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Eyes Without a Past

Flashback to Training Days

FLASHBACK

The boy has we know as Gohan walked out of a ship. Two older men were pushing him to hurry up. The boy had to be about ten years old.

"Now is the time child."

Prince Vegeta and Turlus laughed as they looked at the boy.

"What are you going to do?"

"Your not the one who should be asking questions boy."

Turlus slapped the boy across the face; he fell to the ground.

"Get up child!"

The boy slowly got up, he knew not to ask any questions again.

"Now we are going to give you your first day of training."

"You mean I'm not going to stay on that planet anymore?"

"What do you think that means child?"

Prince Vegeta and Turlus started to laugh again. All three of the saiyans entered the room.

"This is your room now child."

The boy looked around the room

*There is nothing in it *

The boy looked up at the men; they looked back down him. The boy walked into his room and put his bag of clothes down. For about four years, the boy had to live on some planet all by himself. The plant hated any one that was part of the saiyan race. The boy had to keep his tail, so in order of the boy to show that he was a true saiyan, he had to survive on that planet.

" Get out of those alien clothes, and here are your new clothes."

Turlus threw the boy some saiyan armor and a scouter. He looked at his clothes, they were small, and he did not know how to get them on.

"Prince, how do I get these clothes on?"

"You put them over your head, and if that doesn't work I'll come over there and force them down for you. They can fit any size."

The boy took off his clothes and put the body suit and the vest on, it fit him just right. He put his scouter over his left eye. He turned around and smiled at the men.

"What are you smiling at child?"

Turlus looked mad at the child.

"Nothing…I was just…"

"Never mind child, now your training begins."

Both of the men walked out of the room, the boy held his breath and followed them, he knew that the rest of his life was not going to be very pretty.

End of Flashback…

Gohan looked on the ground, then up to his father.

"How was your first day of training?"

Goku was speaking very soft; Gohan looked up and smiled.

"The worst day of my life, they were a lot stronger then those aliens on that other planet. When I was done with that training, I got these scars."

Gohan pointed to the scars; there was one the side of his head, right above his ear, his hair was coving it up a little. Then pulled up his suit and his leg had another scar. Now that Goku was really looking at Gohan, he had many scars.

"How did you get so many scars? I don't have any scars that I could think of."

Gohan sat leaning on the ship, he looked down at his left hand, which had another scar.

"Well, saiyan don't scar very easily, it's when it's life treating."

Goku looked up at his older son, he was looking at the floor, with a little tear in his eye. He brushed his hair, trying to wrap his tears, without Goku seeing him to.

*I would never think that even at a young age Vegeta and Turlus would be so cure to Gohan. I know that Piccolo left Gohan by himself, but at least he was watching over him *

"Hey Gohan, how many scars do you have."

Gohan took a while until he answered his father's questions.

"Um…I don't know, there are too many to count. I have some on my head, arms, legs, back and my chest. After every training lesson, I would come to my room bleeding, and sometimes Turlus would throw me into my room. Because when I was younger, I couldn't take some of those training sessions."

Gohan stood up, walked over to his ship and walked in side, Goku followed him. Gohan walked up to the computer and started to push buttons.

"What are you doing Gohan?"

"Well, you didn't break the main computer, so I'm going to show you something."

Goku looked at Gohan

"What are you going to show me?"

"You'll see."

Gohan was pushing the buttons and got up to a movie clip. Goku looked at his son with a confused look.

"You see, if you don't believe me you can see that day yourself."

"What?"

"Well, Prince Vegeta and Turlus would make videos of their training, to see how they fight and improve on their fighting moves, and keep all the clips on the computers they own. This was one of Vegeta's ship."

Goku looked at the screen as Gohan pushed play. Goku sat there in horror as he saw the two saiyans betting the little child. Goku got madder and madder as he saw his child bleeding increasingly. Gohan just sat there calmly. He has been though that for the past six years and remembering that day and it made him sick. He looked over at his father; he was truing into a super saiyan.

"Where is the planet that you were on?"

"It wasn't a plant, it was area 145, it's kind-a like a floating city, planet, thinly. Whatever you want to call it."

"I will kill them for what they did to you."

"Don't worry about it?"

Gohan looked to the side and Goku turned back to his normal self.

"Why shouldn't I worry about it?"

"Because I killed them already."

"YOU! You killed him?"

Gohan smiled

"You seem surprised, how do you think I got away. They would have killed me if I tried to get away."

"But I have a question."

Gohan looked up at his father.

"How long did it take until you were stronger then them?"

"Well, the day I killed them I was ready. I guess Videl gave me the power need to win."

Goku sat down next to his son; he was looking at the ground. Goku put his arm around him and he stood up.

"What is that?"

"I'm just conforming you."

"By putting your arm around me? How is that conforming? I feel the same."

Goku stood up and laughed

"It's just a earthling thing Gohan, it showing that you care and they're for the person."

"We are not an earthling, we are saiyans. Don't you know that?"

"Thank you for reminding me Gohan, I don't want to be a saiyan, they are evil aliens. Plus you are more earthling then I am."

"What do you mean?"

"Your half earthling, didn't you know that?"

"WHAT! YOU'RE TELLING ME I'M ONLY HALF!"

Gohan lied down, knowing that he was only half saiyan made him even more sick. He just wanted to die.

"Why is being half so bad Gohan?"

"Because knowing my race was the only thing I ever knew about myself, and now that I find out that even that has been a lie…I…I just need to leave."

Gohan got up and wanted to start the ship.

"If you want to be with your earthling mate, you better get off. I'm leaving this planet right now."

Goku could not think to do anything, so he just stood there, realizing why Gohan would get so upset.

"Oh no, don't…"

The ship died, Gohan put his head down and cried. Right as Goku started to walk up to him Gohan put his head up.

"No I can't…I'm a saiyan…and saiyans don't cry."

Gohan sat down and covered his head in his hands. He tried his best not showing his feelings, and was having a hard time hiding it.

"Gohan?"

Gohan scouter went off and he trued the way the power was pointing at. It was Goku, his power was very high but not as high as his. Gohan whipped his tears away.

"What do you want?"

"Are you ok."

"Do you think I'm ok?"

"I understand how you feel, and it is ok to cry."

Gohan looked up and gave a worried laugh

"Yeah right, you have know idea. In addition, I cannot show any of my feelings.."

"Why not?"

"I…I…just can't okay!"

"Gohan, you are not living with Vegeta any more. You are here on earth, and if you want to yell, cry, or run around happy, you can. No one is holding your back."

Gohan did not know what to say. He just looked at his father. Then just like that, he cried. He cried hard, for all he pain, loneliness, and sadness he felt the last ten years. As he cried, he felt a warm hand around his shoulder. He looked up, at Goku, and cried again on his shoulder. Goku laid his head in Gohan's hair, whispering that it's okay.

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Oh, that is so sad… It really is. What will happen next… You will have to wait until I update it again…

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