Author Notes: Only the unknown characters are mine! Rated R for rape,
aftermaths of rape, thoughts of suicide, etc… Sellen's POV!
Chapter 6.
Darkness Falls
By the time Gyre finishes ravaging me, my entire body hurts. He sneers down at me, before leaving the room, a smirk on his face. He told me before he left that since I was more experienced, I had satisfied him more and that instead of Kirin, he wanted me to become his consort.
I hate him, Valar, I really do!
Pain… that's all I can feel right now…
Blood is dripping out of me, onto the floor, but I don't care. Agony tears through me when I weakly try to move. My clothes are ruined; they cover nothing of me, not anymore.
The physical pain is nothing compared to my shame and grief over being raped. Valar, I can't stop the tears… One by one, they drip to the floor, running down my face… Dripping just like the blood that freely flows from me.
Valar, I hurt so badly. A trickle of blood is flowing out of my mouth, staining my face with its vibrant color.
I try to move again, but I cannot.
I am too weak… too shocked…
I can't believe this shocks me so badly, but it does. Did I really think that if Gyre had turned his attention to Kirin that he would leave me alone? I'd rather it be the opposite… Kirin's too young for this… Damn Gyre…
"Kirin, a-are you all right?" I whisper, feeling the floor freezing cold beneath my mostly bare body. I shiver weakly, feeling strangely cold…
I know it's coming; the darkness of death is calling to me, to escape from the pain… the shame… I can't go, I can't leave Kirin… He needs me… I need him… We're the only two who understand each other…
I still can't move… I think perhaps I will die here, and only Kirin will miss me…
Crimson blood is surrounding me in a puddle, soaking the faint remnant of my nightclothes.
I'm so weak… I can't keep my eyes open…
"K-Kirin?" I whisper again, losing my vision to a black, nameless void, which deprives me of hearing or seeing anything.
I can feel my life seeping out of me, as I sink into darkness… not knowing whether or not I will return from it.
The only humor I can see in this is that Father will be furious when he finds out I'm dying… he wants me alive to use my gift…
Kirin, please talk to me, are you all right? Valar, don't let him give in to death, please… Let him live; let him be spared…
He's all I have in this world to depend on…
Please, Kirin… forgive me for leaving you…
I can't fight this alone…
Not even I am that strong…
I breathe faintly, nearly choking on the blood that is trailing down my mouth still…
It just drips to the floor, joining the rest of my blood… my life, covering my pale skin…
Before I fade completely into the darkness, I moan, 'Kirin…'
To be continued
Chapter 6.
Darkness Falls
By the time Gyre finishes ravaging me, my entire body hurts. He sneers down at me, before leaving the room, a smirk on his face. He told me before he left that since I was more experienced, I had satisfied him more and that instead of Kirin, he wanted me to become his consort.
I hate him, Valar, I really do!
Pain… that's all I can feel right now…
Blood is dripping out of me, onto the floor, but I don't care. Agony tears through me when I weakly try to move. My clothes are ruined; they cover nothing of me, not anymore.
The physical pain is nothing compared to my shame and grief over being raped. Valar, I can't stop the tears… One by one, they drip to the floor, running down my face… Dripping just like the blood that freely flows from me.
Valar, I hurt so badly. A trickle of blood is flowing out of my mouth, staining my face with its vibrant color.
I try to move again, but I cannot.
I am too weak… too shocked…
I can't believe this shocks me so badly, but it does. Did I really think that if Gyre had turned his attention to Kirin that he would leave me alone? I'd rather it be the opposite… Kirin's too young for this… Damn Gyre…
"Kirin, a-are you all right?" I whisper, feeling the floor freezing cold beneath my mostly bare body. I shiver weakly, feeling strangely cold…
I know it's coming; the darkness of death is calling to me, to escape from the pain… the shame… I can't go, I can't leave Kirin… He needs me… I need him… We're the only two who understand each other…
I still can't move… I think perhaps I will die here, and only Kirin will miss me…
Crimson blood is surrounding me in a puddle, soaking the faint remnant of my nightclothes.
I'm so weak… I can't keep my eyes open…
"K-Kirin?" I whisper again, losing my vision to a black, nameless void, which deprives me of hearing or seeing anything.
I can feel my life seeping out of me, as I sink into darkness… not knowing whether or not I will return from it.
The only humor I can see in this is that Father will be furious when he finds out I'm dying… he wants me alive to use my gift…
Kirin, please talk to me, are you all right? Valar, don't let him give in to death, please… Let him live; let him be spared…
He's all I have in this world to depend on…
Please, Kirin… forgive me for leaving you…
I can't fight this alone…
Not even I am that strong…
I breathe faintly, nearly choking on the blood that is trailing down my mouth still…
It just drips to the floor, joining the rest of my blood… my life, covering my pale skin…
Before I fade completely into the darkness, I moan, 'Kirin…'
To be continued
