A/N sorry beloved fans (!) have been in hospital, got knocked down by car
(long story) so is that an adequate excuse for not typing???
Here you go, enjoy (!)
Chapter 7
Awakening
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Kirin's POV
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I was still in a trance when I heard him. Sellen, my beloved brother, calling out to me.
And something snapped.
I wanted to live, I wanted to grow up and get out into the world, I wanted to love some one, I wanted someone to love *me*! I wanted to see baby Legolas grow up, even though I couldn't stand him, I *needed* to teach Gyre a lesson, he was *never* going to touch me, never going to lay a hand on me ever again, and Father, oh yes, daddy dearest was going to *really* get it from me when I grew up, I would cause him so much trouble. He'll wish he never had me.
I wasn't expecting to see what I did when I snapped out of my trance.
"Sellen!" I cried, seeing my brother's beautiful body covered in blood and purpling bruises, oh Elbereth, Gyre never…did he? A wave of guilt hit me as I realize when I was wrapped in my own self-pity, Gyre must have done the same to Sellen, yes, I remember…
"I want to break him and make him scream, father…"
That bastard! I hate him so much.
I try to walk towards him, but my knees give way and I end up crawling, and then I try to rouse him.
"Sellen, Sellen, please, talk to me please…don't leave me! Please don't leave me!"
He stirs and lets out a low groan but his eyes remain closed.
I go round the back of him and put my hands under his arms and drag him over to his bed, some how managing to lift him up onto it, I may look weak but I have some strength and Sellen is quite light. Oh, by the Valar, don't leave me, Sellen, please, I came back for *you*, you cant leave *me*!
He moans again, I hate this; I hate it!
"SELLEN! Oh, Sellen, I'm so sorry, I'm so, so sorry, please come back to me, why did this have to happen?" I blurt out before bursting into tears, and realization goes through me, something is awakened in my heart. I love him. I love him more than a brother should, and I know if he found out, if anyone did, they'd all be disgusted at me, and Sellen would hate me. But I don't care. I don't care anymore. I love him and I'm not ashamed of that.
"Sellen, I love you," I whisper and kiss him softly on the lips before I lower my head to his chest, all the while I'm crying pathetically like a baby. I wrap the covers around us as best I can, and realize our cloths are ripped to shreds, but it doesn't matter, we would have never ever worn them again anyway.
"Come back to me, Sellen, my love, please, and everything will be all right, everything will get better again, I promise…"
And there we lay, my beloved brother and I. Bloody, bruised and utterly exhausted. I didn't have to fear for our safety tonight, gyre wouldn't come back, he was most probably crying to Daddy and sucking up, so we were safe tonight. But something told me our problems were just beginning…
To be continued
…
Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!! Ok, this is probably my best chapter so far, and I'm a bit proud of it actually so that's probably for all of your wonderfully kind comments, thanks
Bob: well now you've gone and done it reviewers, she's only gone and got a big head, look at the size of it
Go away, Bob, these people do not know who you are (to learn who Bob is, go and read 'You are beautiful, Little Star', HINT)they think I'm relatively normal, DON'T SPOIL THAT!!!!!
B: *cowering in fear* kay….
So there ya go, speak later,
Luv peace and sour skittles
The original and injured
Elendor and Bob
xxx
Here you go, enjoy (!)
Chapter 7
Awakening
***********
Kirin's POV
***********
I was still in a trance when I heard him. Sellen, my beloved brother, calling out to me.
And something snapped.
I wanted to live, I wanted to grow up and get out into the world, I wanted to love some one, I wanted someone to love *me*! I wanted to see baby Legolas grow up, even though I couldn't stand him, I *needed* to teach Gyre a lesson, he was *never* going to touch me, never going to lay a hand on me ever again, and Father, oh yes, daddy dearest was going to *really* get it from me when I grew up, I would cause him so much trouble. He'll wish he never had me.
I wasn't expecting to see what I did when I snapped out of my trance.
"Sellen!" I cried, seeing my brother's beautiful body covered in blood and purpling bruises, oh Elbereth, Gyre never…did he? A wave of guilt hit me as I realize when I was wrapped in my own self-pity, Gyre must have done the same to Sellen, yes, I remember…
"I want to break him and make him scream, father…"
That bastard! I hate him so much.
I try to walk towards him, but my knees give way and I end up crawling, and then I try to rouse him.
"Sellen, Sellen, please, talk to me please…don't leave me! Please don't leave me!"
He stirs and lets out a low groan but his eyes remain closed.
I go round the back of him and put my hands under his arms and drag him over to his bed, some how managing to lift him up onto it, I may look weak but I have some strength and Sellen is quite light. Oh, by the Valar, don't leave me, Sellen, please, I came back for *you*, you cant leave *me*!
He moans again, I hate this; I hate it!
"SELLEN! Oh, Sellen, I'm so sorry, I'm so, so sorry, please come back to me, why did this have to happen?" I blurt out before bursting into tears, and realization goes through me, something is awakened in my heart. I love him. I love him more than a brother should, and I know if he found out, if anyone did, they'd all be disgusted at me, and Sellen would hate me. But I don't care. I don't care anymore. I love him and I'm not ashamed of that.
"Sellen, I love you," I whisper and kiss him softly on the lips before I lower my head to his chest, all the while I'm crying pathetically like a baby. I wrap the covers around us as best I can, and realize our cloths are ripped to shreds, but it doesn't matter, we would have never ever worn them again anyway.
"Come back to me, Sellen, my love, please, and everything will be all right, everything will get better again, I promise…"
And there we lay, my beloved brother and I. Bloody, bruised and utterly exhausted. I didn't have to fear for our safety tonight, gyre wouldn't come back, he was most probably crying to Daddy and sucking up, so we were safe tonight. But something told me our problems were just beginning…
To be continued
…
Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!! Ok, this is probably my best chapter so far, and I'm a bit proud of it actually so that's probably for all of your wonderfully kind comments, thanks
Bob: well now you've gone and done it reviewers, she's only gone and got a big head, look at the size of it
Go away, Bob, these people do not know who you are (to learn who Bob is, go and read 'You are beautiful, Little Star', HINT)they think I'm relatively normal, DON'T SPOIL THAT!!!!!
B: *cowering in fear* kay….
So there ya go, speak later,
Luv peace and sour skittles
The original and injured
Elendor and Bob
xxx
