Hey! this is an authors note. there will be some gorey scenes, hence the rating. Also, the characters are 17 in this. The first kill starts in this very chapter, so be warned. enjoy!

(this story is all from Kyles POV)

Today I've felt nothing but anger and frustration. Last week, Butters heard me complaining about how I was the ONLY one who wasn't in a relationship. He decided he would set me up on a blind date with this really sweet girl, Veronica. Despite the very kind mask she wore, she was fast to switch up and she quickly became naggy and nit-picky towards me. Unfortunately for both me and Veronica, I'm gay and asexual. Veronica and I have a date planned today, which I am not looking forward to. I look out the window and see Veronica's car. I can't wait until I can drive so I can drive away from this dumb town. I should take Stan with me too… I swing open the car door and force a slight smile at her. "Hey babe! How about we go to the movies today?" Babe. I hate that word. I guess a movie means as little interaction as possible, so I agree. "Awesome! I looked it up and there's this super cool movie in theaters today. Eeek! I just can't wait!"

We pull up to the movie theater. I had gotten lost in my own thoughts and didn't realize until Veronica tapped me on the shoulder and brought me back to reality. "Come on, Kyle! How can you sit there and zone out as if you weren't with your girlfriend!" Ugh.. Fuck this. "Yeah, sorry. I didn't sleep much last night." That part was true. I was up really late reading up on psychology sites. I've always wanted to be a therapist or counselor. It's a big part of the Hebrew faith to be kind and to provide for others. Shit, I'm losing focus again. "Let's just watch this movie before our relationship gets torn apart by your ignorance." Kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me.

I have no clue what the movie was even about. I was just enjoying my Veronica-free time. Veronica and I left the theater and headed back to the car. She was babbling on about the movie and how it was somehow offensive and bigoted. God, she does this every damn time. She puts the car in gear then looks over to me. "Hey, I know this super romantic trail in the suburbs of the town. Wanna go and chill there?" Veronica gives me an innocent smile. "Urm.. Sure, of course." It's not like I have a choice. It's either this or have her complaining about how I'm a bad boyfriend.

I think my biggest problem with Veronica is that she won't let me break up with her. Back when Cartman and Heidi were together, this very same thing happened. Heidi tries to break up with him, he cries and cries and cries begging for her to come back. At least she doesn't threaten suicide like Cartman. We get to the snowy trail Veronica told me all about. I'll admit, it does look fairly nice. The perfect snow covering the ordinary dirt path underneath.. We walk around the snowy terrain aimlessly. Veronica decides to ruin the nice moment with some lovely conversation and silence breaking. "Why do you always have to cover up your hair? I think your gorgeous red curls deserve to be seen!" She stops in her tracks and turns to face me as she asks her question/request. "Oh, I don't know. I guess I'm self conscious? Plus, the guys would rip on me if I went around with my dumb Jew-hair." Veronica dramatically gasps at me. "Well, as your girlfriend, I think you should stop putting yourself down like that!" "I know. I'm sorry." "Also, as your girlfriend and future wife, you should be willing to change yourself for me! You should let your hair down!" "Future what now? We met last week! I'm not doing shit for someone I barely know!" "WHAT is your problem?! How can you say something like that to your own GIRLFRIEND!?" "Who said I wanted to be with you? You're just a clingy bitch who won't let me break up with your whiny ass!" "Nobody ever said I was forcing you to be with me! The AUDACITY to call your own girlfriend a-" "Stop saying your my girlfriend! I don't want to be with you!" "Well if you really hate me that much how about you just tear down my feelings because that's all you're doing right now! If you had a problem with me you could've said it to my face like a man! You are always nice to me! You almost never show any sign of disinterest in me and when you do you apologize right after! I could have fixed whatever it is you don't like about me before it became a-" She kept on rambling about how she did nothing. I can't do this anymore. If she won't let me break up with her, I'll have to find another way out.

I look to the ground and see a broken beer bottle. Without thinking I pick it up and then push Veronica into the snow. I jump onto her and study her face for a moment. "GET OFF OF ME! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?" I pin her to the ground and plunge the sharp glass right into her neck. Blood gushes out and gets all over the snow, the bottle, and my jacket. "That should shut you up." Seeing the blood pour out of her throat, knowing that she would be gone from here on out, was like having a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. Crimson blood began to pool around the girl. I look into her eyes and see the expression fade away, her once full and lively eyes now empty and hollow, as if her soul really left her body. Why am I enjoying this so much?

I take a moment to breathe and come to an understanding of what I've done. I killed someone. That's first degree murder. Despite the horrible act I have just committed, I can't help but smile. Sure, I think deep down I feel remorseful. But that part of me is so deep down, I can't feel it enough to care.

Yep! Thats chapter 1, sorry if it seems all over the place or anything, I really wanted to explain the characters and make it clear where this story is going. Next chapter will hopefully be a less bad. Anyway I wanna try and get in a kill every/every other chapter. bye!