I decided that I was going to find Harry and help him. I got out my duffle bag to pack a few things. Some how, he already saw that coming though.
There was a piece of parchment inside. It was a mean note. From Harry. He told me that he knew I would try to figure out where he was and help him. He told me not to bother. I wasn't needed. I wasn't wanted. I wasn't loved. That's the part that upset me the most.
He said, "There was once a time when I thought I loved you, but I was a fool. I don't love you, I never did. I don't want you to be here, as a reminder of what I wasted my time on."
How could he be so mean? I thought that he was just trying to protect me, but now I'm not so sure.
This isn't the Harry I know, or want to know.
Yet I still want to help him, save him.
I still love him.
There was a chunk missing in the bottom corner of the note. I have to find it. I need to know what it says, if anything. So I stopped packing to find it. I don't know why it's so important, but it is.
Is it so mean that he had to rip it off? Or was it an apology? Or was it nothing at all, just a mind game? Is he just trying to confuse me? Maybe this was a way to make me stay; at least until I found the small piece of paper. That would make the most sense. But I don't want to go against his wishes, for some reason. I want him to not be upset with me when he comes back.
I want him to still love me.
I want him to still think of me as his. It's evident that he doesn't think that way, I can't help hoping everything will be the same when he comes back.
I fall onto my bed crying. He's hurt me so much. I need him to be here with me, tell me it's all going to be okay. But he can't, and he won't. My pillow feels weird. I haven't even tried to sleep in days, but my pillow shouldn't feel like this. It shouldn't make crinkling sounds. I reach inside and find the piece of parchment I was looking for. It's blank, or so it seems.
There was a piece of parchment inside. It was a mean note. From Harry. He told me that he knew I would try to figure out where he was and help him. He told me not to bother. I wasn't needed. I wasn't wanted. I wasn't loved. That's the part that upset me the most.
He said, "There was once a time when I thought I loved you, but I was a fool. I don't love you, I never did. I don't want you to be here, as a reminder of what I wasted my time on."
How could he be so mean? I thought that he was just trying to protect me, but now I'm not so sure.
This isn't the Harry I know, or want to know.
Yet I still want to help him, save him.
I still love him.
There was a chunk missing in the bottom corner of the note. I have to find it. I need to know what it says, if anything. So I stopped packing to find it. I don't know why it's so important, but it is.
Is it so mean that he had to rip it off? Or was it an apology? Or was it nothing at all, just a mind game? Is he just trying to confuse me? Maybe this was a way to make me stay; at least until I found the small piece of paper. That would make the most sense. But I don't want to go against his wishes, for some reason. I want him to not be upset with me when he comes back.
I want him to still love me.
I want him to still think of me as his. It's evident that he doesn't think that way, I can't help hoping everything will be the same when he comes back.
I fall onto my bed crying. He's hurt me so much. I need him to be here with me, tell me it's all going to be okay. But he can't, and he won't. My pillow feels weird. I haven't even tried to sleep in days, but my pillow shouldn't feel like this. It shouldn't make crinkling sounds. I reach inside and find the piece of parchment I was looking for. It's blank, or so it seems.
