Green

I've always been green

Green as the sea in the soft reef

Green because I am that sea

Green when she smiles at somone other than me

I know I am selfish

I know she loves me

But I'm scared

I'm so scared

Scared to need her

Scared to love her

Scared to hold her

Scared to lose her

Her...

Everything I am revolves around her

My goddess of the wind

She's always holding me

Always lifting me

She repeatedly sweeps my off my feet

Sweet lord how I love her

She smiles at me

My heart beats faster

She smiles at someone else

I turn green

I know it's unfair

I want everything from her

I want her voice

I want her embrace

I want her warmth

I want her heart

I want her love

I want...

I want...

I want...

How selfish...

I can't help it

I'm always green

I've always been green

Green like the sea

My love...

I'm sorry for my shade

I cannot change my color

Though I swear to you I've tried

I've tried to shake my jealousy

To shake my selfishness

But the fear is so strong

As soon as the wind sweeps me up

The fear starts

Oh my love don't drop me!

Keep your love with me

Reassure me

Protect me

Hold me

Love me

Keep your arms around me

For I am selfish

I am jealous

I can't help who I am

I am the sea

And I've always been green