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Pairing: Buffy/ Willow, it is Buffy wants Willow isn't it?

Description: Entries from Willow's and Buffy's journals, including flashbacks.

I DON'T OWN ANY OF THE FOLLOWING CHARACTERS, THEY BELONG TO JOSS WHEDON AND UPN.

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I walked up behind her and that's when I saw it, it looked like she was writing a letter to someone, but who? I quietly walked up behind her so I could see the paper in full view. It was indeed a letter but wasn't addressed to anyone. Curiosity got the best of me and I stood behing her reading the letter quietly so she wouldn't know I was there.

Okay, Well we have known each other for, well a lot of years now. I have finally decided to tell you, well write you because I am a chicken that. well that. I love you. Oh, a love letter I have been in love with you for a long time and I am pretty sure the rest of the gang has figured it out which is why I am telling you. Known for years, and part of the gang, must be telling Xander how she feels. I don't need you finding out from them, I thought you should find out from me. I don't know when it happened but it did, I am head over heels madly in love with you. I know you don't and never will return the feelings, but I thought you deserved to know. I understand if you never want to talk to me again after reading this, but I had to tell you. I couldn't take it anymore. I know this letter has probably wrecked our friendship forever and I am sorry.

Love, Willow

Buffy snapped out of it when she realized Willow was going to address the letter. Dearest **********************************************************

"Hey Willow!!" Buffy shouted hoping it would stop her from writing the name on the letter. Maybe if she doesn't write it, it won't become such a reality that she loves someone else. Before she could think about that thought Willow responded.

"Oh! Hi Buffy!" Willow stammered trying to hide the letter in the cover of her book. "How long have you uh. been standing there? Because I didn't hear you so it couldn't have been that long, unless of course."

Buffy put her hands on Willow's shoulders in an attempt to stop her near babble, "Will, you're right, I just got here."

"Oh, sorry about the babbling, I do do that sometimes, you know like when."

"Will!"

"Oh, right, sorry." Willow put her head on the table where she was sitting and sighed.

"Will?"

"Hmm?"

"What's wrong?" Buffy asked with concern strong in her voice.