She wanted to make love to Steph at every opportunity. She had withheld herself for too long. She was now free.
Alex's thrusts became so intense, Steph was pushed back onto the bed. The two shared a laugh before adjusting to the new position. Steph rolled onto her back and spread her legs invitingly. Alex welcomed that invitation by climbing on top of her girlfriend and fucking her as they faced each other. Steph locked her arms and legs around Alex's body, refusing to let her go as they came together for another kiss.
''I love you, Steph.'' Alex moaned.
''I love you too.''
After experiencing so much overwhelming pleasure, Alex knew that she wasn't going to be able to hold back for much longer. However, as she watched her cock disappear and reappear out of Steph's pussy, a grim realization dawned on her.
''Shit!''
''What is it?'' Steph asked.
''I forgot to put on a condom.''
''Oh? Yeah, I guess we did jump into this without thinking.''
''True,'' Alex laughed. Despite the topic of their conversation, she didn't stop thrusting. It didn't help that Steph was still clinging to her as if she couldn't bear to be separated from her for even a minute. ''Where do you want me to finish?''
Steph pondered for a moment. It probably took her longer to think because her mind was hazy from the delightful fucking that she was receiving from her girlfriend. ''I want you to cum in my mouth again.''
Alex wasn't going to baulk at that idea.
Reluctantly, Alex pulled her dick out of Steph's pussy and rolled onto her back. Steph hurried into position, getting on top of her and eagerly deepthroating her. Alex moaned and squirmed beneath her girlfriend. Seconds later, she was blasting her cum into Steph's mouth. Just like before, Steph surprised them both by being able to swallow everything that Alex had to offer her. She gulped it down like it was the most delicious meal she had ever come across.
Steph crawled on top of her and kissed her deeply. Alex moaned with delight as she felt her cum being shared between the two of them. She could understand why Steph had quickly become addicted to the taste.
Both of them were exhausted to the point where all they could do was snuggle up to each other on the bed. That was fine with them.
''You ever think about how often we say that we love each other?'' Alex commented.
''It's the truth,'' Steph grinned. ''I love you and I want to grow old with you.''
Alex kissed the top of Steph's forehead. ''That's what I want too. I'm so happy that we can have that.''
Steph pursed her lips. ''Speaking of…now that I know you're very big secret…''
''You put a lot of emphasis on the very big part.''
Steph winked. ''I'm now thinking…obviously, not now, but for the future…do you see us starting a family when we're older?''
Alex felt her heart stop. She stared at Steph to see if she was being genuine. Her powers gave her the answer she was looking for. The love emitting from Steph was overflowing. There was no secret agenda behind her words. Steph spoke from the heart, which Alex could clearly see.
She smiled and kissed her once more. ''I do.''
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