Pain
Chapter 4: Wanting You
A/N: This is SLD Sorry we havent updated in awhile. We have been busy. Im coming out with a new story so I hope you would be looking for that. This chapter was written by Slayer! ^^!
Buffy cuddle against Angel and it seem so normal sense she had done it so many times before, but it just didn't feel as right or as good as it did when she was with Spike. Things had really changed when she thought about it. I need to stop thinking for now. Just patrol Buffy, she told her self. They walked through the graveyard looking for anything demon-y. Although she doubted that anything would attack if they saw the Slayer and the Angel, well known around Sunnydale for being somewhat out of his mind and scary.
"So must be a pretty bad demon you're after to come all the way to Sunnydale after it,"
Buffy said while looking over at Angel.
"Yup, it's a new one, pretty powerful to from what I hear to,"
"Great just what I need," Buffy mumbled.
"Well the demons not the only reason I came. I missed you," he said turning to face her.
"Yeah I missed you myself," she said smiling. Even though she was glad Angel was back she couldn't get Spike's face when he saw Angel out of her mind. As if he was reading her thoughts she heard him ask the question she had been avoiding. " I meant to ask why were you back there with Spike? And did I hear him say something about shagging?" he choked out the words and looked at her hoping it wasn't true. "Uh, can we not talk about this right now?" She said harshly. He wanted for her to tell him now but he figured he should drop it.
I need to get back to Spike Buffy thought. She couldn't get him off her mind. She knew that Angel wasn't what she really wanted. Spike was. "Angel, I uh need to be somewhere right now just let your self in the Magic Box ill be back soon. "Xander and the rest of the gang should still be at the Bronze but if they do get back early just tell them why you're here. Buffy prayed that the scoobies didn't get back early. She didn't know if Xander couldn't handle that now Angel was back in town. The whole Spike incident was enough for him to deal with at the time being.
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Spike sat in his armchair the images of Angel and Buffy in the graveyard playing through his mind over and over again. "Bitch," he muttered. Knew it wouldn't last long anyway he told himself trying to ease the pain. But his comforting wasn't working. "God I love her, I'd do anything for her and this is they way SHE TREATS ME," his voice grew louder with every word. He felt the tears stinging his eyes. "Damnit," he screamed smashing a bottle against the wall. Harmony jumped out of the bed and ran to Spike's side." Did somebody hurt my Spikey?" Harmony cooed. "Don't worry Blondie Bear, Harmony is here," she said petting his hair. Spike rolled his eyes and cursed himself forever even talking to her. "Harm," Spike said gently while turning around. "Get the bloody hell out of my crypt!!!!" he screamed. "But Spikey I love you," she said her bottom lip quivering. "Okay ill put it in simpler terms so you'll understand. "PISS OF!!" Harmony pouted and started to cry. "Fine I don't need you anyways!!!" she yelled sobbing, storming out of his crypt. Spike grabbed some whiskey and slummed back into his armchair.
Buffy walked quickly towards Spikes crypt. She was growing more anxious to see him. When she felt she wasn't walking fast enough she broke out into a run. It felt like it had taking forever to get there as she neared the crypts stone door. She saw Harmony rushing out doing one of those annoying scream-cries that she used to do back in high school when she didn't get her way about something. "Fabulous," Buffy mumbled and kicked the door open to his crypt. "Spike?" Buffy called desperately. "Damn I didn't have time to get drunk enough," Spike mumbled. "So how were things with Peeches? Get a good nights shag in before it was time to head home?" He growled with jealousy. "Spike really it's not like that anymore with Angel. I don't want to be with him. I want to be with you," she said waiting for his answer.
Chapter 4: Wanting You
A/N: This is SLD Sorry we havent updated in awhile. We have been busy. Im coming out with a new story so I hope you would be looking for that. This chapter was written by Slayer! ^^!
Buffy cuddle against Angel and it seem so normal sense she had done it so many times before, but it just didn't feel as right or as good as it did when she was with Spike. Things had really changed when she thought about it. I need to stop thinking for now. Just patrol Buffy, she told her self. They walked through the graveyard looking for anything demon-y. Although she doubted that anything would attack if they saw the Slayer and the Angel, well known around Sunnydale for being somewhat out of his mind and scary.
"So must be a pretty bad demon you're after to come all the way to Sunnydale after it,"
Buffy said while looking over at Angel.
"Yup, it's a new one, pretty powerful to from what I hear to,"
"Great just what I need," Buffy mumbled.
"Well the demons not the only reason I came. I missed you," he said turning to face her.
"Yeah I missed you myself," she said smiling. Even though she was glad Angel was back she couldn't get Spike's face when he saw Angel out of her mind. As if he was reading her thoughts she heard him ask the question she had been avoiding. " I meant to ask why were you back there with Spike? And did I hear him say something about shagging?" he choked out the words and looked at her hoping it wasn't true. "Uh, can we not talk about this right now?" She said harshly. He wanted for her to tell him now but he figured he should drop it.
I need to get back to Spike Buffy thought. She couldn't get him off her mind. She knew that Angel wasn't what she really wanted. Spike was. "Angel, I uh need to be somewhere right now just let your self in the Magic Box ill be back soon. "Xander and the rest of the gang should still be at the Bronze but if they do get back early just tell them why you're here. Buffy prayed that the scoobies didn't get back early. She didn't know if Xander couldn't handle that now Angel was back in town. The whole Spike incident was enough for him to deal with at the time being.
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Spike sat in his armchair the images of Angel and Buffy in the graveyard playing through his mind over and over again. "Bitch," he muttered. Knew it wouldn't last long anyway he told himself trying to ease the pain. But his comforting wasn't working. "God I love her, I'd do anything for her and this is they way SHE TREATS ME," his voice grew louder with every word. He felt the tears stinging his eyes. "Damnit," he screamed smashing a bottle against the wall. Harmony jumped out of the bed and ran to Spike's side." Did somebody hurt my Spikey?" Harmony cooed. "Don't worry Blondie Bear, Harmony is here," she said petting his hair. Spike rolled his eyes and cursed himself forever even talking to her. "Harm," Spike said gently while turning around. "Get the bloody hell out of my crypt!!!!" he screamed. "But Spikey I love you," she said her bottom lip quivering. "Okay ill put it in simpler terms so you'll understand. "PISS OF!!" Harmony pouted and started to cry. "Fine I don't need you anyways!!!" she yelled sobbing, storming out of his crypt. Spike grabbed some whiskey and slummed back into his armchair.
Buffy walked quickly towards Spikes crypt. She was growing more anxious to see him. When she felt she wasn't walking fast enough she broke out into a run. It felt like it had taking forever to get there as she neared the crypts stone door. She saw Harmony rushing out doing one of those annoying scream-cries that she used to do back in high school when she didn't get her way about something. "Fabulous," Buffy mumbled and kicked the door open to his crypt. "Spike?" Buffy called desperately. "Damn I didn't have time to get drunk enough," Spike mumbled. "So how were things with Peeches? Get a good nights shag in before it was time to head home?" He growled with jealousy. "Spike really it's not like that anymore with Angel. I don't want to be with him. I want to be with you," she said waiting for his answer.
