" It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all."
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I sat in my apartment, my mind on events that happened ages ago it seems in another life yet they still haunted me, their scenes still vivid and fresh in my mind's eye. Sometimes I would dream of Chloe and Lana while Lois lay beside me, sated and sleeping and I would again be reminded of why I feel in love with Lois Lane. She had the quintessential beauty of Lana Lang with her raven hair and hazel eyes but she had Chloe's flair and love for writing. Lois acted as if she was tough as ails but underneath the façade, she was vulnerable just as Chloe had been when it came to matters of her heart. Lois was smart and she was determined to be the best reporter that the world had ever seen which was the same dream that shined in Chloe's eyes. This is why I feel in love with her because she was the perfect combination of the two women that I had loved as a young man but I had lost them because I was too late. I wonder, occasionally, how my life would be different if Chloe and Lana were still alive but just the thought makes me lonely and depressed. It still saddens me when I read Chloe's letter, that I just could not bring myself to destroy, because the guilt is painful yet comforting, I am human after all.
Sorry that it's so short. J
