Title: Compulsory Heterosexuality

Summary: Trevor and Michael get engaged but Micheal is ashamed of it. Instead of working through his issues he ''falls in love'' with the first woman he sees. Pat 3 of Tribulations.

AN: Please don't look to my stories for healthy relationship dynamics especially when it comes to Trikey. This story is very fucked up and is filled with gaslighting so if you're triggered by gaslighting and narcissistic abuse this is not the story for you. I noticed that people get really triggered by my crazy-ass stories because I'm unhinged and my stories tend to be very ''dead dove do not eat''. Plus I use a lot of my stories on here to vent and release the narcissistic/sexual/drug abuse I dealt with growing up. Just wanted to give a fair warning. Also heads up, Amanda gets done EXTRA DIRTY in this story. Poor Amanda. This series is very all over the place so far but I promise it all comes together in the end! This is one of the longest series I have ever written and it involves so many characters from different generations and timelines.

Trikey is not the only couple that will show up in this series. I have a ton of ships in the Grand theft auto fandom. I just love this video game series so much and I have too many ships and not enough time LOL. I will be very slow to posting. I am now a medical professional and I work a lot of overtime. And the holidays are coming up! So that means extra overtime! Yaaay lol.

Tags: First person POV, dead dove do not eat, abuse, gaslighting, cheating, compulsory heterosexuality, self-hatred, lies, manipulation, attempted murder, drug abuse, arson, neglect, mental illness, and a bunch of other stuff I forgot.

After our very emotional moment after listening to Can't Fight This Feeling by REO Speedwagon Trevor proposed to me. He didn't have enough for a ring so he went and bought a cheap golden wedding band that fits on my ring finger perfectly.

He was a crying mess as he presented to me. When we were laying low at a crummy hotel Trevor nervously got up and stood in front of my bed. He's jittery as he walks back and forth. After a while, he takes a deep breath and gets onto one knee. He pulls the ring from his back pocket and says,''Michael Tiernan Townley would you do me the honor of taking my hand in a metaphorical but very serious marriage?''

''Are you serious?'' I gasp.

''Y-yes...'' Trevor is a sweaty mess as he awaits my answer.

I don't know what to say.

''U...Ummm I need time to think on it...'' I reply.

Trevor's face falls,''So no...''

''So...I don't know...we're both so young T...I don't know...'' I reply.

Trevor nods and looks downtrodden for the rest of the night.

Ever since that moment, Trevor made a mission of asking for my hand in marriage and getting me to say yes. He asked me after every single heist and every night before we went to bed.

I started avoiding him to sort my feelings out. I love Trevor so much I don't know what to do. I never imagined being proposed to. I don't know how to handle it.

I told him that I think we need to stay in two different rooms for a while and the look he gave me broke my heart.

After a lot of contemplation, I started stalking a nearby jewelry store.

There's a masculine wedding band with black diamonds lining it. It is $500,000 and I want to give it to Trevor. It looks like it'd fit him.

I start going to the mall more often and walking past that jewelry store to see the ring I wanted to give him.

I feel conflicted...confused...Do I really want to marry him?

I walk to a nearby video store and am scared half to death by arms wrapping around me. Trevor snuggles me from behind,''Mikey...''

I sigh and turn around to face him,''Hey Trev. What are you doing here?''

Trevor shrugs,''Just ya know...buying porn.''

I snicker and shake my head,''Of course you are.''

Trevor smiles and says,''Wanna go out to eat tonight? I got some extra cash!''

I smile back and nod,''Yeah...''

Trevor surprises me by pulling me into a kiss. I resist it a bit because we're in public but Trevor doesn't let up. When the kiss breaks I wrap my arms around him and gaze into his eyes.

At the restaurant, Trevor keeps rubbing the back of my hand and the admiration in his eyes makes my pulse speed up. We enjoyed a nice meal. The night went by peacefully.

When we get back to the motel Trevor asks,''Come to my room?''

I nod and follow him. When we get inside we waste no time getting undressed. I massage and rub him all over and he moans and sighs my name over and over again.

My mind goes back to the ring at the mall.

I can't believe that I'm going to do this...

We made love that night. The sex was slow and sensual and Trevor cried as he neared his climax. He moaned my name on repeat as he rode me.

I kiss his temple and whisper,''I love you, Trevor.''

Trevor gasps and reaches his peak,''I love you too! I love you! I love you! I love you!''

I let out a low moan as I release inside of him. We come down from our high and cuddle each other until we fall asleep.

I wake up at 3 in the morning and decide to get the ring I've been staring at for so long. I hastily get dressed and leave the motel. I waste no time getting to the mall. My face is obscured. I know I have to be quick once the alarms start going off. I make a mad dash for the store and take the hammer I kept in under my coat out and smashed the glass. I snatch up the ring and bolt out of there and speed off like a bat out of hell.

I ran back to my motel room to catch my breath. Knocks on my door filled me with paranoia. Trevor yells,''Mikey!''

I open the door and let Trevor inside of the room. Trevor's glare scares me,''What the actual fuck are you doing? We have to leave Mikey! We have to leave now! The fucking cops are fucking everywhere!''

I nod and brush past him to get to our getaway car. Trevor glares at me suspiciously before asking,''Why? I thought we made a rule that we do things together! Why would you do something like that alone?''

''I'll explain it in a little bit T.'' I say starting up the car. The drive is silent for 2 hours before Trevor says,''I was wondering why you kept going to that mall...you're not one for shopping...what did you steal?''

''I'll tell you later,'' I reply.

We pull up at another motel in some place I've never been to before. We check into one room and I sigh and pace for a little while.

Trevor crosses his arms and glares at me,''I don't like you robbing without me...why didn't you tell me?''

I take a deep breath and get down on one knee. I present to him the ring I stole,''Trevor Maurice Philips...will you marry me?''

Trevor looks a little dazed and sways a little bit.

I quirk a brow at him,''What's wrong.''

''How much is that ring?'' Trevor asks.

''$500,000.''

Trevor collapses.

I rush up to him and shake him,''You okay man.''

Trevor's nearly cock eyed as he mumbles,''I...I never thought that someone would care enough about me to do the stupid shit you just did...and yes...Of course, I'll marry you. I already fucking asked first.''

I chuckle and kiss him softly. He pulls me on top of him and squeezes my ass. Trevor puts the ring on and kisses me harder.

That night I wanted to surprise Trevor. Trevor was in the shower when I snuck out and got food for the both of us. I tried to stay as low profile as possible as I picked us up a nice hearty meal, some flowers and chocolates for him, and a huge case of booze.

When I get back into the hotel room Trevor is naked and masturbating on the bed. I scoff,''Why am I not surprised...''

Trevor stops and smiles at me,''Hi there big boy.'' He takes a second to look at what I'm holding. I offer him a bouquet of red roses with a card attached.

His smile slowly disappears and he gently takes the flowers from me. He reads the card,''Dear Trevor...I love you...I have never felt this way about anyone before. I'm scared and nervous about our future but I am so excited at the same time. I love and adore you. Love Michael your future husband.''

Trevor blinks a few times before whispering,''Is this what it feels like to be loved?''

Trevor begins bawling his eyes out and I comfort him as best as I can. Feeling loved feels foreign to me as well. That's probably why I worked so hard to fuck everything up as soon as I could.

Being loved and in a happy relationship is too alien to me.

XxX

We always went to strip clubs after a successful heist. We typically have fun and then lay low at a nearby hotel. And we decided to do that again tonight.

I've never met a stripper that is so gorgeous, intelligent, and amazing. Her name is Krystal or at least that's what she told me.

She's been dancing for me all night. Mainly because I keep spending money on her. I'm not supposed to touch her but I pull her into my lap and snuggle her close to me. She's so beautiful and she smells like peaches.

She giggles and runs a hand through my hair.

I want to have a moment alone with her but Trevor would probably follow us. I'm not wearing my engagement ring right now. It's in my pocket.

I noticed that Trevor never takes his off. It's like a badge of honor for him. I'm getting cold feet about our wedding. He's just so toxic and needy sometimes and I'm afraid of true commitment.

I whisper to Krystal that I want to go to the back.

She takes me back there and I ravish her as quickly as I possibly can. I try to fuck her before my fiance catches me.

We rut up against each other and I fumble to undress her. I bury my face in her tits and take in her scent. I have to stop myself from motorboating her. It feels so good, I forgot how soft and silky the skin of a woman is. She's completely hairless. I haven't touched a body this smooth in years.

Even though I enjoy her scent and the feeling of her body...I'm still soft. She's rutting against me and nothing is happening.

Nothing...

I hope she doesn't notice.

I grind against her in an attempt to turn myself on.

The moment is ruined by Trevor screaming,''WHERE ARE YOU MIKEY!?''

I fly off of Krystal and focus on straightening my clothes out.

''Mikey!'' Trevor yells.

He sounds closer.

Krystal passes me a slip of paper,''Call me when you get the chance.''

I smile,''Sure thing sweetheart.''

The door flies open,''There you are! What are you doing back here?''

I don't like the way Trevor's looking at Krystal so try to distract him,''Nothin'...was just about to head to the motel.''

Trevor rolls his eyes,''Mm-hm...You got glitter all over your face...''

I fumble for a second before clearing my throat,''Well anyway...''

Krystal walks past us,''See ya Mikey...come visit me again sometime. You're really fun.''

When she leaves the room Trevor mocks her before saying,''Let's go!''

We got ready for bed in silence. I curl up onto one side of the bed and Trevor spoons me. He snuggles up to me and all I can think about is Krystal. I wonder what things would be like if I married her instead. I lay there and fantasize about our future and the kids we could have together.

I wait until Trevor's asleep before slipping out of the motel room.

I frantically go up to the strip joint again and wait for her to get off. When she's off the clock I offer to take her to a waffle place.

We spend the morning getting to know one another. She tells me how tired she is of stripping and how her family disowned her. She even tells me her real name.

Amanda.

I tell her things about myself. Like how I played football in high school. I try to hide the scary things so that I don't run her away. I really like this girl. I don't know if it's because I actually like her or because I don't want to be gay. I'm too embarrassed to let people know that I'm with Trevor. I'm not embarrassed to show Amanda off at all though.

I express my interest in spoiling her and getting to know her. She looks skeptical of what I'm saying so I take her on a quick shopping spree. Her eyes are shining brightly as she picks out all of the things she wants.

I love spoiling her.

I've got it bad.

I spend the rest of the day spoiling and coddling her. After a while, I drop her back off at the strip club and I go back to the motel room.

Trevor is sitting on the bed watching tv,''Care to tell me where you've been?''

''Just took the car to a nearby mechanic. I wanted to make sure that the car is in good condition. Good news, I didn't need an oil change or anything,''

Trevor grunts and boredly stares at the tv.

A day later we visit the strip club again and I locate Krystal and take her to the back. My body is hot from arousal as she gives me a lap dance. At least I can get it up this time!

I watch as she sways to and fro. She's so very alluring.

After a while, I pull her onto my lap and grind up against her.

I want her so badly.

I haven't had sex in God knows how long.

Trevor and I are going through a dry spell since I'm struggling with my sexuality and I'm struggling to find him attractive enough to fuck. I think that it's my nerves. He gets me hard and he does turn me on but I keep thinking about how wrong it is to be with a man and how much my father would hate me for it.

Christ.

At some point, Trevor finds his way inside the room again but this time he's plastered,''Mikey!''

I pull away from Amanda and ask,''What is it T?''

Trevor glares at Amanda and says,''I want to go home!''

I sigh and say goodbye. The drive home is awkward. When we get into our room it's even more awkward. Trevor is clinging to me and hanging off of my arm,''We haven't fucked in a long time, Mikey. Don't you still want me?''

I do love Trevor but he gets to be too much at times and I'm having an identity crisis.

''Yeah T...um let's get some sleep. I'm exhausted.'' I say.

Trevor looks deflated,''I wanna fuck...''

''Maybe tomorrow night,'' I reply. The cold dead stare Trevor gave me was enough to make me bury my head under a pillow.''

Trevor scoffs,''Fine! I'll just find a woman to fuck!''

I don't reply.

Trevor screams,''Why don't you care!? WHY AREN'T YOU STOPPING ME!? LOOK AT ME MICHAEL! LOOK! I'M GONNA LEAVE LOOK! LOOK! LOOK! MIIIIICHAAAEEEELL!''

I sigh,''Please stop screaming T!''

I turn over and see Trevor crying and freaking out. I run a hand through my hair before saying,''I do care T...I'm just tired...''

Trevor snarls,''You don't seem to care about me...would you care if I cheated?''

''I do care about you, babe...I do care...I'm just exhausted, babe! Just let this go.'' I exclaim.

''Fine.'' Trevor grumbles,''I need a smoke.''

Things have been strained between us ever since.

The next day I sneak out to mess around with Amanda.

She's sitting in my lap as I speak to her and try my best not to grab her titties.

''Amanda...look. Even though I'm engaged I want to be with you! I enjoy every moment that I've spent with you and I want you to be mine! I want to spoil you forever!'' I exclaim.

''Oh really?'' A deep voice asks behind me.

I turn to see Trevor standing there with a glare on his face.

I gulp and look down.

''So you did want to leave me. I wasn't going crazy...'' Trevor says softly,''Why would you say yes to me only to take it back? Why would you propose to me and then do something like this?''

I shake my head.

''Answer me you fat sack of shit! Am I a joke to you? Was this all a game to you?'' Trevor exclaims.

I run a hand through my hair.

Amanda frowns,''Wait what? You're gay?''

''No,'' I reply.

Amanda looks confused.

''Are you leaving me, Mikey?'' Trevor asks.

I don't know what to say. I just want to disappear.

''Look T...'' I say softly.

''What M?'' Trevor says harshly.

''Just give me time to think...I don't...I don't know if I even like men...'' I mumble.

Trevor laughs in my face,''I hate you! I fucking hate you!''

He shoves me so hard that I fall on my ass.

Ever since then Trevor hasn't said a word to me. It doesn't matter since I spend most of my time with Amanda.

One morning while I was visiting Amanda she says,''Um...Michael...I've gone through so many pregnancy tests to make sure...Um...I'm pregnant.''

I stand there and take in the information and think over my life. I'm surprised at how happy I am.

''I'm gonna be a dad?'' I ask softly.

Amanda nods.

I grin and pick her up and spin her around,''I'm gonna be a dad! I've always wanted to be a dad!''

''Well, I'm glad you're happy about this. My parents are going to fucking kill me! They already see me as the family disappointment!'' Amanda exclaims.

''Then we'll have a shotgun wedding to distract from the random pregnancy! C'mon! We're going ring shopping!''

Amanda rolls her eyes but agrees to it.

I'm terrified...absolutely terrified to reveal this to Trevor.

When I get back to our motel room I peek at him through a crack in the door.

Trevor glares at me but says nothing.

I quickly say,''Igot-Mandypreganant-sonow-we'regoing-tohavea-shotgunwedding!Goodnight!''

I fly away from the door and run as fast as I can. Trevor is hot on my trail.

''YOU FUCKING SNAKE! YOU CHEATING BASTARD!'' Trevor screams.

Looking at Trevor makes my heart ache. Tears are already streaming down his cheeks.

''Don't leave me, Mikey! Don't you fucking leave me!'' Trevor screams.

I continue running so Trevor continues chasing me,''Mikeeeey!''

I hide behind our truck,''I...I'm sorry T.''

''You're not,'' Trevor says stalking toward me.

''Um...well...I'm gonna go...'' I mumble.

''Where?'' Trevor asks still walking up to me.

I start running like a bat out of hell and he's right behind me. I find a quick place to hide and I stay there until I hear him move away from where I was squatting in the bushes. Once I was in the clear

XxX

I'm happily staring into Amanda's eyes after we say our vows when I smell smoke. I frantically look around for the source and I see that one of the corners of the church is on fire.

We quickly evacuate and Amanda tries to calm her mother down.

The fire is not a coincidence.

I don't know how he found me but he did.

After getting everything settled and dealing with the church issue Amanda and I go to the trailer park we live in. She's very upset and I try my best to console her.

When we pull up a truck pulls up behind us.

Trevor hops out of the car and I hurry and push Amanda inside of the trailer.

''Hiya Mikey!'' Trevor exclaims.

I sigh,''What is it now Trevor?''

''How'd you like the fire I started earlier? I was hoping it'd cause as much damage to you as you have to me...I'm out here struggling while you smiling it up with someone else on their wedding day! I wanted to gut both of you alive! Do you know how badly you hurt me, Mikey!?''

''Leave or I'm calling the police,'' I answer.

''I will murder every single one of them Mikey and you know that. So be a good boy and listen to my proposition or...I'm not above doing something you might not like very much...'' Trevor says with a smile.

''What is it?'' I ask nervously.

''I want in on the marriage. I want to be included. I want to be a part of the family. That wedding was supposed to be MY WEDDING DAMN IT! MY WEDDING! So the least that little whore can do is share you with me! I won't take no for an answer or the trailer is going up in flames!'' Trevor exclaims.

''You won't do that,'' I say softly.

''Oh I will! I will baby!'' He gets gasoline out of his trunk,''You are mine and you will be mine! Amanda be damned! Now be a good boy and give me what I need.''

''And if I say no...'' I reply.

Trevor takes a knife out of his back pocket and makes a stabbing and gutting motion.

''You wouldn't! That's sick Trevor!'' I exclaim.

Trevor shrugs,''Fine then. I'll use a coat hanger instead!''

''You're lying.''

''I'd knock that bitch out Mikey I am not lying. Just be a good boy and she won't get hurt.''

''Why can't you just let me go?'' I ask.

Trevor's face drops,''Let you go?''

As though he never thought of that before.

Trevor shakes his head,''That's not an option.''

''No! It is an option you fucking psycho!''

''I was here first. I love you and I'm not going anywhere. I am willing to join you guys' relationship, look after the child, bring in money, pay for whatever bills you want me to, buy my own food, and much more. You can have her. But you'll have to get used to having me too.''

Michael sighs,''I...I have to talk to her about this.''

''Then let's talk to her,'' Trevor says.

They walk into the trailer and Michael is too ashamed to even look Amanda in the eye. Amanda looks at Trevor before saying,''Hello Trevor?''

Trevor says,''Hello new roommate! I'm moving in starting today!''

''Michael!'' Amanda screams.

Michael holds up a hand,''I pay the bills. When you start paying bills you'll have a say until then...Trevor's moving in.''

Trevor grins and cheers,''Home sweet home!''

He flops back on the couch and all Amanda can do is gawk in horror.

XxX

A/N: You can't catch me gay thoughts~

I did beta this but there might still be some mistakes since I'm trying to balance a job and 50 different unposted fanfics at once lol