Dear Mom.
DISCLAIMER: I own nothing, Joss owns it all.
CHAPTER: 1/1
AUTHOR'S NOTES: Buffy has given in to her love for Spike, but first she needs the blessing of an important person. Written mostly from Buffy's POV
FEEDBACK: Please I love it.
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Dear Mom,
I know that you of all people are in heaven now. I know that you will feel me everyday, knowing how my life is panning out, don't worry it's not as bad as it looks. So you know that I am loved, that Dawn is loved. You will know what I am wanting you for, but I really think that I should still explain myself.
I have tried to fight it, but I am tired of telling my self it's wrong and evil, because I don't think it can be as black and white as that. I have fallen in love with Spike.
I know Spike of all people, well things. You knew him and you liked him. Sure the first time you met him you hit him with an axe, but after that you saw him for what he really was.
You were the one who treated him like a man first, you sat and listened to him pour his heart out over Dru. Sure you were just as freaked as me when we found out his feelings for me, but you know how good he is to me.
He really liked you, he's always telling me that and sometimes he says I should be more like you. When you died he mourned and that is important to me. Angel came for me, because he cared about me. Spike cared about you and me, he was sad that you had gone.
I am asking for your blessing it is important to me. I'm sure I've been involved with people you didn't like but you didn't instantly judge, you gave them a chance and let me find my own way. I love Spike and I want you to know that. I want you to see how happy we are.
Things have been hard, but Spike has always been there, loving, supporting and caring. Dad isn't part of my life. Giles was my father and now Dawn has a father in Spike. As bad as his parenting skills are he loves and protects and guides her.
Mom I wish you were here to enjoy this with us, but I can feel you and it's you that will help us overcome my friends reactions.
I love and miss you mom. Thankyou for listening.
Buffy.
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Buffy placed the letter on her mothers grave and pushed back the tears, it hurt.
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Spike watched as Buffy cried, he wanted to help but he knew the moments she shared with Joyce were special. He could not break that up, even if it killed him to watch Buffy cry.
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Joyce smiled as she saw the scene, how Spike watched her daughter with all the love in the world. Her daughters were loved by a very special man. A man who should not be a man at all but carried on becoming one of the best men out there.
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The End
DISCLAIMER: I own nothing, Joss owns it all.
CHAPTER: 1/1
AUTHOR'S NOTES: Buffy has given in to her love for Spike, but first she needs the blessing of an important person. Written mostly from Buffy's POV
FEEDBACK: Please I love it.
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Dear Mom,
I know that you of all people are in heaven now. I know that you will feel me everyday, knowing how my life is panning out, don't worry it's not as bad as it looks. So you know that I am loved, that Dawn is loved. You will know what I am wanting you for, but I really think that I should still explain myself.
I have tried to fight it, but I am tired of telling my self it's wrong and evil, because I don't think it can be as black and white as that. I have fallen in love with Spike.
I know Spike of all people, well things. You knew him and you liked him. Sure the first time you met him you hit him with an axe, but after that you saw him for what he really was.
You were the one who treated him like a man first, you sat and listened to him pour his heart out over Dru. Sure you were just as freaked as me when we found out his feelings for me, but you know how good he is to me.
He really liked you, he's always telling me that and sometimes he says I should be more like you. When you died he mourned and that is important to me. Angel came for me, because he cared about me. Spike cared about you and me, he was sad that you had gone.
I am asking for your blessing it is important to me. I'm sure I've been involved with people you didn't like but you didn't instantly judge, you gave them a chance and let me find my own way. I love Spike and I want you to know that. I want you to see how happy we are.
Things have been hard, but Spike has always been there, loving, supporting and caring. Dad isn't part of my life. Giles was my father and now Dawn has a father in Spike. As bad as his parenting skills are he loves and protects and guides her.
Mom I wish you were here to enjoy this with us, but I can feel you and it's you that will help us overcome my friends reactions.
I love and miss you mom. Thankyou for listening.
Buffy.
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Buffy placed the letter on her mothers grave and pushed back the tears, it hurt.
~~~~~~
Spike watched as Buffy cried, he wanted to help but he knew the moments she shared with Joyce were special. He could not break that up, even if it killed him to watch Buffy cry.
~~~~~~
Joyce smiled as she saw the scene, how Spike watched her daughter with all the love in the world. Her daughters were loved by a very special man. A man who should not be a man at all but carried on becoming one of the best men out there.
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The End
