A/n Yes people, AJ Matthews has taken Leave of her senses and is now writing a fic with me! (Foolish, foolish child…)

It is the Presequel to Eyes meet eyes, Kirin and Sellen's POV, I do Kirin

He's about six hundred, Looks like a fifteen year old basically

Let the madness begin…

Unconditional love

Chapter One

Jealousy and fear

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Kirin's POV

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By Elbereth,

Was that it?

That tiny little thing in mother's arms? * That* is what all the fuss is about?

Mother looks so happy, she never looks at me like that, no, no one ever looks at me like they love me or need me, and now it will be even worse,

Why have me father dearest, if you had no intent of acknowledging I'm alive…

Here he comes now, shoving me out the way, wanting to see the other child that he will ignore for the rest of his life.

"Well?"

He asks mother, what a stupid question, that could mean anything, is it another boy? Is it well? Is it an elf?

Mother dose that little happy smile again

"Isn't he beautiful, my little golden angel…he's so perfect"

He's going to be mothers favourite, it's so unfair, I always get shunned out of the way like I'm worth nothing, I probably aren't.

Father's eyes narrow as he turns to us

"Out, get out, I wish to speak with your mother alone"

He looks at Gyre and Sellen, but not me, I almost want to stand there until he dose turn his cold eyes to me, but Guyre pushes me out of the door.

"Come on Kirin, * move*"

He shuts the thick wooden doors behind us and Gyre gives us his 'if-you- don't-shut-up-and-I-cant-hear-them-you-wont-wake-up-tomorrow'look, don't worry Gyre, I'd rather not.

My eyes catch Sellen's, he's looking at attentive as Gyre

I can hear them shouting behind the closed doors;

"You will not see him again"

"What?"

"You will not see that brat again, name him if you please, then hand him over to one of the maids, he can share the boys room until I think of a suitable place for him to go"

"You can't do this to me! You just can't do this to me!"

"DO NOT ARGUE WITH ME!"

The doors slam open, he looks like an elf going into battle, the first one of us he looks at is me…oh no…

SLAP

My face is stinging, the only bloody time he bothers to notice me is to give me a beating, Gyre smirks.

"To your rooms, all of you!"

Guyre pushes me, and Sellen gave him a sceptical look,

"What did you do that for, Guyre, what did he do to you?

Oh my wonderful Sellen, do not stand up to him, not again, the bruises have not yet vanished from your face, don't, don't, back down, please!

"What did you say?"

No, Sellen, drop it!

"I said what did he do to you?"

By the look on Gyre's face Sellen wont be able to lie down for a month.

I close my eyes briefly as Gyre starts to lay into him, why is Sellen such a fool, why is Gyre such a bully…

Sellen should know by now that he's not as strong as Gyre, almost but not quite, and why did he insist on standing up to him, I know why.

He's a forgotten one, just like me, neglected all through his life but he looks after me as no other has.

I love him for it.

"Stop Gyre"

It surprises me when he turns round and stops hitting Sellen

"And what little one, would you give me in return"

I don't like the look in his eyes, Gyre believe it or not you are my brother, and you are Sellen's, leave us be….

"My respect"

He crushes me against the wall, kisses me roughly

"Later, dear brother, I will finish what I have started, but I warn you now, I wouldn't go to sleep tonight, you would make a beautiful consort, I will ask father of what my birth right allows"

He laughs cruelly and makes his way to his room, as I take Sellen's hand and lead him back to ours.

"Thank you, little one"

"Sellen, if you do not stop calling me that…"

I climb into my own bed as he climbs into his, pulling the sheets up to my face as I think of what will happen now * he * is born, will he take over mothers affections, that will leave us with no one to love us, maybe father and Gyre will take out everything on him and leave us alone for once, I hate that little boy, who the hell dose he think he is, I wish he had never been born.

And I will take Gyre's advice; I will not sleep, not while he has me in view as his 'birth right'











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That was my chapter, AJ will be doing the next (thank the lord) so it will be better, review please…please???