**I have a smile
stretched from ear to ear
to see you walking down the road**
I glanced around frantically, where was he? I'm always here at 7:00 screaming that I'm gonna be late and he's always here for me to run into, now *where* is he??? Suddenly, a dark head of hair caught my attention. My gaze traveled down from that hair, to startling blue eyes, perfectly chiseled features, muscular chest, long legs. And, as usual, he was wearing that ugly green jacket of his. The small smile that had crept onto my face was widening as I skipped towards the corner, not really caring if I'm late for the meeting.
**We meet at the lights
I stare for a while
the world around disappears**
I reached the corner and pressed the button that makes the little crossing light come on. I looked over and gasped when I saw that he was right next to me. I gazed at him, hoping that he didn't look at me, lest he catch me in this act, and yet, wanting his attention. As I took in his features, calm and relaxed, I realized that I really didn't have much of a chance with him.
**Just you and me
on this island of hope
a breath between us could be miles
Let me surround you
my sea to your shore
let me be the calm you seek **
He is completely immersed in this book he's somehow managing to read, while walking, without hitting anything. I wish I could do that. I sigh, a nearly inaudible sound. He's so close, and yet he's so.distant, like he's millions of miles from me. Looking at him, I became lost in my own little fantasies, where he whispered words of undying love in my ear as we held each other through the night.
**Oh and every time I'm close to you
there's too much I can't say
and you just walk away**
The light changes and we walk across the street, so close we could brush shoulders. And then, we reach the other side of the street where he turns.in the opposite direction. I watch him walk away and I feel my heart ache. I just can't tell him, oh how he would laugh if he knew that a stupid, klutzy, immature, school-girl had a crush on him. The teasing would be unbearable, and so, I don't cry out to him, I just stare after his retreating form.
**and I forgot
to tell you
I love you
and the night's
too long
and cold here
without you
I grieve in my condition
for I cannot find the strength to say I need you so**
The wind blows lightly against my back, causing my hair to billow around me. A silent tear slides down my cheek, and I realize that I can't go on doing this. I have to either tell him, or forget him, both of which are of equal difficulty. The breeze becomes chilly and I hug my arms to myself in an attempt to keep warm. He had stopped and sat on a bench about twenty feet from me. My feet go unbidden towards him and I freeze, steps from him, "Mamo-chan." I manage to choke out. He looks up at me, startled blue eyes clash with teary ones, and I run. "I love you Mamo-chan." I whisper.
stretched from ear to ear
to see you walking down the road**
I glanced around frantically, where was he? I'm always here at 7:00 screaming that I'm gonna be late and he's always here for me to run into, now *where* is he??? Suddenly, a dark head of hair caught my attention. My gaze traveled down from that hair, to startling blue eyes, perfectly chiseled features, muscular chest, long legs. And, as usual, he was wearing that ugly green jacket of his. The small smile that had crept onto my face was widening as I skipped towards the corner, not really caring if I'm late for the meeting.
**We meet at the lights
I stare for a while
the world around disappears**
I reached the corner and pressed the button that makes the little crossing light come on. I looked over and gasped when I saw that he was right next to me. I gazed at him, hoping that he didn't look at me, lest he catch me in this act, and yet, wanting his attention. As I took in his features, calm and relaxed, I realized that I really didn't have much of a chance with him.
**Just you and me
on this island of hope
a breath between us could be miles
Let me surround you
my sea to your shore
let me be the calm you seek **
He is completely immersed in this book he's somehow managing to read, while walking, without hitting anything. I wish I could do that. I sigh, a nearly inaudible sound. He's so close, and yet he's so.distant, like he's millions of miles from me. Looking at him, I became lost in my own little fantasies, where he whispered words of undying love in my ear as we held each other through the night.
**Oh and every time I'm close to you
there's too much I can't say
and you just walk away**
The light changes and we walk across the street, so close we could brush shoulders. And then, we reach the other side of the street where he turns.in the opposite direction. I watch him walk away and I feel my heart ache. I just can't tell him, oh how he would laugh if he knew that a stupid, klutzy, immature, school-girl had a crush on him. The teasing would be unbearable, and so, I don't cry out to him, I just stare after his retreating form.
**and I forgot
to tell you
I love you
and the night's
too long
and cold here
without you
I grieve in my condition
for I cannot find the strength to say I need you so**
The wind blows lightly against my back, causing my hair to billow around me. A silent tear slides down my cheek, and I realize that I can't go on doing this. I have to either tell him, or forget him, both of which are of equal difficulty. The breeze becomes chilly and I hug my arms to myself in an attempt to keep warm. He had stopped and sat on a bench about twenty feet from me. My feet go unbidden towards him and I freeze, steps from him, "Mamo-chan." I manage to choke out. He looks up at me, startled blue eyes clash with teary ones, and I run. "I love you Mamo-chan." I whisper.
