Heartaches
Chapter 5
~Sakura's POV~flashB~
I sigh, as I remember how delicious the food tasted like and how the sounds of laughing and chatting and LOVE fill in the dinning room. The feelings being with Syaoran was incredible, I mean is always incredible. Then after we ate, Syaoran had order a desert for couple, a special white chocolate cheese cake with extra mix fruit topping, and some delicious sweet sauce. [Hehe.. Yumm. I try dat b4. gosh. ishh sooo good!!! Ya pepo should try dat cheese cake. its damn good!] "Sakura, you should take a sip of the wine after you try the cake, coz I think it really sweet." I still remember Syaoran saying that and grinned at me. "Hmm, are you sure. or you wanna taste how sweet I am. ne?" I reply and grin widely. "Sakura. will you turn around?" Syaoran asked and smile. "Umm. ok." I reply as I turn around and saw nothing except for couples dancing and chatting and laughing and mix of lights beaming around the room. "Syaoran. what you want me to see?" I ask as I turn my heard around and heard him chuckle. "There's." I suddenly stop by a pair of soft lips pressing against mines, and then my eyes went wide as I saw Syaoran's smiling face against mine. Then I slightly open my mouth because I felt his tongue was licking my lips randomly. And then, his tongue entered my mouth and our tongues start dancing. But this time is kinda different, because there's still the taste of the sweetness of the cake and wine mix at our tongue, so we can kinda feel each other's sweetness with heats.
Then I start to groan. and I stop our tongue dance. "What's wrong hun?" Syaoran ask and stare at me with his ember orbs full with concern. "Itai." I whisper and sit back at my chair and put my hands on my tummy. "Are you ok?" What's wrong?" Syaoran rushing to my side and kneel beside me, and put his hands on my tummy too, and start rubbing it gently. I start to chuckle, "Syaoran. iie. I am alright, is just that my tummy hurts from bending over the table for too long." I reply and flush slightly. "Aww. gomen ne my tenshi. but are you ok now?" Syaoran ask, I nodded and gave him a peek on his cheek. "May I have a dace with my precious hime?" Syaoran ask and held out his right hand. "Hmph. iie." I said n turn my head around and grin, "Aww. why not?" Syaoran ask cutely. "Coz you keep teasing me!" I pout and turn around to him and saw him grin. "Gomen nasai, but pretty please!" Syaoran pleaded adorably. I start to giggle again, "You know I was just joking, of course I will dance with my Romeo." I reply and put my right hand on his. Then we kiss again, and we headed to the dance floor.
As he put his hands around my waist and I put my arms around his neck, I realize the music start slowing and the couples on the dance floor start to leave. "Syaoran. did you ask the manager to tell all the couples to leave the dance floor when we dance?" I ask as I snug up to him more, "Mmm hmm." that was his reply. "But, you shouldn't have done that, I mean it's alright if we all dance together." I said. "Well, I want us to have sometimes alone. and I want it to be romantic. so I figure out dance with you alone in a nice restaurant with nice music and everything will be the perfect. ne don't you think so?" Syaoran ask as he pull out our hug and look straightly at me. I chuckle again, "My dear Syaoran. how can I not like this. I mean I love this! Everything is just perfect. you and me all alone." I answer and snug up to him again and grin. "I am glad." he whisper and kiss my left ear. "Ladies and gentlemen, this song is delicate to Ms. Sakura Kinomoto from Mr. Syaoran Li. Thank you and please enjoy!" I heard the band leader said, and lots of applause from the tables. "Syaoran. this is another plan of yours. am I right?" I ask and chuckle, "yup." that's all he said. Then as the song start, I heard Syaoran whispering the lyrics to me. and is like all floating inside of me. [Oo. umm this song is call Heaven, by Nu Flavor.:p]
First time I saw you girl,
You turn me upside down
I can't stop thinking bout you
My head is spinning round
I got to find a way to get with you somehow
Girl I'm so crazy for you
You know I want you now
And every minute of every single day
I'm dreaming of how it could be
And every night before I go to sleep
I'm praying that soon you'll be here with me
Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I looked in her eyes now she's all I see
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees please help me
Cant fall asleep tonight
I don't know what to do
I hold my pillow but I wanna be holding you
And when close I my eyes I always see your face
I know my happiness is only a kiss away
And every hour here in the dark
Everyday of my lonely heart
Tells me that I need to be with you
Heaven oh heaven what can I do
Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'll give her my love for eternity
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees please help me
Girl I'd give anything if you were here with me
Give anything you want and anything you need
I never thought that I could feel the way I do
But now I wanna spend the rest of my life with you
And every day that we are apart
I'm saving this love here in my heart
And every night before I go to sleep
I'm praying that soon you'll be here with me Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I looked in her eyes now she's all I see
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees please help me
Heaven. heaven. heaven. heaven..
Slowly, the music start to fade and Syaoran's whisperings was fading too. And there's lots of applause and whistles this time. "Syaoran. I don't know what to say. all I can say right now is three simple words. I." I suddenly stop Syaoran pressing his lips on mines. "I know." he said, "I love you." we said it together and there were cherry blossom petals start falling from the ceiling, and I look up the ceiling saw few white bags full with blossom petals inside. Then I move head facing Syaoran and without a word, we start kissing again even thought we still standing in the middle of the dancing floor, but we don't mind because we now with the one we love, and that's what it matters the most. Then there's the music again, and I can see there's flashes and click sounds behind us, so I can tell that people were taking pictures of us. *Hmm. I wonder why would people be taking pictures of us, I mean Syaoran and me aint famous or whatever. and there's hardly lights to let them see us.* I thought as I slightly open my eyes and saw a little dim pink lights around us and the blossom petals still floating around us. "You know. we should leave by now, coz you don't want to see us on the news. do you?" Syaoran's suddenly startle me, "Hoe. ooh. hai lets get going. and what you mean we will be on the news?" I ask as we start to leave, and Syaoran was covering me from all the camera flashers. "Gomen nasai Sakura, I will explain later." Syaoran said and continue to cover me as we walk to our car. "Hoe." I whisper and walk faster to the car, and I can hear Syaoran chuckles.
"Syaoran hun, explain immediately!" I demanded, he chuckles "Alright hime. well since today is our first date, so I kinda told Eriol and Tomoyo about it, and since we also work in the FBI head quarter. so a lot of people kinda know about us, and they consider us their heroes since we had solves lots of cases and help a lots of people." Syaoran stop and look straightly at me again, "So. are you mad?" he asks and that question surprises me. "Nani." I chuckle, and Syaoran stared at me confusedly. "Of course I am not mad at you. why would I?" I reply, and stared back at him with a little pout face, and he started to chuckle. "So, where you wanna go now?" he asks, "hmm. how bout my place." I reply with a cute look. "Umm, sure lets go." he said and start the engine and headed to my apartment. As Syaoran driving, so I decide turn on the radio to channel FM 805. as we listen about news around Tomoeda, then suddenly the reporter change the topic. "Gomen nasai mina-san. we had just received our hottest news in Tomoeda. around 8: 30 PM before. we had another kawaii couple in town, guess who are they this time? Well well well. congratulation to our most kawaii couple Agent Sakura Kinomoto and Agent Syaoran Li from our beloved Tomoeda FBI head quarter. And we had a lot of calls from the witnesses from the restaurant, some said they make out at the restaurant, some said that Agent Syaoran Li had propose to Agent Sakura Kinomoto, some also said that they heading back to their apartment and gonna had some fun. which I personally think that's probably true." Syaoran and I gasp from what we just heard. "Uh oh. we gonna be careful now, coz I think the reporters will be following us 24/7." I said and sigh and stare out the window and dazing at the stars. "Yeah. gomen ne Sakura. putting you into sucha mess." Syaoran said lowly. "Nani. is not your fault hun, we going out coz we love each other, is not like we got force other people. don't worry. we gonna get through this mess!" I said confidently yet gentle. "Hai. everything will be alright!" Syaoran reply as he beams me with his billion dollars smile, and I gave him my trillion dollars grin. [Boo. dun ya dink dat sound kinda ghetto?? Lol. I mean not rite. o well.]
The five minutes later, we arrive to my place. Once we parked and get out the car, then bunch of reporters and photographers and rush toward us, "Hoe!" I shriek, "Sakura, come here!" I heard Syaoran called me and I ran to him. Then we both ran up to my apartment with our hands holding tight, incase of the reporters rushing and pushing us make us let go of each other. "Whew. that was close." I said as I bang close the door and Syaoran hug me tightly. "Poor us. we gonna be staying here foe at least a few days until the reporters vanish." Syaoran said and put his head on my shoulder, and hands slowly running up and down his back, shooing him like a baby. "Aww. Syaoran poor baby. don't you wanna stay with me?" I ask cutely. "Of course. I would love to stay with you for a few days." he said and then we head toward the couch. "Well, let's call Yamazaki and told him bout what happen bout us. and ask him for few days off." I suggest. "Ok, I will call, since me n Yamazaki know each other better." Syaoran reply and start dial. RING RING RING. "Mushi mushi Yamazaki speaking." I heard from the other line. "Yamazaki, is me Syaoran. I am at Sakura place rightnow. you know what's going on rightnow. right?" Syaoran ask, "yeah dude. you and Sakura is Tomoeda news biggest hit now. so be careful of where you going." Yamazaki said, "I know man, so can Sakura and I had a few days off?" Syaoran ask, "Yeah. you guys don't have any big cases to follow anyway. so why not. so chill with Sakura and have fun." Yamazaki reply. "Thanks man. and remember. DON'T TELL NO BODY THAT I AM AT SAKURA PLACE RIGHT NOW! OR I WILL KILL YOU!" Syaoran demand and hang up the phone as I start to giggles. "Syaoran hun. don't worry!" I plead.
~end of flashB~
I sigh. those were really good times, I mean is like the best times to spend times with Syaoran and we like one now. its kinda true when people said that in order for a man or a woman to become one, they must have a partner to be with them, then they can become one. Now, when I think of that phrase. my heart start to fill so empty, so tight so. painful. Coz I start to miss Syaoran more and more, and I don't really know if what I am doing right now is wrong or right. I just can't think of anything besides him, can't feel any warms and can't really concentrate to myself anymore. but I think is too late right now, to head back to him. But part of me demands me to go back. arghh. what should I do now. all I can feel is pain over pain and over pain.
Alritteee. dats it foe this chapter. I think is kinda boring. dun worry next chapter gonna b up soon!!!!! I mean soon!! So... plzz R+R!!!!!! arigatou mina-san!
Much luv deVilblOssom!
~Sakura's POV~flashB~
I sigh, as I remember how delicious the food tasted like and how the sounds of laughing and chatting and LOVE fill in the dinning room. The feelings being with Syaoran was incredible, I mean is always incredible. Then after we ate, Syaoran had order a desert for couple, a special white chocolate cheese cake with extra mix fruit topping, and some delicious sweet sauce. [Hehe.. Yumm. I try dat b4. gosh. ishh sooo good!!! Ya pepo should try dat cheese cake. its damn good!] "Sakura, you should take a sip of the wine after you try the cake, coz I think it really sweet." I still remember Syaoran saying that and grinned at me. "Hmm, are you sure. or you wanna taste how sweet I am. ne?" I reply and grin widely. "Sakura. will you turn around?" Syaoran asked and smile. "Umm. ok." I reply as I turn around and saw nothing except for couples dancing and chatting and laughing and mix of lights beaming around the room. "Syaoran. what you want me to see?" I ask as I turn my heard around and heard him chuckle. "There's." I suddenly stop by a pair of soft lips pressing against mines, and then my eyes went wide as I saw Syaoran's smiling face against mine. Then I slightly open my mouth because I felt his tongue was licking my lips randomly. And then, his tongue entered my mouth and our tongues start dancing. But this time is kinda different, because there's still the taste of the sweetness of the cake and wine mix at our tongue, so we can kinda feel each other's sweetness with heats.
Then I start to groan. and I stop our tongue dance. "What's wrong hun?" Syaoran ask and stare at me with his ember orbs full with concern. "Itai." I whisper and sit back at my chair and put my hands on my tummy. "Are you ok?" What's wrong?" Syaoran rushing to my side and kneel beside me, and put his hands on my tummy too, and start rubbing it gently. I start to chuckle, "Syaoran. iie. I am alright, is just that my tummy hurts from bending over the table for too long." I reply and flush slightly. "Aww. gomen ne my tenshi. but are you ok now?" Syaoran ask, I nodded and gave him a peek on his cheek. "May I have a dace with my precious hime?" Syaoran ask and held out his right hand. "Hmph. iie." I said n turn my head around and grin, "Aww. why not?" Syaoran ask cutely. "Coz you keep teasing me!" I pout and turn around to him and saw him grin. "Gomen nasai, but pretty please!" Syaoran pleaded adorably. I start to giggle again, "You know I was just joking, of course I will dance with my Romeo." I reply and put my right hand on his. Then we kiss again, and we headed to the dance floor.
As he put his hands around my waist and I put my arms around his neck, I realize the music start slowing and the couples on the dance floor start to leave. "Syaoran. did you ask the manager to tell all the couples to leave the dance floor when we dance?" I ask as I snug up to him more, "Mmm hmm." that was his reply. "But, you shouldn't have done that, I mean it's alright if we all dance together." I said. "Well, I want us to have sometimes alone. and I want it to be romantic. so I figure out dance with you alone in a nice restaurant with nice music and everything will be the perfect. ne don't you think so?" Syaoran ask as he pull out our hug and look straightly at me. I chuckle again, "My dear Syaoran. how can I not like this. I mean I love this! Everything is just perfect. you and me all alone." I answer and snug up to him again and grin. "I am glad." he whisper and kiss my left ear. "Ladies and gentlemen, this song is delicate to Ms. Sakura Kinomoto from Mr. Syaoran Li. Thank you and please enjoy!" I heard the band leader said, and lots of applause from the tables. "Syaoran. this is another plan of yours. am I right?" I ask and chuckle, "yup." that's all he said. Then as the song start, I heard Syaoran whispering the lyrics to me. and is like all floating inside of me. [Oo. umm this song is call Heaven, by Nu Flavor.:p]
First time I saw you girl,
You turn me upside down
I can't stop thinking bout you
My head is spinning round
I got to find a way to get with you somehow
Girl I'm so crazy for you
You know I want you now
And every minute of every single day
I'm dreaming of how it could be
And every night before I go to sleep
I'm praying that soon you'll be here with me
Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I looked in her eyes now she's all I see
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees please help me
Cant fall asleep tonight
I don't know what to do
I hold my pillow but I wanna be holding you
And when close I my eyes I always see your face
I know my happiness is only a kiss away
And every hour here in the dark
Everyday of my lonely heart
Tells me that I need to be with you
Heaven oh heaven what can I do
Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'll give her my love for eternity
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees please help me
Girl I'd give anything if you were here with me
Give anything you want and anything you need
I never thought that I could feel the way I do
But now I wanna spend the rest of my life with you
And every day that we are apart
I'm saving this love here in my heart
And every night before I go to sleep
I'm praying that soon you'll be here with me Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I looked in her eyes now she's all I see
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees please help me
Heaven. heaven. heaven. heaven..
Slowly, the music start to fade and Syaoran's whisperings was fading too. And there's lots of applause and whistles this time. "Syaoran. I don't know what to say. all I can say right now is three simple words. I." I suddenly stop Syaoran pressing his lips on mines. "I know." he said, "I love you." we said it together and there were cherry blossom petals start falling from the ceiling, and I look up the ceiling saw few white bags full with blossom petals inside. Then I move head facing Syaoran and without a word, we start kissing again even thought we still standing in the middle of the dancing floor, but we don't mind because we now with the one we love, and that's what it matters the most. Then there's the music again, and I can see there's flashes and click sounds behind us, so I can tell that people were taking pictures of us. *Hmm. I wonder why would people be taking pictures of us, I mean Syaoran and me aint famous or whatever. and there's hardly lights to let them see us.* I thought as I slightly open my eyes and saw a little dim pink lights around us and the blossom petals still floating around us. "You know. we should leave by now, coz you don't want to see us on the news. do you?" Syaoran's suddenly startle me, "Hoe. ooh. hai lets get going. and what you mean we will be on the news?" I ask as we start to leave, and Syaoran was covering me from all the camera flashers. "Gomen nasai Sakura, I will explain later." Syaoran said and continue to cover me as we walk to our car. "Hoe." I whisper and walk faster to the car, and I can hear Syaoran chuckles.
"Syaoran hun, explain immediately!" I demanded, he chuckles "Alright hime. well since today is our first date, so I kinda told Eriol and Tomoyo about it, and since we also work in the FBI head quarter. so a lot of people kinda know about us, and they consider us their heroes since we had solves lots of cases and help a lots of people." Syaoran stop and look straightly at me again, "So. are you mad?" he asks and that question surprises me. "Nani." I chuckle, and Syaoran stared at me confusedly. "Of course I am not mad at you. why would I?" I reply, and stared back at him with a little pout face, and he started to chuckle. "So, where you wanna go now?" he asks, "hmm. how bout my place." I reply with a cute look. "Umm, sure lets go." he said and start the engine and headed to my apartment. As Syaoran driving, so I decide turn on the radio to channel FM 805. as we listen about news around Tomoeda, then suddenly the reporter change the topic. "Gomen nasai mina-san. we had just received our hottest news in Tomoeda. around 8: 30 PM before. we had another kawaii couple in town, guess who are they this time? Well well well. congratulation to our most kawaii couple Agent Sakura Kinomoto and Agent Syaoran Li from our beloved Tomoeda FBI head quarter. And we had a lot of calls from the witnesses from the restaurant, some said they make out at the restaurant, some said that Agent Syaoran Li had propose to Agent Sakura Kinomoto, some also said that they heading back to their apartment and gonna had some fun. which I personally think that's probably true." Syaoran and I gasp from what we just heard. "Uh oh. we gonna be careful now, coz I think the reporters will be following us 24/7." I said and sigh and stare out the window and dazing at the stars. "Yeah. gomen ne Sakura. putting you into sucha mess." Syaoran said lowly. "Nani. is not your fault hun, we going out coz we love each other, is not like we got force other people. don't worry. we gonna get through this mess!" I said confidently yet gentle. "Hai. everything will be alright!" Syaoran reply as he beams me with his billion dollars smile, and I gave him my trillion dollars grin. [Boo. dun ya dink dat sound kinda ghetto?? Lol. I mean not rite. o well.]
The five minutes later, we arrive to my place. Once we parked and get out the car, then bunch of reporters and photographers and rush toward us, "Hoe!" I shriek, "Sakura, come here!" I heard Syaoran called me and I ran to him. Then we both ran up to my apartment with our hands holding tight, incase of the reporters rushing and pushing us make us let go of each other. "Whew. that was close." I said as I bang close the door and Syaoran hug me tightly. "Poor us. we gonna be staying here foe at least a few days until the reporters vanish." Syaoran said and put his head on my shoulder, and hands slowly running up and down his back, shooing him like a baby. "Aww. Syaoran poor baby. don't you wanna stay with me?" I ask cutely. "Of course. I would love to stay with you for a few days." he said and then we head toward the couch. "Well, let's call Yamazaki and told him bout what happen bout us. and ask him for few days off." I suggest. "Ok, I will call, since me n Yamazaki know each other better." Syaoran reply and start dial. RING RING RING. "Mushi mushi Yamazaki speaking." I heard from the other line. "Yamazaki, is me Syaoran. I am at Sakura place rightnow. you know what's going on rightnow. right?" Syaoran ask, "yeah dude. you and Sakura is Tomoeda news biggest hit now. so be careful of where you going." Yamazaki said, "I know man, so can Sakura and I had a few days off?" Syaoran ask, "Yeah. you guys don't have any big cases to follow anyway. so why not. so chill with Sakura and have fun." Yamazaki reply. "Thanks man. and remember. DON'T TELL NO BODY THAT I AM AT SAKURA PLACE RIGHT NOW! OR I WILL KILL YOU!" Syaoran demand and hang up the phone as I start to giggles. "Syaoran hun. don't worry!" I plead.
~end of flashB~
I sigh. those were really good times, I mean is like the best times to spend times with Syaoran and we like one now. its kinda true when people said that in order for a man or a woman to become one, they must have a partner to be with them, then they can become one. Now, when I think of that phrase. my heart start to fill so empty, so tight so. painful. Coz I start to miss Syaoran more and more, and I don't really know if what I am doing right now is wrong or right. I just can't think of anything besides him, can't feel any warms and can't really concentrate to myself anymore. but I think is too late right now, to head back to him. But part of me demands me to go back. arghh. what should I do now. all I can feel is pain over pain and over pain.
Alritteee. dats it foe this chapter. I think is kinda boring. dun worry next chapter gonna b up soon!!!!! I mean soon!! So... plzz R+R!!!!!! arigatou mina-san!
Much luv deVilblOssom!
